Over my silver lining...

Currently Listening to:

Tomorrow

by

Annie

(OST: Annie)

I love lazy afternoons. Taking my time with house chores (still have yet to clean my babies's cages), spending my afternoon emailing friends, keeping in touch with them despite long distance and studies, hugging my bolsters all day long and just spending my time to myself at my own pace.

But apparently, this is as good as it's gonna get before my full-fledge storm of studies start swarming in next week. Yes, the month of May harbours many hidden agendas of dissapointments, stress, worries and hardship. Its the time of FINAL assignments, presentations and exams. Something I am fearful to face and definitely unprepared for now to encounter.

Last semester, I never want to see you again, so make sure you bugger off properly~!

I have to be serious, put in more effort and STUDY~!!! Period~!

Please pray for me k... Thank you.

The Moonlight's Shadow....

Currently Listening to:

Double Concerto (1)

by

Sebastian Bach.

Performed by

Itzhak Perlman and Isaac Stern

Never worry about anything. Instead, in every situation let your petitions be made known to God through prayers and requests, with thanksgiving. Then God's peace, which goes far beyond anything we can imagine, will guard your hearts and minds in union with the Messiah Jesus.

~Philippians 4:6-7~

Currently Watching: Scrubs - session 3 episode 6....

I love random, carefree and peaceful weekends. And I haven't had that in quite some time. Despite just finish washing the dishes, cleaning my babies's cages, sweeping the top floor and washing the toilet, I feel real good now and totally mellow. So here I am taking my leisure in blogging again while semi-watching Scrubs on the side.

What's been happening lately? And what's been random?

- I totally, inevitably and most truly HEART Ikea Swedish meatballs along with its fries and extra gravy!!!! If you ever wanna ajak me out for a meal, that will do! :D

- I heart my friends, they are awesome and loving angels that just makes my day! Thank you for everything!

- Assignment and classes are starting to rain down - searching for the hardworking bone.... (ada ke?)

- I wanna eat steamboat! Yuen's steamboat! Ikano steamboat! Telephone steamboat!

- I need an unhealthy dose of potatoes!!! Lots of potatoes!!! French fries, mash potatoes, potato wedges, crisp cuts, fried potato skins, and potatoes in curry!!! POTATOES!!!!!

- I need to exercise............................................

- God is good all the time and all the time, He is good. :D

- Philee loves hugs and kisses, cuddle and smooches! :D

GOD BLESS!!!

A Road of Alabaster Stones

Currently Listening to:

If I Were A Boy

by

Beyonce

Last week was TOUGHNESS in the making. But by the grace of God, I lived through it and is currently breathing and alive. :D

Been so exhausted (literally did not sleep a wink the day before TVC assignment was due) that my muka got all 'hantu-ry' and black. Hahaha.... But the worst is over.... OR SO I THOUGHT???

Before I knew it, Campaign Management's Final Presentation on United Voice's Communication plan (proposal) to Miss Doris and United Voice itself was just ticking moments away. :S And the cherry to top it was that I forgot I was appointed to do the presentation. -_-"

So tonite's another night of work before meeting up for another group presentation/assignment meeting tomorrow.

And I won't even mention that I still have yet to study for my TVC final exam. :(

Sure the storm is over but the rain is still as heavy.

But I can make it!!!

Gambate Philee, the Potato supports you! :D

All the best everyone (I know many are having final exams and assignments too) and God bless!

Please don't blow the summer wind away....

Currently Listening to:

Won't Let You Fall

by

Fergie

(OST: Poseidon)

I don't mean to be a MELODRAMATIC princess here but I mean every detail when I say that I am really having a tough week. More like tough month! But then again, this week is the worst.


Sick - have been for more than a week! (sore throat, flu, cough, phlegm, headaches) + endless stress + tiredness + group assignment meetings + campaign management major end project + TVC final assignment (CAN'T focus now!) + upcoming TVC final exam (YET to study!)+ very dried up = I NEED SOME SERIOUS LOVE!!!!




I don't really know how to handle stress well cause naturally I am not a stressful person nor do I get stressed easily (and usually I don't let it get to me). If you know me well, I'm basically a mellow person who does not take herself too seriously (in other words, I'm not a critical person - which is why I am always so smiley and cherry). Hence.... if I say I'm stressed, means its a big deal (for me at least) and I'm really cracking out!


Lord I need You!!! I needs Your peace, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, strength and joy. Take all that is ill and sick away from my body in Jesus name and grant me a clear mind to think for my studies.



p/s: To dearie Alexis Lim Ying Hui.... thank you for being such a blessing to me. Your care, encouragement and support sustained me through my trying moments. I'm so blessed to have you in my life. Heart ya lots!

The Seeds of Faith, Love & Perseverance

Currently Listenng to:

Burning Love

by

Elvis Presley

God is truly faithful and good. :D

O the Awesome-ness of Him!

For those yang tak tahu, I've been a little ill (plus Miss Strawberry had to visit at such an unfair time with its harsh symptoms) for the past 2 days and my NMT finals was today. I had a hard time concentrating on anything (pain was unbearable) let alone study. But God is good, He sustained me through the wee hours in the morning (studied till 5:30am) - when my pain was decreasing slowly then and gave me a peace of mind to partake my NMT paper later on. And guess what? Praise be to the Lord!! I actually knew all the answers to the questions I was doing (which was rare, haha)! I was pretty merry as I confidently start scribbling my answers down (it was one of the happiest and easiest paper I had). :D :D :D Glory to Him!!!

But today is only the beginning of a long, hard and possibly stressful month (November just ain't my baby). There's more to come and it's all stretched out... :(

New Media Technologies final exam - 5th Nov (DONE!)

Campaign Management Group Project - NGO Proposal - 11th Nov

Television, Video and Culture final assignment - 14th Nov

Campaign Management Group Presentation - 18th Nov

Television, Video and Culture final exam - 24th Nov

But I pray God will give me the perseverance and joy to go through tough times. All is possible through Him! :)

Thanks so all the sweet (and God sent) friends (and family) who prayed and encouraged me in facebook. Really touched and gembira, hehe. Thank you. :)

p/s: argh! now my back is aching!!

The Light of My Path....

It's gonna be a busy but fruitful week to come! I am excited yet nervous in anticipation. I've got much coming up for the week: New Media Technologies final assignment (media device diary, LMS postings and responses and 1500 essay), Gokusen Marathon, preparation for Broga Camp, facilitating Broga Camp, ENLI Leadership class, loving people more (o yeah, I'm gonna try more!) and just by being me! :D I hope and pray that by the grace of God, all goes well and if trials befall, I'll be steadfast and firm in Him. :D God is always with us, we just need to realise it more and pray continuously. Always have faith people, and you'll be amazed with what He can do for you and through you. Praise be to Him! :D

Jumping On Sunshine!

Currently Listening to:

Tocatta & Fugue in D Minor

by

Vanessa Mae.

It's Friday and I'm glad of it! Not because I'm a total lazy butt....hehehe (maybe?). But because all my assignments are complete (for now...) and I get to rest for another 2 weeks (got arr??) before having tension moments and sleepless nights, tehee. Praise God for all, Amen!

Okay, I gotta go now... really sleepy.. had a long night (or morning) completing my TVC Program Porposal. Tata people! :D God bless.

Rainbow Skip With Me!

Currently Reading: Kare First Love by Miyasaka Kaho and Wild Ones by Fujiwara Kiyo.

Currently Watching: The Return of the Condor Hero (2006)

Currently Listeningto: Sarabande by Gabriel Montero

Currently Thinking: About my TV programs tonight while TRYING to figure out when am I going to start my Campaign Management assignment on a 2000 word essay about professionalism ethics in PR- or even begin reading the notes to prepare for it.

Currently Feeling: Lazy, heavy, bloated, relaxed, mellow, somewhat joyful, positive and hopeful. :)

Currently Wondering: "If you're alright and well..."

Currently Hoping: That I'll do well in my studies or at least in tonight's assignment (aiya, I've totally decided subconciously to do it tonight already... guess I'll just have to enjoy my afternoon then :P).

Currently Wishing: "Semoga semua sentiasa sihat dan gembira!"

p/s: HAPPY AND BLESSED 20TH BIRTHDAY JUN!!!! :D

An Invinsible Shadow

Currently Listening to:

One Night Only

by

Jennifer Hudson

(OST: Dream Girls)

I just send my dad off.... well not to the airport but from the house gate to the cab. Feel kinda sad and emo. I'm already missing my dad now. Hampir menangis at the gate....

For those yang tak tahu, my dad is going off to Columbia Theological Seminary (CTS), Decatur, Georgia, USA for some seminary research thingie on AIDS/HIV (on theological studies) for 3 months (3 minggu also i rindu gila d). Actually before that, he is going to the UK first to visit some people and family, then to the United Nations Development Fund (UNFPA) Forum on Faith Based Organisations in Latin America at Bueno Aires (South America) before flying back to the UK and then only to the Atlanta, US. And then after that, he'll be flying off to Istanbul, Turkey for the UNFPA World Forum before going back to Georgia, US to complete his course. (THEN BALIK M'SIA!!!)

Yes, banyak tempat dia pergi and lama... and I will super miss him!!! :(

Sekarang also I rindu d... maybe cause seeing my dad off is kinda emo-ing (mum and bro at work today, only me at home seeing dad off).

Anyway... taps on the shoulder for me, I managed to finish my NMT 7 week internet diary today along with my LMS posting and response (Yiang, I reponded to your post!). I'm TRYING to start my 1500 word essay today, now or tonight... but I'm having some probs in starting or understanding what is needed to be writtten. I'm also having a blur moment in trying to read and 'study' all my pdf notes from LMS so that I won't write vacuous words in it (in other words crap too much). But reading week 1's notes is already susah and mind bottling... Let alone 4 more... haish... Macam susah je... :(

I really hope I can start (and hopefully finish) it tonight or at least till tomorrow's early morning...haha. If so then it will be a new surprise as it is not common for me to complete an assignment a day before the dateline (as said, I am usually super last minute-burning midnight oil-adrenaline kicking person). Anyway... all the best to me...haha.. and to those in my shoes.

Thank you Lord for everything, for Your faithfulness, grace, love and promises. I pray You'll bless and protect my dad overseas and be with Him always. Strengthen me in You to abide in Your word and will. Grant me the spirit of wisdom, knowledge and understanding as I grow more in You. I commit all into Your hands, Amen.

God bless everyone and peace!!!

HUGS!

Empty Buttons on my Shirt...

Currently Listening to:

O Praise Him (All This For A King)

by

David Crowder (Band)


I am PROCASTINATING like a SLUG.....

(O how I detest assignments - and my laziness....)

I am super lazy and I admit it. But admitting is not helping me.

'Gua' tak boleh gerak la... releks semacam je....
(Inner Philee speaking)

O the teruk-ness of me!

Maybe it's because I am still a pretty last minute person despite trying not to. I can't seem to do it till it's late (and then I get more worried) and the adrenalin starts kicking me to do it. The assignment is due next Wed (orang dah mula tapi senangnya aku - ada hati nak blog lagi) but it comes in many sections (if I dont complete 1, I can't do 2), hence more to do. Since it's only Thursday... I still have less than 6 days to do. And for the normal Philee... masa ni, aku masih lagi 'on vacation' (usually start 2 days before dateline). But this time it is a little different since there are a few parts of assignments to do and my weekend schedule is full. I thought that if I didn't start now, then I can gonna have some major worries by Monday. But still despite my own reasoning to tell myself to start now, I can't seem to "bother" to do so!

"No Panic, no work!" (new quote from philee)
LOL!

Still, I wanna thank Neik Xiang Yu for being such a sweet friend. Your email of info is such a nice help (though I belum guna). Your kind action and concern is deeply appreciated. Thank you.

Enemies to defeat by next Wednesday...
New Media Tech Assignment 1:
a) 7 day Internet diary
b) LMS summary posting (and response??)
c) 1000 word essay of both.

P/S: I don't think I'll start tonight la... -_-" (lol)

The Scent of the Wind is Always with Me...

I am so lazy to blog!!! But yet I can't help putting up random, colourful and stupid stuffs! What can I say? I am just a sotong!

My picture files are mounting up like lalangs in an abandon house! LOL! I have plenty of pics here and there (especially the Fraser's Hill trip) and yet I am so lazy to event click a little more to upload it. Apologies to waited viewers, Philee's pictures will just have to wait a little.... her lazy bones are being infected with more laziness!

But the good news here is.... My final and major assignment for Media Audiences and the Public is finally done and up! Although I still have 2 final exams and another final and major assignment for Documentary, I can't help feeling relief and happy with his "baggage" off my back!

For the first time in the week... I feel lazy deservingly.....lol!

Anyway... I'm just blogging now cause I am bored and for the sake of adding more stuff into it before cobwebs start appearing :D

Okay la... I shall go and expand my lazy bones more :P

Have a blessed and pleasant weekend and God love you!

Life's No Cupcake!

Currently Listening To: I'll Be by Edwin McCain.

Because I am heading to a family trip in Fraser's Hill on Thursday, I have no choice but to finish my Documentary assignment by Wednesday (instead of Friday). I have to make an early head start but somehow despite my so called "omphness", my pink slobbish brain has failed to function. It is "awake" but fails to generate anything other than... well, NOTHING!

And in the midst of "nothingness", I feel so clustered. Will I finish it in time? With lotsa bunny and house chores, the thought of Media Audiences presentation meetings, the re-print-submission of my Analysis for my case study, the midnight movie of Ironman etc. Plus on Wed, there is gonna be another added assignment! Aside from rushing Documentary's essay then, I have to start and finish Pro Comm's forum postings on Wed too (no Fri dateline for me)!

Despite all "worries", my laziness triumph over it! Or maybe my brain is just plain lumpy now. Morever, as said earlier, my otak just cant function! It has failed to comprehend the assignment question let alone have the initiative to "treasure-search" the reader for answers. At first glance, I thought I could do it - almost and maybe a piece of cake! But first impressions are always deceiving. When you actually study the question, it will eventually sink into you that it ain't that simple. Cause if it was, then I would either be brilliant (which I am so not!) or we're paying Murdoch University too much money that they've decided to just "pass" us (with easy questions). LOL! And since it isn't either of them, then I suppose its just plain tough and I need to study! GAG!

Item 3: Film Criticism Essay 1,500 words Value 30%
Due Date: Friday, Week 7

With reference to the first six weekly screenings and lectures, discuss the following five modes of documentary film: expository, interactive, performative, self-reflexive and observational. Present reasons for what you think are the most effective and pervasive(influence/spread out) strategies employed in communicating through film.

The aim of this essay is to test your familiarity with the five modes of documentary film and your analytic skills in critical application. We suggest that you divide your essay into two parts, each addressing one part of the question. In the first part, you should briefly define the five modes of documentary films, illustrating your understanding of the five modes with reference to the six films screened in class. The focus of the second part is on how well you have thought about these modes in terms of effectiveness and pervasiveness in screen communication.

You will be rewarded for original thinking and good examples; precision (preciseness/accuracy) in expression; accurate referencing; and well-developed and organised arguments within the required word limit. Not an easy task, if you are aiming for an HD (High Distinction)!

GARGH!!!!!!!!!

LOL! See la later now....

Lord, please grant me a hardworking spirit, Amen!

Dew Drops In My Tea

Currently Listening to: Someday My Prince Will Come by Barbara Streisand (OST: Cinderella)

Worries of the week:

- Response for assignment 6 postings in the forum (Professional Communication).

- Resubmission of Discussion/Analysis for Case Study - Dove Campaign for Real Beauty (Media Audiences and the Public).

- Meet up discussion for Media Audiences Presentation next week!

- Documentary assignment no. 2! I still have no idea! (have to do an early start - Fraser's Hill on Fri!)

All should be done by Wednesday next week! Then Fraser's Hill here I come!

Despite all worries, I must still give praise and thanks to the Lord for being faithful and abunding in grace. Without Him, I am nothing and through Him, I can do more. Praise to Him with all glory!

Sometimes, I notice the little things in life can just make your day. It does! Try experiencing it more and you'll be more grateful in life. On the other hand, sometimes you can actually feel the 'little things" talking back to you. Telling you little stories or so.

I know it seems crazy... but I guess you need to feel it to know.

"Sometimes a certain presence or gesture makes a difference. A simple smile can stir a heart and a small gentle act of kindness can calm even the furiest of fires. Rainbows aren't that far away... you just need to notice the dainty dews around before witnessing it's little miracles. Behind every drop is a spectrum of wonders waiting to be grasp." ~ P

Angry Little Girl Comic Strip of the Day:

Okay, this is a short entry brought to you by Miss Potato. Have a pleasant day people and God bless! Hug and be hugged. Be a blessing and be blessed! No harm in smiling today! You can make a difference.

"Life's a candy and the sun's a ball of butter!"

~Barbara Streisand~

Naughty as a Fruitcake! :P

Currently Listening to: "She" by Elvis Costello. OST of Notting Hill. (Beautiful song :D)




Although there is less than 6 days to go, I am still kinda freaked out with the upcoming "deadline" of my 3 assignments. 6 days is sufficient but somehow I am kind of worried as I feel really lazy. Not to mention my procastinating bones have started to ache. Besides, I am still unsure of what to do exactly. -_-


Media Audience and the Public: A major case study review on Dove Beauty Campaign. Originally I was quite confident on this assignment as I was quite familiar with the Dove Beauty Campaign - due to previous study in Diploma. But now I am not sure of it at all. Firstly, I have yet to remember if I still kept the previous Diploma assignment in question and where I phantomly placed it. On the other hand, after viewing the assesment document on the assignment, my confidence level dropped to negative one. Reason being so was because I fail to comprehend the points to make let alone apply in class theories. Heck, I barely print out notes for lectures!


Documentary: It is just a 1000 word essay (yes, to us its actually little d - general one usually consist of 2000-3000 words) but consist of 25%! Now when you are in degree and every mark counts, 25% for a 1000 word assignment is critical.... meaning in just 1000 words, all essential points, theories and whatever the heck you dont know needs to be in it. In conclusion, NO CRAPPING LA! And guess what? I can actually crap for a 3000 word theory assginment (PR - last sem) and pass (hard but I managed - surprisingly) but now I feel fainty for this. And I actually thought Documentary was easy. I am suppose to start now but heck, here I am blogging my mind out!


Documentary Presentation: Awwww man... btw.. Yiang, Meng and Shennie... do u guys know where to get the study guide? Hahaha... cause we need that before anythig else. I think the presentation should be ok - group. But somehow tak tenang la....hahaha.


Did I mention all this three assignments deadline drops on the same day? On Friday!


And now... hati aku takde kat mana mana.... asyik tengok katil aje...
-_-


Let me tell you, crapping is easy, but sprouting thousands of words you're not sure of is the kill deal! Well, actually I am not entirely unsure of them. But somehow my SE level forbids me to think positively. However, the worrying and negative feedback my mind emmits does not help me in being more hardworking... So like what my bro said, worrying about something aint gonna help you solve it especially when it doesnt motivate you for sh*t! So either do or stop worrying... And I think subconciously I just picked "stop worrying".... cause my cracky head just managed to convinced me that because its a Sunday, I should just rest! :P


BTW,

Happy and a very Blessed Birthday to (Auntie) Wong Yee Li!

Miss you lots and lotsa love to ya!



*Hugs*

Canvas of Life

Currently Listening to: Yue Liang Tai Biao Wo De Xin (The Moon Represents My Heart) by David Tao.

Today's post will just be mainly on some randomness and happenings of the day.

My life today:

1# Had a nice and filling lunch at 1 Utama after college with Meng (Yiang had an orthodontic appointment, so couldn't go). We ate at Nippon Yataimura. Both of us had a nice bento each. Mine was tempura (as always) and he had pork mayo. :) No, no pics, cause my little craze of taking pictures of food has gone down the toilet. Now I just eat! :) We were suppose to have Gelato ice cream for dessert, but the bento really got to us and we ended up too bloated to have ice cream no matter how yummy it looked. We walked around and there was this new attration thingie with lotsa balloons everywhere!! Best part was, they were giving out free helium balloons!! MY FAVOURITE!!! So I had to get one (despite being ahemmm.... more than the required age), thanks to Meng. Since then, I felt really giddily happy. I just have this thing for helium balloons. :D I even took the liberty of naming it: Horton Penguin Minnisque!





As tradition goes (for me), after obtaining every helium balloon in my life, I will later set it free to the skies. It's just a thing for me, cause I find it depressing to see it small and frail in the morning when the helium has "habis". So I shall let it out later. But not before I write my secret message on it....hehe. Also a tradition for me. A good way of conveying secrets to nobody....wakakaka...


2# After 1U, I teman-ed Meng to Tesco to have his haircut. And as usual, Borders is always the place to go and hang. So I waited there with my "darling mangas". :) When I got home, I was super sleepy. So I decided to "throw" everything aside and just snooze like a pig. :) And guess what? I woke up several time in between because I had no peace!!! Mr. Moses's 4th assignment in the forum has yet to be done! Subconciously, my mind was reminding myself periodically like a maniac. Despite knowing the dateline was 12am and I had more then 6 hours to do it, I couldnt help being nervous and worried. I think it was because I wasn't sure of this assignment and I have yet to study to understand more. But after "procastinating" it through my nap, dinner, Koren drama and new manga (LOL), I managed to sit put on my chair and "scribble" it all through. So yeap, its done... hopefully good enough. :D


3# Suddenly, I am in no mood to blog about other details... :P Minor things that bug me now. So I guess a few random pics will do (lama I tak post pics d).

Pro Comm text book! I so should have photostated it instead. Rugi gila la!

Random: My messy bed...

Random: My messy table...

Random: My Ikea book cupboard. First row belongs to my babies (plushies), second, third, fourth and fifth are my comics (in and out), sixth row bears my ancient history, archeaology and egyptology encyclopedias and seventh row stores my files and music books. :)

Shoujo Manga section - Malay Version...

New handphone ornament, I just love it! So unique and cute. I named her "Alberquerque"

Super random: Just did them myself... For the fun of not cutting my toe nails. :P

My plushie collection. Many were presents, some are my precious, some souveniers, some can't be dispose off and some for the fun of it.

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Have a Blessed weekend and God bless!

~ Hugs!!! ~

The wind in me

First and foremost, THANKS, GLORY AND PRAISE BE GIVEN TO THE LORD ALMIGHTY CHRIST JESUS!!!

For He is worthy and so much more!

The worse of the week is over! Communication Research assignment 3 and Screen Text assignment is done, submitted and OVER! Yeah baby!

I have never spend the whole day literally in my room just doing my assignments! It only required me to write a MERE sum of 5000 words! (Yes, "very little la I know!") But I managed to finish it in 8 hours...which was okay right? Since I have myself a 12 hour quota.

Hello, not easy k? Reading a 15 page long question/article and all, plus needs reference from text book, theories, bla bla bla....

One straight random shout out from me: Degree sucks!!! I can't believe we are paying so much money for the university to torture us!

But "word crapping" prevails still... hence, habis pun! Again, YEAH!!!

But then again... with all words summed up, I was not where near the targeted amount of words, but fear NOT! For it was already (in my opinion) sufficient (kot?)!

So I have the weekend to relax and be lazy Philee till I have the courage to "wake up" and start my 2 o-so-freaking-long-and-complicated-which-I-don't-know-how-to-start journals for Screen Text and Public Relations!

Not to mention another 3000 words for another on-coming campaign management PR assignment!

BLUEK!!!

Have I shouted out I NO LIKE DEGREE?! (Yes the grammer error was purposeful!)

Anyway... college is over for the week so I shall not whine on it....

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Let's talk about violin class today!!

Not bad, didn't get much errr... bad comments as last week. Hehehe.... was ok, played some nice tunes today with new songs. :D

And as usual, my left fingers are rather sore today... but no biggie, it is worth it. :)

By the way, I have two very interesting and amusing (at least to me) quotes today from my violin Teacher Miss Chuang:

"You are there, just not there yet!"

(LOL)

"Don't play like pasar malam pyjamas!"

(Double LOL).

Reason to that second quote is because I played a new song today that was suppose to be a seductive song called "Sweet Loraine" (cant remember by whom). And Ms Chuang vividly, in a amusing manner demonstrated how the song should be played in a dramatic style. LOL.

She said and acted: "Imagine late night in the pub, sexy lady lying on the piano wearing black stockings and heels along with a black dress singing...bla bla bla..... " - LOL

"This is how the song is, don't play like pasar malam pyjamas."

Get the point?

The song is suppose to be played in a seductive way (sexy black clothes) and I was told don't be a robot...hahaha (pasar malam pyjamas).

*Compare both "garments"*

Then soon later, I played this another song "Rumba" in which again my delighting violin teacher again took the sweet effort in dramatising it out (to let me get the "feel" of the song) before "performing it together".

Hence, we "danced" in class a little....LOL!

For real, she grabbed me and did a Tango before getting into a Waltz and finally down to the Rumba (in a funny and messy way of course).

And the song played later turned out pretty well! I got the beat and "zam-ed" it (if I do say so myself).... :D (cheers to both me and Ms. Chuang)

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I miss my dad :(

He is in San Fransisco, USA now for work for weeks to come. And before that he was in Netherlands, Holland before coming back for a few days in which he had to go to Ipoh. And now after US, when he returns home, he will soon depart to Singapore pula....

Holland-Ipoh-USA-Singapore (continuously)

But after all the travelling and work, he will have a month of leave in which he will get to spend it with me, yeah! We are gonna do adventure stuffs together again!!

But for now... I miss my dad.... and his big teddy bear hugs!!

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I feel like (currently):

- dancing around (like an idiot as usual) with my "invisible" someone....hahaha... pretending la... (yes, lame I know) - which I have been for the past hours in my room here.... nice to dream a little. But it is possible to do the Waltz "alone" and hit the cupboard.... :P

- Speak Shakespeare!!! - Inspired from Casanova (movie) kot.... I seem to be a little delirious mood - "talking" to myself and riddles and in words that I usually read from my poetry and Jane Austen books.

"Oh how I wish to converse in such a manner with a gentleman after my own heart, who is worthy of my lips and sweetest from the start ." - P

*Whao... that was super random wei....hahaha - totally on the spot! I am so self quoting that!!!!
Now I am a bit "angau"...lol!

O such a beauty, the splendour of love.

Give me thy heart and I shall bear my future.

Carress me with thy warmth,

And let me linger.

Show me the star of thy affection,

And let me twinkle.

O my... that was SUPER RANDOM TOO..... tetiba aje... too "angau d"! I must be. I am a poet again... tra la la la la....! :P

Okay I got to go before I get more mushy here... :D

Do have a pleasent day and God bless!!

*HUGGIES*

The "beauty" of a goyang-kaki and procastinating day.... :D

I love Wednesdays. Not because it happends to be a college-free day for me. But because I just do. Wednesdays. I love em.

*Breathes in relief*

Assignment 2a of Comm Research proposal is finally over and submitted, it's gonna take another 2 weeks before Assignment 2b commences.

So I can goyang my kaki a little. :)

Screen Text midterm exam is also over - Thank the Lord.

Eventhough it was open book, I literally have to "zing" everything that came to my mind in. I hope it is "OKAY"...... :P

Now what is left for the week is Public Relation: Theory and Writing Assignment 1!

Bohhooo......

I hate it, everything is so blur! I dont even know when to begin let alone complete 2000 words!

Besides, I am goyang-ing my kaki now blogging and reading online manga (again) instead of reading my PR notes and starting my assignment in which I hope to pass up successfully tomorrow.

Aaaa... the nature of procastination.

It kills! :D

Maybe I should do it tonight when I have more "ooomph"? Or later la, I cant just seem to open the files to read. And my bed is always extra cozy in the afternoon.

Okay la, lets stop talking about assignments, it is so freaking boring and errr..argh bodoh.

Let's talk about.... ernmmmm... me!

LOL!

My blog ma... I think I am entitle to be a little vain... LOL.

But there is nothing about me to talk about..... sad right???

But I can talk about my future pets :D

-_-"

No la.... haiya....

Now I have the time and energy to blog, but I have nothing to say.

Actually memang got wan....

But I'm just blocked!

Okay la... just some random stuff.... :

- Anuar Zain's "Lelaki ini" song has been playing non stop in my laptop..... its nice song and I am currently addicted before I get "sien" with it..... :D - Credit goes to Yiang.

- I dont know why, Ive been pretty emo lately. Funny, its not PMS. Maybe its the emo songs. :D

- I think I loss weight???? - chech wa... prasan! LOL! I cant seem to eat as much anymore, apetite has diminished.

- I am addicted to online manga (wait, you already know that!)! :P

- I am so "geram" inside. Not in a bad way but in a weirdly "cute" way....I am not saying I am cute ke apa....haha. But more like hugging my bolster and "eeeeeee" - So cute I wanna squeeze you! Not that my bolster is "cute" ke apa (actually it kinda is, :P), but because I have this super urge to just hug something and smooch it - like sayang-ing a cute fat baby. LOL. And since I am not always in contact with cute cuddly infants, I dont get to express it often *Sigh* And I cant really squeeze my "Smookie Tookies" (rabbits) for real - might kill them, pet and hold can la. That's why I am so "geram-cute" inside.... I desperately wanna huggy wuggy something and sayang it to the max! But no baby or big cuddly pet to hug - sad.... This are the times I wish I had a boyfriend.... KONON!!!Hahahah!

- I dance around everyday in my room alone - lame and pathetic right? But I suka....hahaha...

And my bolster is my partner :D

- I need some endorphine - exercise like lotsa dancing... I miss dance camp! And I wanna go wall climbing!!! Anyone?

- Nothing else d... unless u wanna read about my assignment rantings.....

Okay la... have a nice and blessed day. Hug, and be hugged. God bless and *smiles*