Please don't blow the summer wind away....

Currently Listening to:

Won't Let You Fall

by

Fergie

(OST: Poseidon)

I don't mean to be a MELODRAMATIC princess here but I mean every detail when I say that I am really having a tough week. More like tough month! But then again, this week is the worst.


Sick - have been for more than a week! (sore throat, flu, cough, phlegm, headaches) + endless stress + tiredness + group assignment meetings + campaign management major end project + TVC final assignment (CAN'T focus now!) + upcoming TVC final exam (YET to study!)+ very dried up = I NEED SOME SERIOUS LOVE!!!!




I don't really know how to handle stress well cause naturally I am not a stressful person nor do I get stressed easily (and usually I don't let it get to me). If you know me well, I'm basically a mellow person who does not take herself too seriously (in other words, I'm not a critical person - which is why I am always so smiley and cherry). Hence.... if I say I'm stressed, means its a big deal (for me at least) and I'm really cracking out!


Lord I need You!!! I needs Your peace, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, strength and joy. Take all that is ill and sick away from my body in Jesus name and grant me a clear mind to think for my studies.



p/s: To dearie Alexis Lim Ying Hui.... thank you for being such a blessing to me. Your care, encouragement and support sustained me through my trying moments. I'm so blessed to have you in my life. Heart ya lots!

NOW....

That pretty sums up what I have to say now or should I say do now...

A lot of people have trouble doing it... And it is normal.... Sometimes it happends to me too, but for now, I am way ahead.

Since this is my blog...I wanna say something I don't usually say:

I'M A TOUGH COOKIE!!! I CAN TAHAN WAY MORE THAN THE MOST OF YOU!!!!
SO BRING IT ON!!!

If you wanna steal a car, don't steal a Kancil, steal a Ferrari.
So if you wanna hurt me, might as well just try to kill me!
I would be much happier, thank you.
While you are at it, please try your hardest.
Cause I wanna see who wins the game in the end for real.
I might lose, but not without a fight.
If I fall, I am gonna make sure I pull you down with me.
Either I die or you perish or we both face abomination.

*~ EGO MOMENT END~*

Note to public: I don't have enemies.... It is just my own personal ramblings. I don't hate, I just get upset with "low-EQ-mutated-mortals" in my life. Pardon my resentment, I am facing a restless period in which I myself am confused. Should I wave the white flag and submit? Or just fight till the death?