At the End of My Rainbow

Currently Listening to:

Double Concerto

by

Johann Sebastian Bach

Performed

by

Itzhak Perlman and Isaac Stern.

The Potato is going to fall in a love in a fun fair/carnival and you're invited.

So please be there....

We'll meet on the carousel and kiss on the ferris wheel. :)

Skipping Petals...

Currently Listening to:

Keranamu Kekasih

by

Vince Chong

(OST: Puteri Gunung Ledang)

Do your man some good... :)

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She knows.... *smiles*

For you... :)

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A Bouquet of Wild Daisies

Currently Listening to: Lahaina by The Volcanos (Lilo and Stitch: Island Favourites)


I am blogging again.... yeap. What can I say? It's gotta be PMS or that I am just so freakingly bored and lame. But who cares, sick people have all the time of the day when they not sleeping their heads off. I still can't bring myself to have the motion to blog about my 5th day in Cambodia. Maybe I am still lazy in editing and uploading the pictures but I hope I'll finish it when the 'Strawberry storm' has past.

I feel kinda emo and self concious lately. And yes, you all must know PMS is my constant shadow lately. And maybe that's why my sense of sensitivity has ascended majorly. And I can't help feeling like a pregnant woman with lotsa hormones. I start to get over upset for the tiniest things and tend to over-react inside with over thinking of problems that doesnt exist or shouldn't be. It sucks. A lot. So guys, love your girlfriends more and know you're not the only one suffering and facing the annoyance of PMS (when they throw bitch-fits). It's just the hormones and just so you know, it's what drives you crazy over them too. So all is fair.

Looks like I am going to be on problematic future girlfriend huh? Tehee.... let's hope I will be blessed with one super understanding and loving boyfriend to tolerate me then. LOL!

I despise PMS... it's a 'rotten pumpkin' and I am a constant slave to it... Can't imagine how I'll be when I'm pregnant instead. LOL! Note to self in 5 years time (5 years? who am I kidding?)... Love my husband MORE (Please let me be married then!!! - again, who am I kidding? :P)! LOL!

I am so craving for seaweed now... lotsa crispy Korean or Japanese seaweed... Hmmm mmm...!

Soup too, lotsa nice sweet seaweed soup.... like the one my granny makes. My mouth or should I be more specific, throat; is tasting like some weird stinking anti-biotic and I seriously need some ajinamoto...LOL!

I just finished watching Grey's Anatomy and Cashmere Mafia and it was great, love it. Totally superb for a PMS night and it got me all high up and preppy thinking that I might have a chance of making my life into a soap opera. But hey, all I'm lacking if a McDreamy of a boyfriend and a Cashmere coat... or maybe just some elegance in my life.

I think I kinda sound like a sour drama queen. Maybe so, but just for this moment. For once, I wanna bask in my own prima donna-ness... so sue me! But then again, I have this icky feeling that the whole world already hates me for some bitchy reason. :P PMS? You tell me...



You know what I want? What I really really want?

I want someone I can securely cuddle up to and leave all my stuffs behind. Someone who'll give me enough comfort to strip away all my insecurities and just let me be myself wholely in his arms. Someone who knows me, understands me, holds no judgement against me, accepts me and just truly loves me. And me to him. Someone like my.....

my hubby bubby pink bolster!!!!!! :D

Yeap, that's my sayang... for now.
And someday, God's gonna bless me with a real man instead. :)
And I shall wait for that beautiful day to come. :D

"....and then, her PMS just faded away for the night, in sweet thought of His promise to her."

The Breath of Sunshine on My Window...

I hope it's PMS. I think it's PMS. I need it to be PMS.



Cause it sucks to the max and I feel all wobbly and heavy.

"I just wanna cuddle wuddle with a polar bear in the remotes of Antarctica and just hibernate there till the world reaches an apocalypse."

-_-"

Needless to say, I am spiked with everyone and everything.... And I think I am spiking them too!

"Touchy!~"

I wish I was some cute cuddly 3 year old who gets to scream like mad and gets scooped up and dunked in lotsa love and huggies till I feel satisfied.



And since I am *ahem* far from being 3 again, I kept thinking how nice if there would be if I could get some some cute cuddly, fat, chubby and cute toddler/baby to be smoothered in my arms and I get to give it lotsa kisses and just "Eeeeeeee....!!!!!~squeeze???" (Geram aku, haha!)

Or maybe a kitty. A big, fat, and bushy kitty... Actually I was thinking more of a baby kitten but then again, I might crush it if I squeeze too hard. LOL!

Eeeeee......!!!!! Gelora -lah aku!

Masa ni lah aku perlukan boyfriend aku untuk mengenangkan aku, peluk aku, sayang aku and everything will be alright again....

Eh! Tapi aku takde boyfriend la!!! :P

Too bad!! Hence aku tenangkan diri aku sendiri la...

Wait a minute, why am I speaking BM and Eng together?

Must be the influence of watching Gol and Gincu while blogging, tehee...

Lately I have been too critical on almost everything, especially myself and how I see others. It's like I am made out of a lighting rod in the midst of a storm. Things that annoy me, sadden me and things that tick me off just suddenly got more persistent. And I know it's no one's fault but mine. Actually, I like to blame it on PMS~!




Or maybe cause kebelakangan ini aku dah gemuk ke??? -_-"

Or the last two weeks of assignments, presentations and mid-term exams have finally got to me?



Or I am just touchy!?

Or I am hug deprieved?

Or aku rindukan orang ke?

Or aku dissapointed ke?

Or I am lazy?

Or I need exercise?

Or emo?

Or PMS je la!

*Merajuk dan manja* (tu la kemahiran aku!)

Baby la aku ini! PMS je aku dah rasa nak nangis and break out!



Hahaha! At least I let it out in the blog. I hope I didn't get too *ahem* else where. I think I did pretty good in college - was normal (I hope!) despite recent exams and assignments going on.

At home pulak I sulk a lot kat bunnies I. Bully la tu. Yes, I am mean but I sayang you baru mean tau? Hahahaha....

Just a cranky kid la... sabar kejap ya. Lepas "Miss Strawberry" datang and hilang then I'll be ok. :D

"Iiiissshh.... manja la! Oh mr. polar bear, where art thou??!!"



Currently Listening to: Bagaikan Sakti by Siti Nurhaliza and M. Nasir (OST of Puteri Gunung Ledang).

Thought out Loud:

"Despite everything, you hold a special place in my heart. Aku sayangkan kau and will always care. My mr. googly polar bear!"

Vision of an Angel: A Neverending Dream

Okay, you must be wondering why haven't I blog recently. Main reason was because I found out that this post would be my 100th entry and I wanted to reserve it for a special ocassion or something nice. Actually there are many special and important things I would like to blog about for my 100th post, life altering things I have been going through lately. However, I guess it aint meant to be for now cause I'm not in the "mood" so to speak and I guess I'll just make use of some cute old icons I stored eons ago. So for my 100th entry, it'll be on the

"Perfect Boyfriend..."

".... which by the way, does not exist!"

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This is lame I know. You are probaly rolling your eyes and snickering. But hey, I don't care and its my blog! Happy 100th post and the "non existent boyfriend" rules!

So much for wishes, hopes and dreams...

Wake up girls, reality is knocking HARD!