Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Blue Birds in Spring


Currently Listening to: She by Elvis Costello


Lotsa pics to upload and much to blog about. Don't know where to start la....hehe. Events, experiences, feelings, thoughts, trials, happiness, fun, people, friends, church and most of all, God (and His awesomeness!). There are ups and downs but through it all, God has been ever (and still is) faithful to me. I love walking in Him and putting more of my trust in His promises. He doubles my joy and lessens my sorrow in stormy times. And I wanna thank Him for everything.

"I want more of Him and less of me."

Happy Raya (and holiday) EVERYONE!! :D

p/s: will 'TRY' to upload pics when I've got em sorted out... :p

Monday, September 29, 2008

A Cherry Walk in Life~!


Currently Watching:
One Tree Hill
(Episode 8; Season 5)


Campus Leadership Retreat
was FRUITFUL and a BLESSING!
Praise God!!!

God is amazing (and amazing He is!)! :D :D :D

Thursday, September 25, 2008

A Spark of Miracles!


Currently Listening to: One Way by Hillsong

I attended a Healing Rally by Bishop Rovert Kayanja which was recently hosted by ECF (the church I'm currently attending) at a big Chinese Pestaurant in Puchong. And it was awesome to the max!!!! It was my first time witnessing miracles with my own two eyes and how amazing God is. The deaf were healed and the blind saw light again.... right before my very eyes!

How can one witness such and not believe?

And yes, I believe, I believe and MORE! There is no doubt of it. My God is ever real, true, gracious, loving, glorious and FANTABULOUS!!! :D

It was amazing. It was miracle in the making. And it was real!

Here are some pics and videos I managed to take.... sorry if it's blur... I used my camera phone (only 1.3 megapixel). There are so much more, but I couldnt continue taking pics or videos anymore throughout the nite for I was too busy clapping, shouting, being touched, crying and giving Him praise for His awesome miracles!


He called forth the deaf (left)and blind (right)....

And we all prayed.... lifting our hands, hearts, mind, voices and all to Him

And the healing begins...

Blurry pic... This is Bishop Kayanja, the vessel of God's healing to the deaf.


And we all clap, shout and give praise to Him... for the deaf was could now hear again!!

You have no idea, how amazed, touched and happy I was.... Witnessing his grace and awesomeness was amazing!

Praise be to Him!!!! :D

And God touched more people that night... not only the deaf but also the blind. Lives were changed and by witnessing such, I knew I serve a great, almighty and awesome God! Amen!

And that, is undeniable -ever!!!

Here are some videos I managed to take...



This second video is amazing because I managed to capture moments where God (through Bishop Kayanja) healed a deaf (from birth) girl... It's a little draggy and long in the beginning but it's worth it when you witness the miracle and hear the roars of praise to Him. God is awesome (yes, I've said it many times but I won't ever stop for He is so much more then that)!!




Amazing ain't it.... PRAISE BE TO HIM!!!!

That night was only the first night. The second night however was even more awesome (according to all who went). But unfortunately, I couldn't go. :( :( :(

I would really like you to continue reading more about His glory, grace and AWESOMENESS here
It's a post composed by a dear friend (Carissa!!!!) who attended the second night of the Healing Rally. Her testimony is so beautiful (of His glory) that I had to pass the word and share (hope that's okay honey!). Please read and be more awed by Him! :D

Thank you for reading people and I hope it touched you and made you see how amazing and real God is!

Blessed be His name!


Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Deliver my love letter!




I have so much to blog about, so many pictures and videos to upload, lots to share and plenty to proclaim! But lately, I've been somewhat busy and tired despite the "carefree-ness' of the week. But God is good... my days have been fruitful and a blessing. And what's even better is that it's only the beginning... more of His works, will and blessings to come and I thank Him evermore for His faithfulness and divine will.

I will write more about it later in my upcoming post (too tired now, I wanna be up and alive when I do - too much to say!).

Disclaimer: Hang on to your seats then for you'll witness miracles and wonders that He has made me see...!!!



Till then, lotsa love and God bless!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Hosanna in the highest!


Currently Listening to:
En Aranjuez Con Tu Amor
by
Fernando Lima.


I wanna thank God for His ever faithful love and promise to me. He is ever indeed amazing and awesome! Praise be to Him! I find Him more real in in my life everyday and I am truly blown away by His presence, grace and works. Thank You Lord, for everything. You rock! :D

"If you are faithful to Him, God will be faithful to you. And His faithfulness is ever so sweet and amazing."

"Taste and see, for the Lord is good."

"I serve an awesome God!"

"Trust in the Lord, and He'll take care of it!"

"Let go of yourself, and God will guide/move/lead you."

"Look to Him and you'll never go wrong!"


THANK YOU JESUS!!!


Saturday, September 20, 2008

Blooming Carnations



Currently Listening to:
Vissi d'arte
by
Angela Gheorghiu


I love shopping with my mum. :D

Got two cute pairs of shorts, three t-shirts, a blouse/dress, two comic books and a computer mouse... a PINK computer mouse (at last!!!)

It was a great mum and daughter outing-bonding-shopping session as usual. :D

p/s: I'm so used to using the touch pad on the laptop that I find it hard to adjust to using a mouse. :P (but it feels kinda nice clicking with a mouse)

I hope you had a great day.... God bless!

The Wilderness of a Heart


Currently Listening to:
When You Say Nothing At All
by
Ronan Keating
(OST: Notting Hill)


"The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference."


Friday, September 19, 2008

Jumping On Sunshine!



Currently Listening to:
Tocatta & Fugue in D Minor
by
Vanessa Mae.



It's Friday and I'm glad of it! Not because I'm a total lazy butt....hehehe (maybe?). But because all my assignments are complete (for now...) and I get to rest for another 2 weeks (got arr??) before having tension moments and sleepless nights, tehee. Praise God for all, Amen!

Okay, I gotta go now... really sleepy.. had a long night (or morning) completing my TVC Program Porposal. Tata people! :D God bless.





Tuesday, September 16, 2008

A Resounding Melody....


Currently Listening to:
It Is You (I Have Loved)
by
Dana Glover
(OST: Shrek)


I wonder,
I wonder
I wonder why each little bird has a someone
To sing to, sweet things to
A gay little lark melody?
I wonder,
I wonder
I wonder if my heart keeps singing
Will my song go ringing
To someone, who'll find me
And bring back a love song to me?

(Sleeping Beauty)


Monday, September 15, 2008

A Parasol of Sweetness


Currently Listening to:
Elegie 'O Douz Printemps d' Auterfoix
by
Joshua Bell


"I had a cherry thought of you...."

Rainbow Skip With Me!



Currently Reading: Kare First Love by Miyasaka Kaho and Wild Ones by Fujiwara Kiyo.

Currently Watching: The Return of the Condor Hero (2006)

Currently Listeningto: Sarabande by Gabriel Montero

Currently Thinking: About my TV programs tonight while TRYING to figure out when am I going to start my Campaign Management assignment on a 2000 word essay about professionalism ethics in PR- or even begin reading the notes to prepare for it.

Currently Feeling: Lazy, heavy, bloated, relaxed, mellow, somewhat joyful, positive and hopeful. :)

Currently Wondering: "If you're alright and well..."

Currently Hoping: That I'll do well in my studies or at least in tonight's assignment (aiya, I've totally decided subconciously to do it tonight already... guess I'll just have to enjoy my afternoon then :P).

Currently Wishing: "Semoga semua sentiasa sihat dan gembira!"


p/s: HAPPY AND BLESSED 20TH BIRTHDAY JUN!!!! :D

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Sunshine on my window....


Currently Listening to:
You're Still You
by
Josh Groban


'Vibe' was awesome as usual!!! Love the Word, people, friends, fellowship, talks, activities, fun and Him. I'm so blessed to be there, God is amazing and I thank Him for His neverending faithfulness and blessings. :) Amen!!!!

I love it!

And tomorrow is gonna be another great day with friends, meals, a surprise birthday, lotsa karaoke and laughter. Praise be to Him!

And before you know it, it's a whole day M&M Kidszone training at ECF Puchong on Sunday! More praise be to Him and I pray His will will be unravelled more in me there.

God is amazing and faithful and yes, I've said it so many times. But I can't help it, it's because He really is! I have to tell the world and will never stop proclaiming it! Words alone are not enough, may my actions speak louder and by God's grace may the world see it too.

Glory to God for He is worthy in every way!


God bless!


Friday, September 12, 2008

The Meadows of Spring


Currently Listening to:
Rock a Hula Baby
by
Collin Raye; The Jordanaires
(Lilo & Stitch: Island Favourites)


I love Fridays.... Not because I'm a square bump who yearns for the lazy weekend (hm, maybe I do), but because I love the moments, times, activities, programs and the people with me then. Since there are no classes on Fridays, I usually have some chores stacked up... but that's no biggie. On the other hand, I love the carefree feeling I have that nothing important is in need of me (assignments, that is - the horror begins on Monday!). And the fact that 'Vibe' is only a few hours away, makes me excited and happy! And I love whatever outings or stuff there is on Saturday. Somehow, my weekends tend to be more.... fulfilling than it was before (praise God!). :D And Sunday is as always, the cherriest day to behold. With family, music training, friends and church on, who needs anything else? :)

I am grateful and very much thankful for His blessings, love and grace. I feel like the closer I'm getting to Him, the better I feel and see things in life. Peace seems to envelope me more and understanding just sweeps in. Things begin to make sense when it doesn't and I'm beginning to comprehend His will more as I surrender more faith and trust in Him. I love that feeling. The feeling of trusting Him and abiding in Him. I begin to see more of His faithfulness and grace working in me. And God is indeed amazing!

"Walk by faith and faith will walk you through... " ~P


I pray you'll have a faithful weekend....

Praise God.

God bless!

*HUGS*


Stardust....


Currently Listening to:
No Greater Love
by
Rachel Lampa


"I'm okay.... right???"

"Are you?"


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

A Distant Heart....


Currently Listening to:
Never An Absolution
(OST: Titanic)

"Please don't fly away...."

Monday, September 8, 2008

An Invinsible Shadow



Currently Listening to:
One Night Only
by
Jennifer Hudson
(OST: Dream Girls)


I just send my dad off.... well not to the airport but from the house gate to the cab. Feel kinda sad and emo. I'm already missing my dad now. Hampir menangis at the gate....

For those yang tak tahu, my dad is going off to Columbia Theological Seminary (CTS), Decatur, Georgia, USA for some seminary research thingie on AIDS/HIV (on theological studies) for 3 months (3 minggu also i rindu gila d). Actually before that, he is going to the UK first to visit some people and family, then to the United Nations Development Fund (UNFPA) Forum on Faith Based Organisations in Latin America at Bueno Aires (South America) before flying back to the UK and then only to the Atlanta, US. And then after that, he'll be flying off to Istanbul, Turkey for the UNFPA World Forum before going back to Georgia, US to complete his course. (THEN BALIK M'SIA!!!)

Yes, banyak tempat dia pergi and lama... and I will super miss him!!! :(
Sekarang also I rindu d... maybe cause seeing my dad off is kinda emo-ing (mum and bro at work today, only me at home seeing dad off).

Anyway... taps on the shoulder for me, I managed to finish my NMT 7 week internet diary today along with my LMS posting and response (Yiang, I reponded to your post!). I'm TRYING to start my 1500 word essay today, now or tonight... but I'm having some probs in starting or understanding what is needed to be writtten. I'm also having a blur moment in trying to read and 'study' all my pdf notes from LMS so that I won't write vacuous words in it (in other words crap too much). But reading week 1's notes is already susah and mind bottling... Let alone 4 more... haish... Macam susah je... :(

I really hope I can start (and hopefully finish) it tonight or at least till tomorrow's early morning...haha. If so then it will be a new surprise as it is not common for me to complete an assignment a day before the dateline (as said, I am usually super last minute-burning midnight oil-adrenaline kicking person). Anyway... all the best to me...haha.. and to those in my shoes.

Thank you Lord for everything, for Your faithfulness, grace, love and promises. I pray You'll bless and protect my dad overseas and be with Him always. Strengthen me in You to abide in Your word and will. Grant me the spirit of wisdom, knowledge and understanding as I grow more in You. I commit all into Your hands, Amen.

God bless everyone and peace!!!

HUGS!



Thursday, September 4, 2008

Empty Buttons on my Shirt...


Currently Listening to:
O Praise Him (All This For A King)
by
David Crowder (Band)


I am PROCASTINATING like a SLUG.....

(O how I detest assignments - and my laziness....)

I am super lazy and I admit it. But admitting is not helping me.

'Gua' tak boleh gerak la... releks semacam je....
(Inner Philee speaking)

O the teruk-ness of me!

Maybe it's because I am still a pretty last minute person despite trying not to. I can't seem to do it till it's late (and then I get more worried) and the adrenalin starts kicking me to do it. The assignment is due next Wed (orang dah mula tapi senangnya aku - ada hati nak blog lagi) but it comes in many sections (if I dont complete 1, I can't do 2), hence more to do. Since it's only Thursday... I still have less than 6 days to do. And for the normal Philee... masa ni, aku masih lagi 'on vacation' (usually start 2 days before dateline). But this time it is a little different since there are a few parts of assignments to do and my weekend schedule is full. I thought that if I didn't start now, then I can gonna have some major worries by Monday. But still despite my own reasoning to tell myself to start now, I can't seem to "bother" to do so!

"No Panic, no work!" (new quote from philee)
LOL!

Still, I wanna thank Neik Xiang Yu for being such a sweet friend. Your email of info is such a nice help (though I belum guna). Your kind action and concern is deeply appreciated. Thank you.

Enemies to defeat by next Wednesday...
New Media Tech Assignment 1:
a) 7 day Internet diary
b) LMS summary posting (and response??)
c) 1000 word essay of both.

P/S: I don't think I'll start tonight la... -_-" (lol)

Your heart knows that for a moment, it'll never be alone....


Currently Listening to:
Keranamu Kekasih
by
Vince Chong
(OST: Puteri Gunung Ledang)


"Sometimes, all we need is just someone to silently hold our hand as we brave through the storms alone...."


One Day I'll Fly Away


Currently Listening to:
At The Cross
by
Hillsong


I'm tired.
I am so tired.

So tired of myself....

"I need You to lift me up. Because I can't do it on my own."

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Torns in my head!


Currently Listening to: Because I'm A Girl by Kiss



Squeeze me please!!!

End my agony....


Tuesday, September 2, 2008

My Cup of Tea!



Currently Listening to: Oogway Ascends (OST: Kungfu Panda)


Got a new playlist on my blog from MyFlashFetish. :) The good thing is, the songs come straight from Youtube. So I can find some unconventional songs (since Youtube has almost all kind of songs and sounds) that I really like and have them played easily. No need for uploading whatsoever. :)

Had a great time shopping at Ikano with mum and dad yesterday. It was the last day of sale. Managed to get 2 pair of jeans, 2 shirts and a blouse. Pretty happy!!! Especially with the jeans. :D :D :D

Meeting Rachel tomorrow (and Yiang too)!!! After more than a year and a half! Miss you girl, can't wait.
I've got so many reasons to be happy. So many blessings to be thankful of. And I am.
I just feel a little 'murung'....

Hope all is well! :D
God bless!

Dancing Butterflies


Currently Listening to: Mighty To Save by Hillsong
(Love this song!)

Home alone again.... hehe.

Before I start randomly posting blog entries on my days and moods, I thought it was better to finish and complete my post on my trip to Cambodia once and for all. :D
There's nothing significant on day 6. We practically spend the entire morning in the hotel resting(woke up late), lazed around, had lunch before our tuk tuk came and zoomed us to the airport. Yup, it was short and simple. No more touring, shopping or sight seeing... it was baliking time. :)

Yes, so here goes.

Day 6 in Cambodia:
Phnom Penh International Airport and return to Kuala Lumpur

Checking in... Lotsa local Malays... Hehehe, we found out that there was this big rombongan from Malaysia balik-ing too. It's like sekampung... haha, a lot of em! They took the same flight back as us.
This is Mr. Hen. He was our tuk tuk driver and guide through out our stay in Phnom Penh. He's a really nice guy, honest and friendly. He was a blessing to our stay there. :)

Okay, that's all. Hahaha, what a short post this is. Just wanna complete it... Okay people. There you go... the postings on my trip to Cambodia dah habis.. the next posts to come, I shall try to upload real pics k. Lotsa folders waiting to be loaded. :)

Till then... have a nice week! Lotsa love and God bless!

Thoughts of Yesterday....



I got tagged again... courtesy of Daphne. :D




Name: Philee.

Sisters : Jenny.

Brothers: Phileo

Shoe size: 3-4

Height: 5 feet 2?

Where do you live: Kota Damansara

Favourite drinks: Lemon juice

Favourite breakfast: Bacon!



Have you ever been on a plane: Yup, lotsa times and more to come!! I love travelling!

Swam in the ocean: Yup...errr.. more like play with sea water...haha.

Fallen asleep in school: Once or twice in high school.... :P

Broken someone's heart: Nope (Philee's definition of breaking a heart: you can only do so IF you accept it and then break it. Rejection does not count, hence no).

Fell off your chair: Stupidly, yes. lol!

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: LOL... ain't that ironic!

What is your room like: Like a kindy kid's room... no joke!

What's right beside you: Lotsa things! Stickers, water botel, stationary, plastica, tissue, books, glue and a lot la....small details etc.



What is the last thing you ate: Ikea curry puff

Ever had chicken pox: Yup....

Sore throat: Yes... it's a killa!

Stitches: Thank God, no! :)

Broken nose: Nope.

Do you believe in love at first sight: No comment.

Like picnics: Yeah. But not with this weather!

Who was the last person you danced with: :) my hubby bubby bolster :P lol

Who made you smile: Manga... :P

You last yelled at: Someone in my heart.



Today did you talk to someone you like: Nope... talked to my dad but I love him, oh and bro too!

Kiss anyone: Daddy!

Get sick: Nope....

Talk to an ex: NO EX!

Miss someone: very much... YES!

Best feeling in the world: To love.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes... my birthday babies!

Who do you really hate: Can't hate.

What time is it now: 1:45pm

Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yeah. My imaginary friend... :P



Do you have any siblings: Yeah. 1 only... (:

Do you want children: Definitely.

Do you smile often: Yup! Hahaha....

Do you like your hand-writing: :D What't not to like?

Are your toenails painted: Nope.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Caroline's. She has the most comfy bed!

What colour shirt are you wearing: White

What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Manga!!!

I can't wait till: I am me...

When did you cry last: Yesterday

Are you a friendly person: Yes... I think... :P



Do you have any pets: My darling Smoochiepup and Coriander!

Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Somewhere on this earth? O gosh, I really hope so!

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: ...yeah. I love my parents! Tehee...

Do you sleep with the TV on: Nope.

What are you doing right now: This survey, music and manga.

Have you ever crawled through a window: Yes...hehe.

Can you handle the truth: We have to...

Are you closer to your mother or father: Both (:

Who was the last person you cried in front of: Daddy.

How many people can you say you've really loved: Daddy, mummy, koko, mama, gong gong... and the list goes on and on. Want me to cover on friends too??? Oh, or is this question targetted to "the one"? LOL!



Do you eat healthy: I wish, or at least mum wishes. :P

Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: No ex, so no picture.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yes, I believe we all have.

How often do you go to church: Twice a week! :D

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: God...

Are you loud or quiet most of the time: Both...

Are you confident: I wish...



5 things I was doing 10 years ago..(1998)

- Choir Competition

- First started tuition

- Became a school librarian

- Obsessed with Sailormoon

- Had a big crush on this guy called Chuck Wye :P

5 things on my to-do list today:

- clean bunnies cages

- try to start on 1 assignment (i dont even know how many we have).

- watch tv

- try to be happy... even for a split moment

- make contact with friends.

5 snacks I enjoy:

- seaweed snacks (jap, korean, thai)

- bacon sticks (thai) :D

- Mamee

- Twister

- Cheesels

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

- be a philanthropist, big time

- travel, travel, travel

- get a volkswagen beetle

- own my own zoo, library and museum

- invest in God's glory!!!!

5 of my bad habits:

- suka angau and day dream

- ignorant

- sleep like a pig

- lazy

- dependant

5 jobs I’ve had: (I only had 2)

- intern in a pr firm

- assistant teacher in a taska

5 people I tag:

- yiang

- meng

- rachel

- chao yi

- jon



******


Have a nice day people and God bless! HUGS! :D

Monday, September 1, 2008

Raining Butterflies!



Had a great week and awesome weekend...
Happy Merdeka btw...!!!


Been to 1 Utama 5 days in a row
Shopped
Watched 3 movies
Hung out with lotsa friends and family non stop
Pasar Malam
Klang Bak Kut Teh
Church
Big family dinner (Tan)
Lovely, hearty and friendly-laughing meals (friends and family)
Bonding moments *smiles*
Sweet conversations
Wall E obsession
Smiled too much till it hurt
Meeting 'old' friends
Meetng 'new' friends
None-stop girly chattering in the car...hehe.
Merdeka day outing :)
Friends
More friends
People
Uncle Hang's birthday
Jenny mei mei darling's birthday :D
Seeing more and more of God's faithfulness and blessings in me
Out 18 hours a day
Tired, but having fun! :D
Come rain, come shine!

God bless and HUGS!