Blooming Daisies on my Stool

Currently Listening to:

Hard Knock Life

from the musical

Annie

by

PLAY

(version).

I could almost lick the virtual cobwebs off my blog. It's been almost a month? Or more? You do the math. I apologise. Moi was quite busy with travelling, being sick and growing the pig in me! :)

A little update:


- July: Vacation to to Indo (1 week), Vietnam (1 week) and Kuching (1 week). Being on Air Asia plane 6 times a month (through and flow) is no joke. I can practically memorize their song list (all the same songs for every flight!) and menu. Wait, scratch that, 5 times only. My flight to Indo was MAS, hehe.

My last post was on departure to Vietnam. Well, that was a very nice trip, MAYBE I'll blog about it, hehe. Depends really. Pictures in facebook lo. Then it was us girls to Kuching, home of darling Carissa sweetheart. Her family was so hospitable and nice! Pics in FB, other than that, I might blog about it, hehe. I shall try. Lotsa pics and stories and I just don't know where to begin. :)

- Back from all the travelling, the Potato fell terrribly ill. For a week. Long story, but to cut it short, it was no fun! :P

- Erm... lots to say really. But much of it is either too long or too private or just not in the right words to be said.

Bacially, it's been a rollercoaster. When my days are calm, somehow I'm not. It's just this irony I'm dealing with.

Will blog of it... maybe. Better not hope on it. I'm not sure of anything now myself.

One thing I'm sure is God is good and I'm okay or will be okay.

Have a nice day and God bless. :D

Under His Wings

The Potato is giving all praise and credit to the Lord God Almighty!!!
For He is worthy in everyway!!!

His faithfulness is awesome, His peace is so transending, And His grace is more than sufficient!

If you've read my previous post, you will know that I suffered a minor panic attact for a moment. Headache, urge to vomit, difficulty in breathing (more like hyperventilating), drumroll of hearbeats like mad and wanting to pass out...

It was not a nice experience. It was panic + scared to the max!

But in that dark hour, I cried out to Him. Surrendering all and just seeking Him for His grace and mercy.

And Lo' Behold!

His faithfulness became real. So real. So true.

I felt peace. Joy. And strength. All that was caging me before disolved and melted away. And suddenly I knew that it was not me, but Him.

It was an amazing moment.

The Lord was there, He was real and He showed me that it was going to be okay.

I am so blessed and thankful to have such an awesome God.

His faithfulness is beyond anything else!

Thank you Lord!!!!!!

The Light in my darkness

Currently Listening:

White Horse

by

Taylor Swift

I am so scared.

So so scared.

I feel like my lungs are tightening and choking my heart.

I can't breathe.

I want to scream.

I want to cry....

But I can't do anything.

I feel tired.

I feel sick.

I feel lost.

I feel so numb.

****

I need you Lord....

I know I am unworthy

But please take me in, do not abandon me.

Forgive me and give me peace for Your will.

Lead me to Your ways and strengthen my heart and faith in You.

Spinning Glances

Having a terrible headache or migrain for the past couple of days. And my eyes are literally aching. It's as if I took them off and rub them on sand paper. Ish, lol.

I think it must be the weird sleeping patterns? stress or tension on studies? Not taking care of my eyes enough (beginning to put medication consistently) or the terrible heat of the weather.

Either way, I am too stubborn to rest (can't get enough of Princess Coconut - my laptop) and I've taken back again the fondness of reading for hours long. No wonder my eyes are popping out!

Either way, I need to learn to rest (wait, ain't that my speciality? lol) and be more mindful of my priorities. Mata kena jaga - important and the same goes to my head!

Which means I should stop blogging soon and SLEEP....hehehehe.

I wanna wish you all darlings a lovely, loving and blessed week ahead. May peace and love be with you always and God bless! :D

p/s: thank you to my dearest Ying Hui. :)

I appreciate and cherish you lots. your wise and humble spirit never fails to encourage and lift me up. thank you for always seeing me when i'm invisible. you are so awesome in Him. love you lots and God bless. :D

Blue Bells in the Spring

The Potato is back, alive and certainly NOT blind yet ....

It has been more than a week since my last post and I know I said that I would take 2 weeks of absence for my recovery (sight) but since I am no longer 'blind' from the after-effect-cutting-onion-teary-sensation-situation-post-surgery, I can see better now (though the focus is not good and a bit blur) and is able to blog. Let's just say what I'm 'seeing' is as if I am having the vision of a crying person (clear but blur - tak balance). Let's pray and hope by the end of the 2nd week, the sight will be clear and full. :D

Lotsa to blog about... feelings, experiences, long check-ups, before surgery, during surgery, post surgery, 'healing' at home, ETC.... but now I malas nak blog and I can't be online for long (have to rehat mata) so next time baru I yakk about it la. :P

Thank you to all the precious people who have called, visited and cared for me in the past week. I am so very blessed by your care and presence in my life. God is indeed good and friends are just angels in disguise. I heart you people lotsa and HUGS! :D

A Blink of Hope

Currently Listening to:

Morning Baltimore

by

Nikki Blonsky

(OST: Hairspray)

I know this is quite last minute and late, but I just thought I gotta give some kind of notice before people start wondering or asking questions on my soon 'disappearance' in the coming weeks. For your information, in less than 12 hours, I will be undergoing Lasek/Epi-Lasik eye surgery (to cure my ever blurr vision) and will take a full 2 weeks at least to regain perfect vision (hopefully). Hence, I am technically grounded and will be going MIA in that period of time. Aside from that, I would kindly like to notify you to refrain from emailing, leaving messages, SMSes or texts (to me) as I would be barely able to see let alone read. So if there is anything, please just call me.

There is a whole long story behind the surgery but I'm too tired and malas to blog much on it (baru balik from Melaka, so tired!). But just some basic info:

- Kau orang dah know that my mata is very serious d. Hampir separuh buta without my glasses or contactas. 1200 per eye k... for a girl my age, it's gila.

- I'm not going for Laser or Lasik surgery (the basic one you always dengar) but it's Lasek/Epi-Lasik (a more advance procedure and takes longer to heal).

- Reason being so is because my cornea is too thin to be CUT (laser/lasik) and hence it will either be loosen and lifted up to be lasered (epi-lasik) or be slit on the side to be lifted up and then lasered (lasek). *GAG*

- After the procedure, they orang kena tampal balik my cornea, so kena take longer to heal (and 'stick' back) and meanwhile aku kena buta sikit for the next couple of weeks (hopefully before college starts).

Please pray for me for a successful surgery and speedy recovery. Thanks.

Lord, I commit myself to Thee... :D

Happy CNY btw and God bless. :)

p/s: yes, i am very scared... :P

Aurora....

Currently Listening to:

The Day I Fall In Love

by

James Ingram

The Potato is back!!! Her trip to Turkey was amazing! She travelled almost half the country (which half of the tour was spend coaching in the bus from city to city- blessedly she bought her Twilight book to read - twice!)

Weather there was so good, cool to cold and sunny! According to my research (before going), it was suppose to be cold and wet, but blessedly it was not! :) Winter was great! Temperature ranged from -4 degrees to 15 degress; depending on places. The South seemed much more colder - and SNOW was a fantastic attraction for pictures in Cappadocia (most South) which took a mere 11 hours (by coach) to travel to!

The Potato is not gonna upload pics yet as there are almost 800+ pics which have yet to be sorted according to day, place and preference. Let's not forget the editing of size for easy upload, hehe. Most probaly pictures will appear in Facebook first - hopefully by this week.

Just so you know, the Potato fell ILL on the second last day of the tour! Blessedly it was almost the end of the trip, if not DIE wei, hehe. I think she got it on the Boisborus Cruise - it was freaking freezing. So much for overestimating her tolerance for the cold. It was horrible after then - fever, flu, cold, cough, sorethroat, phlegm, headache, bone aches and piercing coldness in the body! Had a lot of panadols then and the moment she got back to KL, she had to see a doc and got an injection on her butt! And it was far from pleasant. she shall not go into the details in which she resents the doc for still prescribing her with tons of medications the size of her pinky and how awful each pill tasted down her throat!

And the flight was horrible! It made the sickness worse and the uncomfortable seat nearly cracked her bones inside out - 12 hours!!!

Note: The Potato despises Malaysian Airline Seats - Not short people friendly seats!

From KL to Dubai (vice versa) - 7 hours
Transit in Dubai - 1 and a half hours
Dubai to Istanbul (vice versa) - 4 hours

A little preview here of whats to come: Family pic - mum, aunt (second), the Potato and aunt (fifth) in Cappadokia with 'fairy chimmenies' - and yes, the white colour in the background is snow. :P

Thank the Lord Almighty for a safe and beautiful trip.

All glory goes to Him, Amen! :D

In the veiling of the sun....

Currently Listening to:
'Diva Opera'
(OST: Fifth Element)

My beloved paternal granny (who practically raised me) is currently very ill and bed-ridden in HUKM (Hospital Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia) - been visiting her everyday. I pray she will heal soon by God's grace and in Jesus's name. :D Please help to pray for her too.

p/s: TVC final exam is this Monday. I pray I'll make it through.

Please don't blow the summer wind away....

Currently Listening to:

Won't Let You Fall

by

Fergie

(OST: Poseidon)

I don't mean to be a MELODRAMATIC princess here but I mean every detail when I say that I am really having a tough week. More like tough month! But then again, this week is the worst.


Sick - have been for more than a week! (sore throat, flu, cough, phlegm, headaches) + endless stress + tiredness + group assignment meetings + campaign management major end project + TVC final assignment (CAN'T focus now!) + upcoming TVC final exam (YET to study!)+ very dried up = I NEED SOME SERIOUS LOVE!!!!




I don't really know how to handle stress well cause naturally I am not a stressful person nor do I get stressed easily (and usually I don't let it get to me). If you know me well, I'm basically a mellow person who does not take herself too seriously (in other words, I'm not a critical person - which is why I am always so smiley and cherry). Hence.... if I say I'm stressed, means its a big deal (for me at least) and I'm really cracking out!


Lord I need You!!! I needs Your peace, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, strength and joy. Take all that is ill and sick away from my body in Jesus name and grant me a clear mind to think for my studies.



p/s: To dearie Alexis Lim Ying Hui.... thank you for being such a blessing to me. Your care, encouragement and support sustained me through my trying moments. I'm so blessed to have you in my life. Heart ya lots!

Dancing Ponies in my Stables!

Currently Listening to:

I'm A Doun

by

Vanessa Mae

After having a course of antibiotics, flu and phlegm pills, I still feel as if my ENT line is clogged with heaps of 'ugga-ugga'. And somehow my head feels like it's on to something and it refuses to give me a break or tell me why. So, I am politely blaming it on the weather as I'm pretty sure I've been taking care of my food and beverage intake lately (been drinking water like a camel and no fried food). This is going to be one hectic, tiring and stressful week. Campaign Management Final Project - NGO (United Voice) Proposal, TVC Final Assignment and Broga Camp 2! But hopefully by the grace of God, I will still be able to sustain with joy, perseverance and a heart to bless others.

Have a good and blessed week people! God bless and hugs!

The Seeds of Faith, Love & Perseverance

Currently Listenng to:

Burning Love

by

Elvis Presley

God is truly faithful and good. :D

O the Awesome-ness of Him!

For those yang tak tahu, I've been a little ill (plus Miss Strawberry had to visit at such an unfair time with its harsh symptoms) for the past 2 days and my NMT finals was today. I had a hard time concentrating on anything (pain was unbearable) let alone study. But God is good, He sustained me through the wee hours in the morning (studied till 5:30am) - when my pain was decreasing slowly then and gave me a peace of mind to partake my NMT paper later on. And guess what? Praise be to the Lord!! I actually knew all the answers to the questions I was doing (which was rare, haha)! I was pretty merry as I confidently start scribbling my answers down (it was one of the happiest and easiest paper I had). :D :D :D Glory to Him!!!

But today is only the beginning of a long, hard and possibly stressful month (November just ain't my baby). There's more to come and it's all stretched out... :(

New Media Technologies final exam - 5th Nov (DONE!)

Campaign Management Group Project - NGO Proposal - 11th Nov

Television, Video and Culture final assignment - 14th Nov

Campaign Management Group Presentation - 18th Nov

Television, Video and Culture final exam - 24th Nov

But I pray God will give me the perseverance and joy to go through tough times. All is possible through Him! :)

Thanks so all the sweet (and God sent) friends (and family) who prayed and encouraged me in facebook. Really touched and gembira, hehe. Thank you. :)

p/s: argh! now my back is aching!!

Walking on Water....

"With my God with me, who can be against me?"

"Have faith frail soul, for He is mightier than any other."

Away with you sickness, pain, aches and fatique-ness!!

I will triumph in my NMT exam tomorrow!

Praise be to God Almighty!

A Spark of Miracles!

Currently Listening to: One Way by Hillsong

I attended a Healing Rally by Bishop Rovert Kayanja which was recently hosted by ECF (the church I'm currently attending) at a big Chinese Pestaurant in Puchong. And it was awesome to the max!!!! It was my first time witnessing miracles with my own two eyes and how amazing God is. The deaf were healed and the blind saw light again.... right before my very eyes!

How can one witness such and not believe?

And yes, I believe, I believe and MORE! There is no doubt of it. My God is ever real, true, gracious, loving, glorious and FANTABULOUS!!! :D

It was amazing. It was miracle in the making. And it was real!

Here are some pics and videos I managed to take.... sorry if it's blur... I used my camera phone (only 1.3 megapixel). There are so much more, but I couldnt continue taking pics or videos anymore throughout the nite for I was too busy clapping, shouting, being touched, crying and giving Him praise for His awesome miracles!

He called forth the deaf (left)and blind (right)....

And we all prayed.... lifting our hands, hearts, mind, voices and all to Him

And the healing begins...

Blurry pic... This is Bishop Kayanja, the vessel of God's healing to the deaf.

And we all clap, shout and give praise to Him... for the deaf was could now hear again!!

You have no idea, how amazed, touched and happy I was.... Witnessing his grace and awesomeness was amazing!

Praise be to Him!!!! :D

And God touched more people that night... not only the deaf but also the blind. Lives were changed and by witnessing such, I knew I serve a great, almighty and awesome God! Amen!

And that, is undeniable -ever!!!

Here are some videos I managed to take...

This second video is amazing because I managed to capture moments where God (through Bishop Kayanja) healed a deaf (from birth) girl... It's a little draggy and long in the beginning but it's worth it when you witness the miracle and hear the roars of praise to Him. God is awesome (yes, I've said it many times but I won't ever stop for He is so much more then that)!!




Amazing ain't it.... PRAISE BE TO HIM!!!!

That night was only the first night. The second night however was even more awesome (according to all who went). But unfortunately, I couldn't go. :( :( :(

I would really like you to continue reading more about His glory, grace and AWESOMENESS here
It's a post composed by a dear friend (Carissa!!!!) who attended the second night of the Healing Rally. Her testimony is so beautiful (of His glory) that I had to pass the word and share (hope that's okay honey!). Please read and be more awed by Him! :D

Thank you for reading people and I hope it touched you and made you see how amazing and real God is!

Blessed be His name!

A Bouquet of Wild Daisies

Currently Listening to: Lahaina by The Volcanos (Lilo and Stitch: Island Favourites)


I am blogging again.... yeap. What can I say? It's gotta be PMS or that I am just so freakingly bored and lame. But who cares, sick people have all the time of the day when they not sleeping their heads off. I still can't bring myself to have the motion to blog about my 5th day in Cambodia. Maybe I am still lazy in editing and uploading the pictures but I hope I'll finish it when the 'Strawberry storm' has past.

I feel kinda emo and self concious lately. And yes, you all must know PMS is my constant shadow lately. And maybe that's why my sense of sensitivity has ascended majorly. And I can't help feeling like a pregnant woman with lotsa hormones. I start to get over upset for the tiniest things and tend to over-react inside with over thinking of problems that doesnt exist or shouldn't be. It sucks. A lot. So guys, love your girlfriends more and know you're not the only one suffering and facing the annoyance of PMS (when they throw bitch-fits). It's just the hormones and just so you know, it's what drives you crazy over them too. So all is fair.

Looks like I am going to be on problematic future girlfriend huh? Tehee.... let's hope I will be blessed with one super understanding and loving boyfriend to tolerate me then. LOL!

I despise PMS... it's a 'rotten pumpkin' and I am a constant slave to it... Can't imagine how I'll be when I'm pregnant instead. LOL! Note to self in 5 years time (5 years? who am I kidding?)... Love my husband MORE (Please let me be married then!!! - again, who am I kidding? :P)! LOL!

I am so craving for seaweed now... lotsa crispy Korean or Japanese seaweed... Hmmm mmm...!

Soup too, lotsa nice sweet seaweed soup.... like the one my granny makes. My mouth or should I be more specific, throat; is tasting like some weird stinking anti-biotic and I seriously need some ajinamoto...LOL!

I just finished watching Grey's Anatomy and Cashmere Mafia and it was great, love it. Totally superb for a PMS night and it got me all high up and preppy thinking that I might have a chance of making my life into a soap opera. But hey, all I'm lacking if a McDreamy of a boyfriend and a Cashmere coat... or maybe just some elegance in my life.

I think I kinda sound like a sour drama queen. Maybe so, but just for this moment. For once, I wanna bask in my own prima donna-ness... so sue me! But then again, I have this icky feeling that the whole world already hates me for some bitchy reason. :P PMS? You tell me...



You know what I want? What I really really want?

I want someone I can securely cuddle up to and leave all my stuffs behind. Someone who'll give me enough comfort to strip away all my insecurities and just let me be myself wholely in his arms. Someone who knows me, understands me, holds no judgement against me, accepts me and just truly loves me. And me to him. Someone like my.....

my hubby bubby pink bolster!!!!!! :D

Yeap, that's my sayang... for now.
And someday, God's gonna bless me with a real man instead. :)
And I shall wait for that beautiful day to come. :D

"....and then, her PMS just faded away for the night, in sweet thought of His promise to her."

For whom does the wind cry for?

A little depressed....

.... just a little.

No cookies in my jar...

So much for PMS on my headache... Mum thinks it's over heaty... Panadols and Aspirins did not work and hence the doc issued Paracetamols instead. Yes, I had to see a doc, and apparently according to her, the cause was due to pressure (????) which no one in my family agress to it. Hahaha.... maklum la, the sleeping pig of the house mana la boleh pressure. Not that I'm that mellow but hey, I have my share of carefree moments. But anyway, I didn't merely visit the doc for my jelly-like head problem. It was because I woke up this morning with conjunctivitis and sore throat which then lead to a minor fever. And all my mum said was "YIT HEI" which means internal body heaty-ness and in this case, too heaty sampai kena jumpa doctor. Me mum blames it on the mamak sup kambing I had the night before.... but well... it was worth it...hahaha! The down part of it is that I am missing the barbeque that's happening right this moment downstairs. My bro and his friends are having a blast "burning sausages in the front porch and I can't touch the food due to my 'heaty-ness'. And here I am blogging because I am freaking bored stuck in my room with bread and soup. And because PMS is around the corner, my tummy has begun to ache a little... I wonder if I should wipe down some Panadols for it while I'm heavy on Paracetamols and other medications??? p/s: 5 pills... okay and 3 of it aregigantic... I almost choked!

Anyway... do leave a little footprint at the (new) CBOX and tell me if the colour is too over or not. As a 'colourful' person, sometimes I cant tell if it's just too much....teheee.

Okay, can't blog for long... vision lacking already.

Have a nice weekend and day God bless!

Blur Sotongs In My Tank!

Argh!!!

I hate headaches!!!

I hate PMS!!!

Bohohohohohooo...!!!

I've had, am having and will be having one sucky day!

I can't do anything right or for long.

My headache is bugging me like red ants to a rambutan tree!

I can't watch TV for long nor even go online for more than half an hour. I can't even read a decent chapter of online manga without smoothering myself to my bolster for mental comfort.

OMGosh... it feels terrible.

I didn't even go for "Vibe" tonight because of my headache! :P

Is it really PMS??? Or am I just plain sick? Me mum and aunt said I felt hot (like fever) but I feel fine, I think. Sometimes I feel kinda nauseous and my back neck aches too.

I took a Panadol yesterday and a Bayer Aspirin today... still no effect. :(

Okay, I gotta stop now... headache taking its toll...

A 'bugger' told me that maybe there's a midget in my head bugging me...

O the Strawberry-ness of Me!

Currently Listening to: Let Me Lie by Hayley Westenra.

The Potato seems rather reluctant to start blogging and posting pictures of her 5th day in Cambodia. Perhaps, it's her laziness to edit the sizes of the photos? The nonchalant manner in trying to upload them? The divided views in whether to put them in parts? The little dizziness that has lingered in her left temple since yesterday? Or just PMS???

Don't mess with the 'kitty'!

I know PMS is a very common trade among girls and women and expecially me as it never seem to ever leave me alone every month. Emo-ness, cramps, back aches, lethargicness...etc. It seems to be a bl**dy annoying cycle.... wait, it's more than a cycle! It's an evolving cycle that gets worst. I recall the first PMS I had to go through when I first started to "age biologically".

First was cramps... VERY BAD cramps, in my early teens. Then 'heaviness' (lack of energy) came in... making me feel like a slug in school then whenever 'strawberry' came. In mid teen, emotions ran wild and that's when life is suddenly a big soap opera. And before I knew it... after the teen phrase (when the big 2-0 age comes to the picture), back aches start to attack as if osteoperosis jacked my spine. And now... in this very month, I've just discovered a new symptom...a very annoying one at that... headaches!!! Plus them altogether and you'll get a circus of disasters ni ya!

I never knew that headaches were a form of PMS cause I never had it nor knew anyone who did. Most girls I know commonly and usually only have cramps and emo-ess but on my case... it just keeps piling up. I have an annoying case of dizziness and head roller-coaster yesteryday noon and thought that maybe it was due to my contact lenses of something else. The fact that it was PMS never crossed my mind till Mdm Yiang told me. Hmmm.... I couldn't think about it much then for as I returned home, I immediatly dropped 'dead' on the bed and zero-ed out for the next 5 hours. Actually, it didn't really zzzz for real but just half concious lying on the bed as the headache did not permit me to doze off. It was wrecky!

And today... my head is giving me the same knocking on my temples. So get it all straight, I went online to search for the answers. And guess what, it is a PMS symptom. And I learned more... that PMS does 'evolve' and adds on more symptoms in life as you grow/age. Which freaking explains, why each phase of my life seems to be getting worse during 'strawberry'. So much for cramps, emo-ness, back aches, and a sluggy body... now I have to as headaches to the list!!! Darn! But at least I'm not that bad.... errr.. am I? I found out there are a lot more PMS symptoms and thankfully I'm not having them (YET????)... but as it states, it does pile up as you age. A few of them are acne (walau), bloating and tender breasts... which errr.. I don't think I have (nor want to have - sekarang also pening d every month).

Girl's rules and rocks but it isn't easy being one...

For reference and more:

http://health.yahoo.com/women-overview/premenstrual-syndrome-pms-topic-overview/healthwise--hw139442.html

A Spring of Waterlilies

Currently Listening to: Pudar by Rossa.

I always told myself that whenever I blog a new entry or post, I would upload pictures, lots of pictures (mounting up in my folders!!!). Real pictures. In case you've not noticed... it's been sometime since there was a "real" picture posted here by me or on me. Most of the "pics" you usually see are just 'pretty' pics I find in the internet that best describes my feelings then. Reason... cause they look real nice (maklumlah, my photo skills are horrible) and it's something lovely to view with my random words. And plus, being a lazy bunny... I've stopped carrying a camera anymore (too heavy) nor have the initiative or heart to bother taking them. I guess the food-taking, event-documenting and photo-blogging phase are over and now I just like to express with random and self explanitory words.

Maybe I'm just not vain enough to document my life in every event be it big or small for the world. Don't get me wrong... I admire people who do it... carrying their cameras around... taking pictures of everything they encounter (restaurants, food, people, friends, things, outing, events.etc.), they really have the consistency for it (and I must confess, I enjoy reading and viewing it in their blogs). I used to be like that but only for a minute or two?! LOL! Let's say... I just don't have the heart of effort for it anymore... If I were to document every event or outing or moment in my life... I'll be spending the rest of my time stuck to my chair blogging and I just don't have the "stamina" (okay, maybe not that bad... I'm not they 'busy', lol). It's a phase, a pretty fast phase for me. Now, I just like to enjoy things and keep it in my memories, unless it is really prominent till I have to post it up or when I'm just freaking free and my heart is just at the right place for this blog. :)

I've been promising Mdm Yiang I'll post up my Fraser's Hill pics since....???? Hahaha and I can't remember when was it... (too long d). And there's so many other pics after that.... and there could be more (If I actually bothered snapping pictures, lol). Mmmm.... I'll just TRY to post up pics NEXT TIME k? Hahaha..... nvm.

Anyway... just a little info:

- Daddy's day was nice... we had a nice family dinner in TGIF, Curve. It's been sometime since we last had a nice dinner with just the 4 of us! Things were great.

- I'm on a crazy phase whereby I'm super into steamboats...! My current fave is the one in Ikano(tak jelat langsung) with the individual pots...hehehe. And I miss Yuen buffet steamboat in Sunway...

- I went to the Harnam Singh ENT Hospital today... bout time! I got lots of brand new medications... (saved!!!) just in time when my condition got a little bad this afternoon. I got issued a Seretide Accuhaler, Nasonex Aqueous Nasal Spray, Cloderm Cream, Aerius Anti-Histemins and yellow oval looking tablets for my nose allergy (only one without a proper box).

God bless!

Life's A Bloody Event!

Ugga-ness of: Nightmares of allergy attacks and bloody feet.

Don't you hate one of those nights where sleep is robbed out of you and you spend the whole night itching and sneezing away as if dust mites were attacking you in a massive war?!

I hate it... I was blood shot awake till 5am with ezcema wounds open on both my feet and oozing with "white sauce" and blood because I couldn't stand the itch. Needless to say... it wasn't a pretty picture. Blessedly, I didn't have long nails....

I couldn't breathe well too... felt like a "web" was sticking unto my lungs or lotsa ugga ugga choking me... And the "PURPLE-PINKISH (it's amazing they have it in my colour) breathing spray what so ever thingie was out of order".

And the "beauty" of all this was, I was out on Anti Histemines (or however you spell it) for the itch and empty on my nose-booger-night-time-pills (whatever scientific name you call it) and practically almost every valid medication. (Actually I have boxes of em... but out of date cause I was just a lazy bugger and couldnt have the "heart" to take em and just let em stack up till it's over due - sad I know)

Yes, I was partially my fault because I have been procastinating in setting up an appointment with my allergy and ENT doctors.

Actually it's not big deal.. it's common for me... 4 out of 10 nights... this happends. But what's special bout this one is "coincidently" I have the exact same wound on both feets! It's actually almost symetrical! And they're both UUGGHH and bloody! Hah! Perfect art of scratching ey?

Anyway.... to make matters even worse again... I'm out of my ezcema cream (or actually can't find it) for my darling wounds and I just applied whatever I could find in my "medicine cupboard" which was filled with dust and over due medications. And it's actually pretty cool to see both your feet on white retention bandages... hehehe...

No pictures though, cause to me.... it was actually a common thing...

Again, nothing major... just.... LIFE and me!

Cheers to modern medicine and insurance! And I hope my laziness won't kill me first!