Colour Your Life!

Box of Crayons

While walking in a toy store
The day before today,

I overheard a Crayon Box

With many things to say.

"I don't like red!" said Yellow.

And Green said, "Nor do I!

And no one here likes Orange,

But no one knows quite why."

"We are a box of crayons that really doesn't get along,"

Said Blue to all the others.

"Something here is wrong!"

Well, I bought that box of crayons

And took it home with me

And laid out all the crayons

So the crayons could all see

They watched me as I colored

With Red and Blue and Green

And Black and White and Orange

And every color in between

They watched as Green became the grass

And Blue became the sky.

The Yellow sun was shining bright

On White clouds drifting by.

Colors changing as they touched,

Becoming something new.

They watched me as I colored.

They watched till I was through.

And when I'd finally finished,

I began to walk away.

And as I did the Crayon box

Had something more to say...

"I do like Red!" said the Yellow

And Green said, "So do I!

And Blue you are terrific!

So high up in the sky.

"We are a Box of Crayons

Each of us unique,

But when we get together

The picture is complete."

~Anon.

"Life is complete when you use every crayon in the box."

And that's the way the COOKIE crumbles!

Do you know what pisses me off the most???

What annoys me to my bones and just kicks me up???

It's that I am bloody mean! Yes, I am!

So bloody mean that I almost "hate" myself.

If you've seen that side of me, I deeply apologise but heck you deserve it! And if you don't, you're just unlucky cause you caught me at a very wrong time!

But what's making me MEAN??? What am I annoyed about? What's pissing me off???

People, I tell you. PEOPLE!!!

Just people.

People! People like you!

It may be directed to you, maybe not. Either way, you don't have to bite the doughnut to know it's sweet. And let me tell you, it's as "sweet" as it's ever gonna be!

SO BITE ME!!!

"I am pissedly annoyed at myself for being annoyed with you and I am not blaming you, I am just blaming myself for not being able to go above it and for putting up with you all these times when I actually don't want to."

The Mirror Has Two Faces

Found some interesting and cute quotes from the 1996 movie, The Mirror Has Two Faces (starring BARBARA STREISAND!)... enjoy! :D



Rose Morgan: When my date takes me home and kisses me good night, if I don't hear the philharmonic in my head, I dump him.



Rose Morgan: This thing that we call a wedding ceremony is really the final scene of the fairy tale. They never tell you what happens after. They never tell you that Cinderella drove the Prince crazy with her obsessive need to clean the castle, cause she missed her day job, right?



Gregory Larkin: You don't use make-up, do you?

Rose Morgan: What's the point? I'd still look like me, only in color.



Rose Morgan: It's not a date. We're just agreeing to eat at the same table.



Claire: Now you spend an extra hour in front of the mirror every morning and every night. And now you'll be the one to walk into a room and scan it for who looks better than you and who doesn't. And as the years go by, the numbers change. One day you'll walk into a room and you're the last woman any man notices.



Rose Morgan: Look at me, I'm a grown woman in a prom dress.

Claire: Oh, please. You look adorable.

Rose Morgan: Adorable? I look like an over-the-hill Barbie Doll. It doesn't fit right, it's too tight. Claire: Too many Sno Balls.

Rose Morgan: Why didn't you pick something looser and in my color?

Claire: Because Maids of Honor don't wear black.



Hannah Morgan: Then why are you going to all this trouble unless that something might *happen* with this one?

Rose Morgan: Mother, would you stop calling him "this one", it sounds like you're picking out a lobster!



Rose Morgan: Why don't you get the coffee?

Hannah Morgan: I've buried a husband, I've raised two daughters. I've made my coffee.



Rose Morgan: I tell you what I envy about people in love - I'd love it if someone knew me, I mean really knew me. What I like, what I'm afraid of, what kind of toothpaste I use.



Candy: Look, you're always such a nice guy. But let's face it, we have nothing in common except sex and the fact that you idolize me.



Rose Morgan: I just can't eat a greasy cheesburger in the middle of the day anymore. Doesn't it bloat you?

Doris: Bloat me? No, it doesn't bloat me! Actually I thought it went real well with the spare ribs I had for breakfast.



Claire: Your hair looks good, the curls work. Why don't you get a perm?

Rose Morgan: I tried that once, I looked like Shirley Temple on crack.



Rose Morgan: I don't feel anything, isn't that great! I never thought about how *I* would feel, I only ever thought about you. I only wanted to make you happy, I never thought I was good enough for you.

Alex: Oh but you are good enough for me, Rose, you are!

Rose Morgan: I know, I know, but Alex, you're not good enough for me!



And here's a really funny one:



Claire: I'm in the middle of one of my lesbian orgy dreams and he's staring at me like I'm suppose to include him. I can't even fantasize in private.

Happy day people! :D

Punch me with love and gobble me up with kisses!

Here are some random pictures during CNY.... As said, its random, so some might not make sense. Nothing much in particular, just for fun. :P

Grandmother

Candid

Loving parents

GOLD!!!!

Aunts "shoe" collection

Tralalala!!!!

The one the connects the broken chain

Hello bello with lotsa jellos to you..

Firstly, I'd like to apologise for the vile and angry post previously. I am fine now and all is forgiven and accepted. Anger to me is only temporary and love is forever, so lotsa *hugs*!

Today, I feel really warm :)

In the Depth Within Lurks the Fire of Grim

I am so freaking pissed off!

I hate it, I hate being mad or angry. It drains me of my strength and puts me in a negative mood which just destroys my day.


Which is why I always try to find a way to be happy or just let go of grudges be it little or big. I don't mind giving in or taking the most blame or even keeping quiet like a rabbit ready for slaughter even when the sentence isnt meant for me!


Because I don't like conflict and anger! I love peace! I like it when everyone is happy!


But why is it people around me, the enviroment around me and the ones I care the most always happen to be the biggest jerks and bee-otches??!!


And no matter how much I try to stay on the bright side and endure it in the name of love and sacrifice, they always end up being "*ssholes?"


Yes, its harsh. But hey, even the sky has its limit!!!


I am so freaking pissed that it saddens me to feel so. Especially in this situation, for a moment there I thought my heart broke! Wait, can it actually break? More like cracked!!

"I hope you die!"

-Jose Jalapeno-

(No, I dont mean it but I just had to say it out!)

Vision of an Angel: A Neverending Dream

Okay, you must be wondering why haven't I blog recently. Main reason was because I found out that this post would be my 100th entry and I wanted to reserve it for a special ocassion or something nice. Actually there are many special and important things I would like to blog about for my 100th post, life altering things I have been going through lately. However, I guess it aint meant to be for now cause I'm not in the "mood" so to speak and I guess I'll just make use of some cute old icons I stored eons ago. So for my 100th entry, it'll be on the

"Perfect Boyfriend..."

".... which by the way, does not exist!"

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This is lame I know. You are probaly rolling your eyes and snickering. But hey, I don't care and its my blog! Happy 100th post and the "non existent boyfriend" rules!

So much for wishes, hopes and dreams...

Wake up girls, reality is knocking HARD!

The Hidden Soul in Love that Grows for You

Although I find February the 14th to be a very superficial and exploited day, I still can't help in taking a moment to indulge myself in this "romantic" day. I am after all a very normal and "giddy" young girl (ahem!) who yearns for some lovey dovey-ness sometimes. And since I am still *cough* single, I won't have any mushy stuff to blog about concerning my non-existent boyfriend or date.

However I want to thank those who have asked me out on this day and again I am sorry for declining (it was sweet). To those who kept asking me bout dates and plans, I am making it clear now, no plans ok (and if youre single and wanting to celebrate, call me!). And to those who wished me, I feel your love and many thanks too. *Hugs* (Daphne Lee, especially you my darling - you made my day :D)

Honestly, if I could really "celebrate" it kan bagus (As in couple-ly)?

LOL!

Mimpi la! But hey, no harm in wanting or wishing.

I am after a normal (YOUNG) girl.

But I guess its ok. I guess I don't mind being the third wheel with my mum and dad tonight. Ehehehe.... since most of my single friends of whom I am used to celebrating this day with previously are mostly taken now. LOL!

But hey, in the end (like what my dad always says), its just another day (labelled). No biggie, it'll past. I'll live. :)

Anyway, I wanna wish:

A very splendid and most loving Happy Valentines Day to all couples out there!

&

Happy S.A.D (Singles Awareness Day) to all singles out there like me!

Nothing bad, I thought it was funny and cute, lol.

And to you (points to the one reading this), be it you're single or taken, madly in love or loveless, cynical or sarcastic, lovey dovey or crazy, do have a a very blessed and happy day.

"Happy loving yourself today! From me to you." :D

This is currently my favourite song, I am specially dedicating it to you on this hearty day. Lotsa love to you.

Sending my deepest hugs to you...

Dafodils in Spring with Kisses Within

"You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine."

(Yvaine; Stardust)

Thought out loud: "....." (All is said - grins*)

The Smile Within A Secret

I wonder,

I wonder.

I wonder.....

I wonder.......

I wonder..........

Everyday; To its most singular moment. I wonder.

Like a lark seeking inspiration from the soul, yearning its fire to blow. Blow, ever so rapidly to burn all the nothingness away. To bring forth the desires and dreams of its inner self. To reveal whats hidden deep inside and live that song openly without shame or judgement.

And so I wonder.
I wonder with all my heart, will it ever come true? Will it ever come to past? Will I ever see it in its true splendour in reality?

I wonder again.
And again. And again. And again...

It played, it strummed like a harp in my soul. Repeatedly going on and on like a never ending song. Begging to be sung out loud.

And everynight before my sleep take me far away, I wonder again. So deeply that my eyes bear dew to my pillow and my heart twitches along with it.

And it happends, on and on again like a never ending cycle. I see it so vividly as though my dreams had no barrier with reality. And yet with a blink of a lid, it all slips away into nothingness.

So yet again, I wonder; In all its splendor if it would ever come true....

A Twilight Moment

First laugh out loud of Chinese New Year: *Elmo Puppet* - click (Courtesy of Ash)

It was splendidly done! A masterpiece indeed! *Ground of applause*

~Really Ash, I love it!~

Just thought I'll share the laughter (with Ash's gracious permission) with you all...

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And that's all folks! I am too tired, lazy and blur to blog now...

I hope you have a Blessed Chinese New Year! :D

The Inkling of My Heart

To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket -- safe, dark, motionless, airless -- it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.

~C.S. lewis~

Thought out loud: "Exactly...!"

*Grins*

Wild daisies in your eyes....

I know this is weird, but I am posting only because I want to show off my new bed sheet. LOL!

Yes, bangga la tu. Hahaha, nothing sombong-ish but I just thought it was so cute that I gotta snap pictures of it and post it in my blog. Do know that my photo-taking skills suck so it looks nicer in real instead of the pics (if you think the pics does not portray it nicely). But if you would like to see it, please come over....hehehe.

Yes, cute but a little childish. But hey, I don't care! It is the kiddy-ness that makes it cute! LOL! Besides, I can still "afford" to have cuteness in my life. Hehehe, might as well enjoy it and be proud!

Thought out loud: "....anticipating?" - *takes brain out and slaps it (oohhh, feels like rotten jelly)*


P/S: I actually thought today was a Saturday the entire day (Friday instead), lol.

P/P/S: I am actually hungry but I have no appetite!