Sweet Carnations On My Doorstep....

Currently Listening to:

How Can I Not Love You

by

Joy Enriquez

(OST: Anna and the King)

&

When You Say You Love Me

by

Josh Groban

I tried blogging in BM but alas, my vocabulary of thoughts in the usage of the language is deteriorating as well as my comprehending skills in translating it. And I used to take pride in my verbal communication skills and 'authentic slang' of my national language. I guess not having many people to communicate or practise the language (after school) has made me a wossy. The only people I talk to in BM is Mdm Yiang, my youngest aunt (dad's side) and cousin Michelle chea2 (mum's side). Not forgetting also, the 'abang or akak' vendor who sells lekor (I love kerepok lekor!!!), or whatever Malay food I adore (yes, I love em!). I guess I should try to speak it more or read some Malay novels. The BM literature textbook in high school used to be interesting, too bad I gave them away. :(

Anyway, let's blog a little on current events:

- I am now back to playing Neopets. Yes, super childish but hey, I'm on hols, bored and in need of some cute little gamey entertainment. So hence, I am mostly gaming away in neopets. They have nice, simple, easy and cute games so might as well keep my brain alive by playing. :)

- God is gracious. He is so amazing and I am ever blessed and loved to be in His arms. Everyday I am reminded of His glory, power, grace, love and promises. He is just so awesome! :D

- Eating healthy? That's what's happening lately. Suddenly...it's all down to rice and veggie all the way. Heck, I even only ate half an orange just for lunch today (without breakfast)! Maybe cause there is nothing to eat at home? Or just me being all 'sad'? LOL!

- I need to be bolder! If I were a guy, I'll say: "I need bigger balls (LOL)!!!" More aggressive? But hopefully maintain a nice girly image? LOL! I want to be able to speak out loud and stand firm in crowds. Maybe I need to believe in myself more.

- Cut my hair???????????????????????? *Still in deep pondering*

- New addition of pets in my house.... I already have Smoochiepup and Coriander (bunnies) and now I have 6 fighting fishes (named strawerry, watermelon, banana, papaya, durian and ciku), a giant beetle (named 'taipo') and a grasshopper (named 'mantau')! :D

I love you people!!!

God bless!