A Shade of Crimson Red

Currently Listening to:

Clair De Lune

by

Debussy



ARGH! I am growing with fustration over my current craze on Edward Cullen, Twilight the movie (I actually miss/rindu a movie!) and all of Stephenie Meyer books on the series! I wanna watch the movie again and I so wanna splurge like a mad junkie on the books (but still too 'kiam-siap' to do so)! :P

It's so 'beautiful' to feel the splendid-ness of a romantic soul again. It makes me want to believe that the splendor of mystery can and will happen. :)

O where is my Edward Cullen?

I'm so in an angau and lovey dovey mood!

P/S: Yiang, miss you la! Hang out soon k?! :)

The Heart of a Butterfly

Currently Listening to:

Christmas Time Is Here

by

Alvin and the Chipmunks

I am curently having an frenzy obsession with EDWARD CULLEN from the movie and book (s) Twilight/New Moon/Eclipse/Breaking Dawn. And this applies to both the actor (Robert Pattison) and the fictional charater (in the book). It's kinda like a fantasy crush (like when I got all geared up for Orlando Bloom and Legolas - LOTR at the same time). It's not often that you have a crush on both actor and charater and hence the reason why I'm going all gaga now over Edward! :D

Love the movie (despite what Jenny-kins thinks) and in need of getting all of Stephenie Meyer books on the Twilight series (despite my kedekut-ness of spending money on books - i believe in reading for free in the corner :P)! I have not had such a desire in a long time. *Hint hint for Christmas* Hehe....



I totally love the character of Edward Cullen! And Robert Pattison made a fair note in portraying the handsome-cold vampire. Tehee... I love his devotion to Bella Swan in the book (s) - movie too, it's almost as if he came out of my dreams. And I'm not talking about the physical features here, but how protective, possesive and obsessive he is over Bella. Something just clicks inside me and these were the times you wish you were the female protagonist. You don't get many (cute) guys doing that now (at least not for long).



I'm definitely watching the movie again and getting all the books (reading online just doesn't kick in well with me - except for manga)! Again, *hint hint for Christmas*.... :P

The Potato is totally ANGAU now....tehee.

And it feels good to angau again.... :)

"You Were There...."

Currently Listening to:

Rule the World

by

Take That

(OST: Stardust)

Glory to the Lord God Almighty for everything! Every tear, joy, laugh, smile, trial, hardship, stress, happiness and ounce of life! Indeed He is good. :)

This November has been a hard one for me (yet durable and a blessing in many ways):

- My uni assignments, group project, presentation and final exams really took a toll on me. My stress level have never ascended so much in my life and I learned that life had so much more for me.

-My health went down and up repeatedly throughout the month. Was sick on and off (and this week was ON!) and certaily did not help me in my stress and work. :P

- To put matters worse, my granny got admitted to the hospital! Was there everyday for a week on long hours...

BUT... through it all:

- I've learned that God has blessed me so much with ever encouraging, supporting and caring angels by my side *winks* They really made my month! Love ya people and thank you so much! :D

- Got to hang out more with my family more especially grandma and grandpa...and Jenny-kins too! :)

- God is ever amazing! Faifthful is He!

News! News! News! (Before and more....)

- My granny has finally been discharged!!! Praise the Lord!!!! Thank you to those who have prayed for her. :D

- Daddy is coming home tonight from US after 3 months! I miss him lots! KLIA here I come! :D

God is good all the time!

"Taste and see that the Lord is good!"

*^*^*^*

I have something to announce....hehe.

I have decided to marry

Edward Cullen!!!

When Doves Cry....

Currently Listening to:

Kissing You

by

Des'ree

Love theme of Romeo and Juliet (1996).

My current favourite song - jiwangness to the max! :P

Available on my blog's music playlist (first song).

I watched Romeo and Juliet (1996) today (for the gazilion-th time).

And for a moment, I felt 'magic' stirring in my heart again (after so long).

And before I knew it, she started tingling inside of me, beaconing me....

As if she had something to tell me.

That's when the wheel of dreams started churning within me.

And I began to remember what it felt like to want again....

In the veiling of the sun....

Currently Listening to:
'Diva Opera'
(OST: Fifth Element)

My beloved paternal granny (who practically raised me) is currently very ill and bed-ridden in HUKM (Hospital Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia) - been visiting her everyday. I pray she will heal soon by God's grace and in Jesus's name. :D Please help to pray for her too.

p/s: TVC final exam is this Monday. I pray I'll make it through.

Withering Roses....

Currently Listening to:

God Bless the Broken Road

by

Rascall Flats

".... you don't know...."

Thou Art Worthy

Currently Listening to:

Worthy is the Lamb

by

Hillsong

I proudly and loudly proclaim that:

GOD IS GOOD!!!!

(all the time and always will be, period!)

P/S: The Potato is currently RESTING in Him....

P/P/S: To those with final examinations, may the spirit of understanding, wisdom and knowledge be with you. God bless and peace to ya all! :D

The Smell of Sunshine

Currently Listening to:

When The Stars Go Blue

by

Venke Knutson and Kurt Knilsen

I praise God for He is ever GOOD and FAITHFUL!!! He has blessed me with joy, peace, wonder, love, friends, family, amazing people and so much more. Though my week was terrible and ever tiring, He was there for me all the way; never leaving me, sustaining me and I would not have made it through as well as I am now without Him. Praise be to God Almighty!!! All glory to Him! :D

Thank you to sweet people (friends) in my life for encouraging and blessing me through my trying days. I heart you guys. :D

When the stars go blue....

Currently Listening to:

At Last

by

Etta James

ANGAU OR BUMPED????

A Road of Alabaster Stones

Currently Listening to:

If I Were A Boy

by

Beyonce

Last week was TOUGHNESS in the making. But by the grace of God, I lived through it and is currently breathing and alive. :D

Been so exhausted (literally did not sleep a wink the day before TVC assignment was due) that my muka got all 'hantu-ry' and black. Hahaha.... But the worst is over.... OR SO I THOUGHT???

Before I knew it, Campaign Management's Final Presentation on United Voice's Communication plan (proposal) to Miss Doris and United Voice itself was just ticking moments away. :S And the cherry to top it was that I forgot I was appointed to do the presentation. -_-"

So tonite's another night of work before meeting up for another group presentation/assignment meeting tomorrow.

And I won't even mention that I still have yet to study for my TVC final exam. :(

Sure the storm is over but the rain is still as heavy.

But I can make it!!!

Gambate Philee, the Potato supports you! :D

All the best everyone (I know many are having final exams and assignments too) and God bless!

Please don't blow the summer wind away....

Currently Listening to:

Won't Let You Fall

by

Fergie

(OST: Poseidon)

I don't mean to be a MELODRAMATIC princess here but I mean every detail when I say that I am really having a tough week. More like tough month! But then again, this week is the worst.


Sick - have been for more than a week! (sore throat, flu, cough, phlegm, headaches) + endless stress + tiredness + group assignment meetings + campaign management major end project + TVC final assignment (CAN'T focus now!) + upcoming TVC final exam (YET to study!)+ very dried up = I NEED SOME SERIOUS LOVE!!!!




I don't really know how to handle stress well cause naturally I am not a stressful person nor do I get stressed easily (and usually I don't let it get to me). If you know me well, I'm basically a mellow person who does not take herself too seriously (in other words, I'm not a critical person - which is why I am always so smiley and cherry). Hence.... if I say I'm stressed, means its a big deal (for me at least) and I'm really cracking out!


Lord I need You!!! I needs Your peace, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, strength and joy. Take all that is ill and sick away from my body in Jesus name and grant me a clear mind to think for my studies.



p/s: To dearie Alexis Lim Ying Hui.... thank you for being such a blessing to me. Your care, encouragement and support sustained me through my trying moments. I'm so blessed to have you in my life. Heart ya lots!

Dancing Ponies in my Stables!

Currently Listening to:

I'm A Doun

by

Vanessa Mae

After having a course of antibiotics, flu and phlegm pills, I still feel as if my ENT line is clogged with heaps of 'ugga-ugga'. And somehow my head feels like it's on to something and it refuses to give me a break or tell me why. So, I am politely blaming it on the weather as I'm pretty sure I've been taking care of my food and beverage intake lately (been drinking water like a camel and no fried food). This is going to be one hectic, tiring and stressful week. Campaign Management Final Project - NGO (United Voice) Proposal, TVC Final Assignment and Broga Camp 2! But hopefully by the grace of God, I will still be able to sustain with joy, perseverance and a heart to bless others.

Have a good and blessed week people! God bless and hugs!

Don't go cutting my pumpkin~! :D

Currently Listening to:

Once Upon A Dream

(OST: Sleeping Beauty)

Dead Flower, Corpse Bride and Hot Vampire

Last week's Vibe-Halloween Party was awesome and sweet~! Credit goes to the HELP team. God is good all the time and all the time He is good. Forgive my laziness for I'm not gonna blog much on the party. You can enjoy postings on it here, here and here. Pictures galore boleh didapati kat my Facebook and there you go~!

The wacky Vibe people!

Have a good day people! God bless! Hugs!

Never An Absolution....

Currently Listening to:

And I Kiss Him

from

Pearl Harbour

(OST)

Suddenly, her heart felt so lost....

As if the winds of change have begun to churn, stripping all that was there....

The Seeds of Faith, Love & Perseverance

Currently Listenng to:

Burning Love

by

Elvis Presley

God is truly faithful and good. :D

O the Awesome-ness of Him!

For those yang tak tahu, I've been a little ill (plus Miss Strawberry had to visit at such an unfair time with its harsh symptoms) for the past 2 days and my NMT finals was today. I had a hard time concentrating on anything (pain was unbearable) let alone study. But God is good, He sustained me through the wee hours in the morning (studied till 5:30am) - when my pain was decreasing slowly then and gave me a peace of mind to partake my NMT paper later on. And guess what? Praise be to the Lord!! I actually knew all the answers to the questions I was doing (which was rare, haha)! I was pretty merry as I confidently start scribbling my answers down (it was one of the happiest and easiest paper I had). :D :D :D Glory to Him!!!

But today is only the beginning of a long, hard and possibly stressful month (November just ain't my baby). There's more to come and it's all stretched out... :(

New Media Technologies final exam - 5th Nov (DONE!)

Campaign Management Group Project - NGO Proposal - 11th Nov

Television, Video and Culture final assignment - 14th Nov

Campaign Management Group Presentation - 18th Nov

Television, Video and Culture final exam - 24th Nov

But I pray God will give me the perseverance and joy to go through tough times. All is possible through Him! :)

Thanks so all the sweet (and God sent) friends (and family) who prayed and encouraged me in facebook. Really touched and gembira, hehe. Thank you. :)

p/s: argh! now my back is aching!!

Walking on Water....

"With my God with me, who can be against me?"

"Have faith frail soul, for He is mightier than any other."

Away with you sickness, pain, aches and fatique-ness!!

I will triumph in my NMT exam tomorrow!

Praise be to God Almighty!

Beautiful Soul

Currently Listening to:

Here In My Life

by

Hillsong United

"I miss my daddy...."