Showing posts with label trials. Show all posts
Showing posts with label trials. Show all posts

Monday, September 28, 2009

Beneath the Storm



My new favourite song...




Storm by Lifehouse

How long have I
Been in this storm
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you
Everything will be alright
If I'd see you
The storminess will turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright
And everything will be alright

I know you didn't
Bring me out here to drown
So why am I 10 feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface

If I could just see you
Everything will be alright
If I see you
The storminess will turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright

And I will walk on water
You will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright

I know everything is alright
Everything's alright



Monday, September 7, 2009

Beyond the Stormy Clouds




Lift Me Up by Kate Voegele







This road is anything but simple
Twisted like a riddle I've seen high and I've seen low
So loud, the voices of all my doubts
Telling me to give up, to pack up and leave town


Even so, I had to believe
Impossible means nothing to me, yeah


So can you lift me up,
Turn the ashes into flames‘
Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I've been given hope
That there's a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day has just begun


Somewhere, every body starts there
I'm counting on a small prayer,
Lost in a nightmare
But I'm here, and suddenly it's so clear
The struggle through the long years
It taught me to outrun my fears
Everything worth having, oh
Comes with trials worth withstanding


So can you lift me up,
Turn the ashes into flames‘
Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I've been given hope
That there's a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day has just begun


Oh, lift me up
Oh, lift me up
Oh, lift me up
Lift me up
Lift me up
Oh, Lift me up


Down and out is overrated
And I need to be elevated
Looking up is not enough
No, I would rather rise above
So can you lift me up


Turn the ashes into flames‘
Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I've been given hope
That there's a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day has just begun

Oh, oh, oh, just begun
Lift me up, yeah, oh, oh, oh, yeah, now
Oh, oh, lift me up

Lift me up
Lift me up







God Bless the Broken Road


Broken by Lifehouse.
Original Soundtrack of the motion picture movie "The Time Traveler's Wife".





The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name
I find meaning
I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain) there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you






If you are broken, I know a Healer who can take away your pain, mend your wounds, repair your brokenness, fill your emptiness and make you whole again. Let me know, I'll love to introduce Him to you. He is always available. :)



Are you broken today?



Saturday, August 29, 2009

Within the Wind




Currently Listening to:
From The Inside Out
by
Hillsong.




The Potato realises that she has a tendency to be able to blog in the wee hours of the morning before a big event or trip (refer to previous posts for evidence). Don't ask me, I don't know why. It's 3AM in the morning and I am expected to 'rise and shine' in 3 hours time (6AM!) to get ready for Eaglepoint Damansara's first church camp in Genting View Resort (Praise the Lord for it!)! But here I am again unable to catch ZZZZ and resulting to put my midnight thoughts into virtual words

If you've noticed, the Potato has rarely blogged bout anything personal or private anymore. She used to go all emo on it (boy, when I read my previous blog, I can't help but blush!) and never fails to notify the entire cyber world (those who bother) of her petty little life musings and gaga-ness. But nope, not now anymore. At least not recently or lately. This must be the reason of her lack of updates. She has been so caught up with things; up and down, that she has gotten so weary and almost nonchalant to bother anymore. It's hard enough to sort and contain them properly inside her let alone being able to lay it out straight for the world to see. She guesses that when you grow up, when you encounter another phase or stage, things just change. You try to cope with the new stuff while balancing the old or finding wisdom to know if you should keep it. Is she just being complicated? Or just too plain to be comprehended

NOTE: If you find it hard to understand the language or phrasing of sentences, do excuse the Potato, she has not compose any writings lately and is somehow retardedly unsure of her English. Just fresh off 3 months after her last semester and her brain has already started to rust. How shameful of her. :P

I wish I could put the Potato to sleep.

She needs her sleep.

I need her to sleep.

But recently she's been going through this whole 'phase' whereby she only dozes of after tossing and turning in bed for hours, thinking of the most ridiculuous things and end up having nightmares of it

It's funny really, before this, she was hibernating like a log (after the recovery from the horrible illness couple of weeks ago) all the time and now she could barely remember how to sleep.

Waking up to lingering dreams (nightmares still?) of whatever the world holds for her then just ain't the cupcake starter of her day. No wonder she's a bit sotong lately. 'Otak takde centre'.

There are good days and there are days where they ain't.

But it's okay.

She's okay.

She will be okay.

She may be far from perfect. But she has a perfect God. :)

She just needs to stop dwelling in her weaknesses and start to rely on His stength instead.

I believe in You.
In Your promises in my life.
In Your love and goodness
Forgive me for ever doubting.


Thursday, August 27, 2009

Blooming Daisies on my Stool



Currently Listening to:
Hard Knock Life
from the musical
Annie
by
PLAY
(version).




I could almost lick the virtual cobwebs off my blog. It's been almost a month? Or more? You do the math. I apologise. Moi was quite busy with travelling, being sick and growing the pig in me! :)

A little update:


- July: Vacation to to Indo (1 week), Vietnam (1 week) and Kuching (1 week). Being on Air Asia plane 6 times a month (through and flow) is no joke. I can practically memorize their song list (all the same songs for every flight!) and menu. Wait, scratch that, 5 times only. My flight to Indo was MAS, hehe.

My last post was on departure to Vietnam. Well, that was a very nice trip, MAYBE I'll blog about it, hehe. Depends really. Pictures in facebook lo. Then it was us girls to Kuching, home of darling Carissa sweetheart. Her family was so hospitable and nice! Pics in FB, other than that, I might blog about it, hehe. I shall try. Lotsa pics and stories and I just don't know where to begin. :)

- Back from all the travelling, the Potato fell terrribly ill. For a week. Long story, but to cut it short, it was no fun! :P

- Erm... lots to say really. But much of it is either too long or too private or just not in the right words to be said.

Bacially, it's been a rollercoaster. When my days are calm, somehow I'm not. It's just this irony I'm dealing with.

Will blog of it... maybe. Better not hope on it. I'm not sure of anything now myself.

One thing I'm sure is God is good and I'm okay or will be okay.


Have a nice day and God bless. :D






Saturday, June 27, 2009

Walking with Delight~!



Currently Listening to:
Trust and Obey
by
Carlene Davis




It's 4.13 AM in the morning
My alarm is going to ring at 5.30AM
The airport cab is reaching at 6.30AM
My flight is 9AM??? (gosh I don't even know)

And here I am still blogging cause I can't sleep~! :(


For those who are oblivious, the Potato will be going for a family vacation to the island of Java, Indonesia (Jakarta, Bandung and Yogjakarta) from the 27th of June till the 4th July 09.

What's there?

- Jakarta ----> SHOPPING
- Bandung ----> MORE SHOPPING
- Yogjakarta ----> Most probaly shopping again and The Ancient Temple of Borobudur!!!! :D

So do pray for safe journey and vacation. Thank you. :)


By the way, the Potato has a joyful anouncement to make:

She passed all her final subjects and is graduating officially (Convocation in Perth - 17th September 2009)!!!

BUS378 :Knowledge and Organization Learning - Credit! :)
MCC337: Cultural and Media Policy - Credit! :)
MCC345: Communication and Campaign Management - Distinction~!!! :D

PRAISE GOD!!! For He is indeed so real and GOOD! :D :D :D :D


The hardest semester (final sem) turned out to be the best, most rewarding and fruitful journey.

Hence, again, God is indeed super good.

The Potato has learned so much, fell and stood up, tears and perseverance, steadfastness, wisdom, peace, sacrifice, trials and so much more. She believes God has bless her with growth and is ready for the next level. :D

Just wanna thank Him for everything and those who supported me through rough times (my angel friends). God is AWAYS GOOD! :)

Though in the midst of trials, pain and tears I know my Lord is good and He will bless me all the days of my life. And so I will choose to surrender, submit and depend on Him so I can trust and obey. :)



Praise You Lord forever~! :)





Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Dancing Sunshine :)




Currently Listening to:
Here I Am
by
Leona Lewis




OKAY....
I know it's been light years since I last blogged but hey sometimes life catches up with you and you just gotta deal with it. And I've dealt with it and hence the absence. :)

But also because some loving people who keeps pestering me to clear the cobwebs in my bloggie, tehee...

So where do I start?

What life has held me recently:

- Final of final exams
- Friends
- More friends
- Vacations
- Outings
- Meetings
- Sleepovers
- Makan to the MAX sessions
- Hang outs
- Movies
- Etc

Pretty busy somehow....tehee....

But most of all, God has been good in my life. :D

I have learned that by God being good in my life does not only meant that it is seen in His blessings, my happiness etc, but also in His grace, mercy, joy, perseverance and peace during hard times. The list above may seem nice (and yes, most of them are) but through them, heartbreaks, tears, suffering and pain drove by. I have to admit, I went through the toughest time in my life this very month. But it is through this time where I experience God the most in my life. I learn to surrender and to abide in Him and He delivered me, sustained me, helped me and comforted me. I knew it was Him for I know I wouldn't have made it without Him. I would have broken to pieces but here I am because He is so real in my life. He showered me with grace, peace, joy and rest despite my thundering storm and I know that my God is real and so awesome!

I've learned 2 very important things through this hard month, which was to:

TRUST AND OBEY

To Obey in His will and know that following Him is the right and best thing to do. Even when you don't feel like it, even when it breaks your heart, even when it is against all odds for when you choose to obey, God sees your heart and honours you back (ten fold). All you have to do is obey and His will will be done in your life (And His will/plan is ultimately the BEST). :)


"His will is not for your consideration but your obedience."
(Pastor Shawn Kong)

To Trust that He has the best interest (that is yet to come) for me, that He'll take care of everything, that He is sovereign and I shall not be left lacking. To trust that He will carry my burdens, my worries, my brokenness, and my past. That He will sustain me, provide, bless and love even when I am not at my best. To trust that as long as I obey, depend and faith in Him, it's all gonna be okay and even great too (trials may befall but the joy of the Lord will sustain me). :)

Though hardships are still not over and are bound to get worse, I want to learn to trust and obey in Him. Even when I can't feel Him, even when I can't see the hope and even when I feel like falling. Because ultimately I know that He is in control and that I can still smile and be joyful in Him. :)

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
(James 1:2-4)



I thank Him for His grace and mercy. I know He is prunning me now so that I can bloom.
And I will bloom for Him and His glory. :)

I shall update more soon.... hopefully. Tehee...




Have a blessed week and may the Lord shine upon you. :)



Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Under His Wings





The Potato is giving all praise and credit to the Lord God Almighty!!!
For He is worthy in everyway!!!

His faithfulness is awesome, His peace is so transending, And His grace is more than sufficient!

If you've read my previous post, you will know that I suffered a minor panic attact for a moment. Headache, urge to vomit, difficulty in breathing (more like hyperventilating), drumroll of hearbeats like mad and wanting to pass out...

It was not a nice experience. It was panic + scared to the max!

But in that dark hour, I cried out to Him. Surrendering all and just seeking Him for His grace and mercy.

And Lo' Behold!

His faithfulness became real. So real. So true.

I felt peace. Joy. And strength. All that was caging me before disolved and melted away. And suddenly I knew that it was not me, but Him.

It was an amazing moment.

The Lord was there, He was real and He showed me that it was going to be okay.

I am so blessed and thankful to have such an awesome God.

His faithfulness is beyond anything else!

Thank you Lord!!!!!!






The Light in my darkness


Currently Listening:
White Horse
by
Taylor Swift




I am so scared.

So so scared.

I feel like my lungs are tightening and choking my heart.

I can't breathe.

I want to scream.

I want to cry....

But I can't do anything.

I feel tired.

I feel sick.

I feel lost.

I feel so numb.

****


I need you Lord....


I know I am unworthy


But please take me in, do not abandon me.


Forgive me and give me peace for Your will.


Lead me to Your ways and strengthen my heart and faith in You.





Monday, May 18, 2009

To infinity and beyond~!



Currently Listening to:
The buzzing sounds of KDU Square cafetaria at 8am in the morning.




It's the first day of my finals exams. The beginning of the end.

And here I am sitting here with my Princess Coconut laptop (need it to study, all my notes are softcopy!) trying to study for my upcoming Communication & Conflict Management final exam at 9am (an hours time). But alas! I am not studying, rather blogging my morning through as my head is neither here nor there.

I have not finished studying yet *screams* and yes I know it's an hour away, yet I feel so un-needed to do so. Am I plunging myself into a serious abyss of doom? Or am I just too over-mellow to realise that my neck is on the line for this exam?

I feel peace.

But yet my conciousness is screaming "You're dead!"

I am awfully terrified and yet feeling like my soul is flying to Candyland where the Candy Clown is welcoming me like sugar and butter before devouring me whole (watch IT?)

So I am 'chilling' now while knowing later I am 'doomed'!

Btw, note to self, great analogy, gotta use it often (lame I know).

I wanna scream help but at the same time know that I was in the process of 'cari mati sendiri' cause I am not studying!

And to make matters worse, I barely slept last nite. What did I do then?

Was trying and struggling to study!!!

I gave up bout 4am something and knock myself dead on the bed and then started to realise half way through that I kept waking up non-stop cause my mind was just too worried and gila to sleep. Now ladies and gentleman, sleeping has never been a problem for me before. Even during past exams, I slept like a rock, nay, like a grizzly bear during winter!

But now, all I can think about is the exam and how to study for it (which I am still failing to do now). It's like I am so conflicted and pulled-apart! Argh! So drama! :P

Okay, I think I gtg now. Need to try to study and pray!


"Lord I submit today's paper to You. Let it be Thy will. Forgive me for my sins of laziness, procastination and disobediance. Thank you for Your forgiveness, love, grace and mercy. I am Yours. Grant me the spirit of wisdom, understanding and knowledge. Bless me with a peace of mind and an attentive spirit. Go ahead of me and may Your favour be upon me. I commit my exams unto You in Jesus's name, Amen!" :D



Tuesday, March 24, 2009

A Light of Love






Note to the public:


the Potato's phone is officially dead after taking a turn in the washing machine
(never put the handphone in the pocket, use the hand bag!!!)

but blessedly,

the SIM card survived.

Currently using my mum's phone now.

However,

my SIM card is empty, so I don't have any contacts or info.

Hence when you sms me, please identify yourself.
Thank you.

And sorry if I did not reply, I'm out of credit too.


****


Wishing a blessed birthday to Lim Shen Ling and Nicholas Eu. :)

God bless and lotsa love! :D

Oh, and the same goes to me, tehee...

Thank you to all the sweet and loving people who remembered and wished me. Your messages, calls and smses are deeply appreciated.

And those with the pressies, thank you so much too, I love them lots, ! :D


****

Blessedly, God provides and all is in His timing and plan.

For....

My birthday ang paus are just in the nick of time to get myself a new handphone.

Though I'm rather 'kiam-siap'.... but still, it made me learn to let go and know that it's nothing to hold on too long. Worldly and monetry things come and go, so no sweat~! :)
(Thanks to Him and to my beloved family for the support)

All is good. :D

I dedicate this birthday and year to the Lord... :)






Wednesday, February 25, 2009

At the end of my rainbow....



Currently Listening:
Through the Rain
by
Mariah Carey




Today, someone told me that I was positive!

I know that some of my previous post might contest that (emo times - pms la), but if you know me, I am naturaly a cherry bubble who likes to smile and talk rainbows all the time.

But sometimes I tend to 'forget' that... (especially when I'm emotional or stressed - busy week la)

But when someone commented about a moment of my so-called character today, I was reminded of who I truly was. Someone I've forgotten lately and it hit me that I was once the girl who still smiled when her tears knew no end.

So I'm gonna hold my head up high and brace through whatever it may come with a smile and a cherry thought. :)

"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort."
~ Herm Albright~

Have a blessed and wonderful day people! :D



Monday, January 12, 2009

Walking Through Light



Currently Listening to:
ARISE!
by
Brendon and Cathie Clancy



Have faith: Hebrew 11-12 :)

"If I believe it, I can receive it!" :D

In trouble times, in suffering times, in tearing times, in sorrowful times, in hard times, have FAITH. Have faith that you are not alone. That God is watching over you, speaking to you and understands your pain. Have faith that through Him, no storm will last forever. That through Him, your sufferings will past. And through Him, you will find peace in moving on.

Have faith.

Have faith that God is way bigger than any problem.

Have faith that whatever you are going through, the Lord will bless you, comfort you and love you. You are never alone.

All things are possible with God.

It may seem surreal.
But once you've tasted His faithfulness, you'll know you will never be the same again!

You just need to have FAITH.

*******

This is for you my beloved friend(s) who's heart, mind and body is burdened (you know who you are). God can change that - just have faith. :)


****

Faith is just not merely proclaiming in believing something, but the act in believing.

When you ask God for patience, do you think He would just give you patience itself? Or would He give you the opportunity to be patient?

the same goes to:

When you ask God for strength to fight temptation, do you think He will give you the strength suddenly by itself? Or the opportunity to be strong and resist when temptation comes?

You may not be strong enough, but God certainly is. You just need to have faith and abide. Don't only have faith only in your lips but in your heart, mind, actions, works and in your life. So when trying times arrive, through God, you will be strong.

God is fair and just. He does not force. He gave us human a CHOICE. A choice to believe, a choice to receive and a choice for a better life in Him.

You can ask God to help you in your addiction, but you have to want to get rid of the addiction yourself. Make a step to change and God will strengthen that step (and the rest to come).

Two farmers are waiting for rain from God for their. One farmer prepares His crops and waits while the other decides only to do so when God rains on them.
Now which farmer do you think will be the one most likely to be blessed with rain? :)

God will work in You when you start working in yourself!

Have FAITH that God is HERE and that He wants to save you, to prosper you and to love you unconditionally.

He is ever here waiting. Just have faith.

God is not a mere idol sitting on top of a praying table. He is so much more than that. He does not need joysticks or food to bless you. God is a loving God, He wants to know you and for you to know Him and have a relationship to bless you.

It is through the decision we make in the hard times that determines who we are. What you decide can either break you or make you.
Which are you?

Honour God and He will honour you.

LIVE in Faith




Rest in the buds of May....



Currently Listening to:
At the Cross
by
Hillsong




only You....




Friday, January 9, 2009

Believing is Seeing



Currently Listening to:
With All I Am (Jesus I Believe)
by
Hillsong


Strengthen my faith in You my Lord and let me be a testimony for Your glory. Forgive me for my transgressions (thoughts and actions) and deliver me from temptation. Hold me steadfast in You and equip me with ur armour of words. Let not my pride covet my eyes but fill me with wisdom to see Thy will. Come and changed me so that I may be pleasing to you. Use me dear Father and may my lips speak words of praise to you till the end of my days. Cast my fears aside and strengthen my foundation in You. Give me the burden in my heart to love and to seek Thy word and will. Let me not be man concious but God concious. Break my heart Lord so that I may surrender to You not myself. Amen.

I believe that my God is a good God. An awesome God. A loving God. A forgiving God. A great God and an amazing One.

I shall wait on Him for I know He is always there. Always there in my toughest storm. Always there in the silence of the darkness. Always there in every one of my tears. Always there in the sweetest of my joys... He's there.


I BELIEVE IN JESUS! I DO! I DO!!!!

and may my actions, purpose and life scream it way louder than my spoken words.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Living Words




I can't do it....
But I know my God can!

:)



Friday, November 28, 2008

"You Were There...."



Currently Listening to:
Rule the World
by
Take That
(OST: Stardust)



Glory to the Lord God Almighty for everything! Every tear, joy, laugh, smile, trial, hardship, stress, happiness and ounce of life! Indeed He is good. :)

This November has been a hard one for me (yet durable and a blessing in many ways):

- My uni assignments, group project, presentation and final exams really took a toll on me. My stress level have never ascended so much in my life and I learned that life had so much more for me.

-My health went down and up repeatedly throughout the month. Was sick on and off (and this week was ON!) and certaily did not help me in my stress and work. :P

- To put matters worse, my granny got admitted to the hospital! Was there everyday for a week on long hours...


BUT... through it all:

- I've learned that God has blessed me so much with ever encouraging, supporting and caring angels by my side *winks* They really made my month! Love ya people and thank you so much! :D

- Got to hang out more with my family more especially grandma and grandpa...and Jenny-kins too! :)

- God is ever amazing! Faifthful is He!


News! News! News! (Before and more....)

- My granny has finally been discharged!!! Praise the Lord!!!! Thank you to those who have prayed for her. :D

- Daddy is coming home tonight from US after 3 months! I miss him lots! KLIA here I come! :D


God is good all the time!
"Taste and see that the Lord is good!"

*^*^*^*

I have something to announce....hehe.

I have decided to marry

Edward Cullen!!!



Sunday, November 16, 2008

A Road of Alabaster Stones


Currently Listening to:
If I Were A Boy
by
Beyonce



Last week was TOUGHNESS in the making. But by the grace of God, I lived through it and is currently breathing and alive. :D

Been so exhausted (literally did not sleep a wink the day before TVC assignment was due) that my muka got all 'hantu-ry' and black. Hahaha.... But the worst is over.... OR SO I THOUGHT???

Before I knew it, Campaign Management's Final Presentation on United Voice's Communication plan (proposal) to Miss Doris and United Voice itself was just ticking moments away. :S And the cherry to top it was that I forgot I was appointed to do the presentation. -_-"

So tonite's another night of work before meeting up for another group presentation/assignment meeting tomorrow.

And I won't even mention that I still have yet to study for my TVC final exam. :(

Sure the storm is over but the rain is still as heavy.
But I can make it!!!

Gambate Philee, the Potato supports you! :D

All the best everyone (I know many are having final exams and assignments too) and God bless!



Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Please don't blow the summer wind away....

Currently Listening to:
Won't Let You Fall
by
Fergie
(OST: Poseidon)



I don't mean to be a MELODRAMATIC princess here but I mean every detail when I say that I am really having a tough week. More like tough month! But then again, this week is the worst.


Sick - have been for more than a week! (sore throat, flu, cough, phlegm, headaches) + endless stress + tiredness + group assignment meetings + campaign management major end project + TVC final assignment (CAN'T focus now!) + upcoming TVC final exam (YET to study!)+ very dried up = I NEED SOME SERIOUS LOVE!!!!




I don't really know how to handle stress well cause naturally I am not a stressful person nor do I get stressed easily (and usually I don't let it get to me). If you know me well, I'm basically a mellow person who does not take herself too seriously (in other words, I'm not a critical person - which is why I am always so smiley and cherry). Hence.... if I say I'm stressed, means its a big deal (for me at least) and I'm really cracking out!


Lord I need You!!! I needs Your peace, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, strength and joy. Take all that is ill and sick away from my body in Jesus name and grant me a clear mind to think for my studies.



p/s: To dearie Alexis Lim Ying Hui.... thank you for being such a blessing to me. Your care, encouragement and support sustained me through my trying moments. I'm so blessed to have you in my life. Heart ya lots!

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Dancing Ponies in my Stables!



Currently Listening to:
I'm A Doun
by
Vanessa Mae



After having a course of antibiotics, flu and phlegm pills, I still feel as if my ENT line is clogged with heaps of 'ugga-ugga'. And somehow my head feels like it's on to something and it refuses to give me a break or tell me why. So, I am politely blaming it on the weather as I'm pretty sure I've been taking care of my food and beverage intake lately (been drinking water like a camel and no fried food). This is going to be one hectic, tiring and stressful week. Campaign Management Final Project - NGO (United Voice) Proposal, TVC Final Assignment and Broga Camp 2! But hopefully by the grace of God, I will still be able to sustain with joy, perseverance and a heart to bless others.

Have a good and blessed week people! God bless and hugs!