At the End of My Rainbow

Currently Listening to:

Double Concerto

by

Johann Sebastian Bach

Performed

by

Itzhak Perlman and Isaac Stern.

The Potato is going to fall in a love in a fun fair/carnival and you're invited.

So please be there....

We'll meet on the carousel and kiss on the ferris wheel. :)

A Fountain of Smiles

SMILE!

SMILE BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD!

SMILE BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU

AND SO DO I!

:D

GOD BLESS!

Jumping On Sunshine!

Currently Listening to:

Tocatta & Fugue in D Minor

by

Vanessa Mae.

It's Friday and I'm glad of it! Not because I'm a total lazy butt....hehehe (maybe?). But because all my assignments are complete (for now...) and I get to rest for another 2 weeks (got arr??) before having tension moments and sleepless nights, tehee. Praise God for all, Amen!

Okay, I gotta go now... really sleepy.. had a long night (or morning) completing my TVC Program Porposal. Tata people! :D God bless.

Rainbow Skip With Me!

Currently Reading: Kare First Love by Miyasaka Kaho and Wild Ones by Fujiwara Kiyo.

Currently Watching: The Return of the Condor Hero (2006)

Currently Listeningto: Sarabande by Gabriel Montero

Currently Thinking: About my TV programs tonight while TRYING to figure out when am I going to start my Campaign Management assignment on a 2000 word essay about professionalism ethics in PR- or even begin reading the notes to prepare for it.

Currently Feeling: Lazy, heavy, bloated, relaxed, mellow, somewhat joyful, positive and hopeful. :)

Currently Wondering: "If you're alright and well..."

Currently Hoping: That I'll do well in my studies or at least in tonight's assignment (aiya, I've totally decided subconciously to do it tonight already... guess I'll just have to enjoy my afternoon then :P).

Currently Wishing: "Semoga semua sentiasa sihat dan gembira!"

p/s: HAPPY AND BLESSED 20TH BIRTHDAY JUN!!!! :D

Stardust....

Currently Listening to:
No Greater Love
by

Rachel Lampa

"I'm okay.... right???"

"Are you?"

The Window of my Soul

Currently Listening to:

Jesus Take The Wheel

by

Carrie Underwood.

"Like the promise of the sun, we were born to shine."

SO SHINE LA!!!!

Dreams to Dreams....

Currently Listening to:

You'll Be In My Heart

by

Phil Collins

(OST: Disney Original Movie: Tarzan)

"What'cha gotta say??"

No cookies in my jar...

So much for PMS on my headache... Mum thinks it's over heaty... Panadols and Aspirins did not work and hence the doc issued Paracetamols instead. Yes, I had to see a doc, and apparently according to her, the cause was due to pressure (????) which no one in my family agress to it. Hahaha.... maklum la, the sleeping pig of the house mana la boleh pressure. Not that I'm that mellow but hey, I have my share of carefree moments. But anyway, I didn't merely visit the doc for my jelly-like head problem. It was because I woke up this morning with conjunctivitis and sore throat which then lead to a minor fever. And all my mum said was "YIT HEI" which means internal body heaty-ness and in this case, too heaty sampai kena jumpa doctor. Me mum blames it on the mamak sup kambing I had the night before.... but well... it was worth it...hahaha! The down part of it is that I am missing the barbeque that's happening right this moment downstairs. My bro and his friends are having a blast "burning sausages in the front porch and I can't touch the food due to my 'heaty-ness'. And here I am blogging because I am freaking bored stuck in my room with bread and soup. And because PMS is around the corner, my tummy has begun to ache a little... I wonder if I should wipe down some Panadols for it while I'm heavy on Paracetamols and other medications??? p/s: 5 pills... okay and 3 of it aregigantic... I almost choked!

Anyway... do leave a little footprint at the (new) CBOX and tell me if the colour is too over or not. As a 'colourful' person, sometimes I cant tell if it's just too much....teheee.

Okay, can't blog for long... vision lacking already.

Have a nice weekend and day God bless!

O the Darling-ness of Me!

"Yellow me away...."

I need my RUBBER DUCKIE!

The Taste of Colour

Currently Listening to:

Someday

by

All-4-One

(OST: Hunchback of Notre Dame)

"I had a moment and an inkling...."

A Pocket Full Of Sunshine

Currently Listening to:

I Won't Say (I'm In Love)

by

The Cheetah Girls

(OST: Hercules)

Drinking: Boh's instant green tea with lime...

Watching: Alias on AXN....

Ate: Half of a self-made tuna sandwich and several tea spoons of baked beans....

Facial Expression: Grinning like a lunatic....

Mood: Lazy yet dreamily 'angau'.....

Contemplating: If I should be rajin and do some house chores (or simply leave it for tomorrow).... :P

Thinking: Of some surreally stupid yet blissful nonsense....

Hoping: For more smiles in my life!

What I need: A little sunshine in YOUR life!

(When you have sunshine, I have brightness. So shine away!)

What I want: World Peace and World SMILES!!! :D

Where I wanna be: In cuddly wuddly arms... *pictures future boyfriend*

Adores: My darling bunnies! I just wanna smoother them with my kisses!!

Crushing: On my 'hubby' o-so-smelly-but-adoring-bolster! I am so attached to it! :P

Crazy: About retardedness.... @$#%?$&*/!

Wishing: For ever ever after....!!

Loves: SMILES!!!! :D

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Have a beautiful day!

God bless!

Hugs!

Love ya!

Bubbling Butterflies

Currently Listening to:

Geu Deh Ji Geum

by

Lim Jung Hee

(OST: Full House)

I am a somewhat troubled inside.

A little.

Maybe just a little teeny weeny bit troubled.... I think.

Or not?

It's been bugging me non-stop, putting me on private emotional fits and fustration just envelopes my emotions all day.

Is that a lot or little?

Cause I keep thinking it's okay (or it's gonna be okay) and it will past soon in time.

But I can't help it... I can't help feeling icky and fustrated.

The feeling is terrible!

And at the same time I feel sad, upset and emotional. I'm pretty sure PMS is way gone and 'I'm fine'. But some things happening lately has just seem to get me in the nerves very badly. Not just one matter but more. And it all turns into a conflicted battle that just drives me crazy! Ripping me apart and tormenting my sanity!

I just wanna run away to my own wonderland and pretend I am a bubbly retard where my world only revolves around rainbows, flowers, butterflies and beautiful weather. And no one can disturb me!

***Cheers to retardedness!***

"Pretend you don't know and just keep on living!"

Kiss me!

Currently Watching: CSI (Crime Scene Investigation) on AXN.... going on to CSI Miami while slumming on my bed downloading manga and trying to blog. Oh, and sipping tea too...! I've gotten a deep liking into CSI lately... Be it the original one, Las Vegas, Miami or New York...(I don't even know which is which... I just watch!). I like Criminal Minds too... What's it with me? All diggy on detective and murder TV series. Hehe... I guess curiosity finally kicks in.

GGggggrrr......I NEED SOME SUGAR!!!!

Sunsets On My Window

Currently Listening to:

Somewhere Out There

by Linda Ronstadt and James Ingram

(OST: An American Tail)


Drama.... it's a daily thing in life. You can either be a dramatic person or just have tonnes of it in your life. So which are you? Do you exaggerate most of the time? Or do you just have lots to put up with for real? I hate drama. It's one thing to watch it on TV and another to experience it. Drama, drama, drama. But it is a part of life. It is life... we experience it all the time. So what's the big deal about it? Don't need to be dramatic right? But what about intenal drama? What do you think of it? What of it? How of it? Is it worse than the other dramas? Far more suffering? Or just too dramatic for words or expression?

Internal drama. It kills you inside and leave you molting without anyone seeing or noticing it. It is the perfect killer, the optimum assasin without a trace of evidence. It rots you, rips you apart and sometimes it poisons your very mind. And before you know it, you've lost it. It is the battle within and sometimes you just don't know which stand you are to take. The war rages and before you can tell, little things inside starts perishing, dragging you slowly with it. Very slowly, it withers away in the night, leaving you bare and incomplete. How can two opposite sides co-exist in one mind? Has it come to the point of insanity? How can so much drama be conjured up in one thought?

Who are you? Who am I? Why are you torturing her so badly? Do you not feel tired? Why are you storing so much anger? Ill thoughts and pain? Let not it be harboured for destruction will come swiftly. It is near the corner. Yes, it is knocking on ones door.... Leave, please let it leave. Push it away. Send it away. Leave it. Abandon it. Her soul is weary. Let it loose. Let it fade away. I beg you. O I beg you... kill it. Destroy it, burn it! Let it rip with pain! Let it suffer till it ends! No mercy... no mercy... For she has none to give.

I'm the bunny on the moon!

YOU'RE AN IDIOT!!!

When you choose a liability over an asset, you're an idiot.

When you expect something out of liability, you're an idiot.

When you wait on a liability, you're an idiot.

When you believe in a liability, you're an idiot.

When you trust a liability, you're an idiot.

When you invest in a liability, you're an idiot.

When you defend a liability, you're an idiot.

When you care for a liability, you're an idiot.

When you make a liability matter, you're an idiot.

When you love a liability, you're an idiot.

When you're sitting here, in your baby tee and shorts along with your old worn out comfy cardigan and drop down gangling hair at 3am, blogging out of idiocrisy, you know that you're a big time idiot!

It's random, it's idiotic and it's just me now... but it's ok, cause I'm an idiot!

And so are all you people! You're a whole bunch of idiots!!! Yup, you heard me, IDIOTS!

IDIOTS!!!

Dancing Lilies on Rocky Mountains...

Currently Listening to: Now We Are Free by Lisa Gerrad and Hans Zimmer.

"As hard as stones may be, it can still be removed."

"You can't break it but you can take it away."

~P

The Scent of the Wind is Always with Me...

I am so lazy to blog!!! But yet I can't help putting up random, colourful and stupid stuffs! What can I say? I am just a sotong!

My picture files are mounting up like lalangs in an abandon house! LOL! I have plenty of pics here and there (especially the Fraser's Hill trip) and yet I am so lazy to event click a little more to upload it. Apologies to waited viewers, Philee's pictures will just have to wait a little.... her lazy bones are being infected with more laziness!

But the good news here is.... My final and major assignment for Media Audiences and the Public is finally done and up! Although I still have 2 final exams and another final and major assignment for Documentary, I can't help feeling relief and happy with his "baggage" off my back!

For the first time in the week... I feel lazy deservingly.....lol!

Anyway... I'm just blogging now cause I am bored and for the sake of adding more stuff into it before cobwebs start appearing :D

Okay la... I shall go and expand my lazy bones more :P

Have a blessed and pleasant weekend and God love you!

Gliding on Rainbows and Skipping on Clouds

Currently Listening To: Signal Fire by Snow Patrol (OST Spiderman 3), So Close by John McLaughlin (OST Enchanted) & When You Look Me In The Eyes by The Jonah Brothers.

Despite requests, tonnes of pics, informations, experiences, feelings and thought out louds, I couldn't bring myself to blog or upload any of it (maybe a little something later). Instead my random twisted character seems to take the wheel into blogging on something...well, random ! Just fragments of of me....

Some random nonsensical thought out louds / quotes from Philee:

"My life is made out of musical lyrics...sheets and sheets of them. It strums on and on till the notes are engraved in me. But somehow, I am missing a treble clef, two semi-quavers and a dotted crotchet. Did I mention the semi briefs are not long enough? Oh by the way, I've got all the fingerings wrong! No wonder my Sarabande became an Andante!"

OMG~! It has been more than 5 years since I studied music theory, I can barely remember the spelling terms... if it is cacat, do know I am very rusty. Now that was Philee's random-life-music-philosophy of the day. Unless you know music theory, you'll be reading gibberish. And if you do and still don't get it, it's okay - you aren't meant to. :P

"I walked a lonely mile in my head today. It was long, empty and lineared. It beared nothing, just rocks adorning the pavement sides. The wind chiseled my pale face and tingled my soul. My legs were weary, my heart heavy; but I kept walking, pulling myself forward to the thin horizon. I had no where to go but pray that you were there waiting for me in the end of the road."

Some image I had in my shrimpy head today...

"A touch can mean a thousand words. A scent can churn a million smiles. A smile can warm a legion of frozen hearts. A presence can comfort a lonely soul."

Thought of feelings out loud...

"Lain di hati, lain do mulut."

Enough said!

"We all wear masks, despite us claiming otherwise. It is our faces. Because if we didn't, none of us would be really true."

It is twisted, but real in a way.

"Your heart is the embodiment of who you truly are. I signifies you, it is you. The real you. By denying it means denying oneself. Your heart is mirror to yor soul. To your very essence. If you heart wants all the wrong things, be wrong. For it may be wrong but at least it makes you happy. Mind you, lust does not reside in the heart, hence temporary desires are not accounted for."

There you go!

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Dew Drops In My Tea

Currently Listening to: Someday My Prince Will Come by Barbara Streisand (OST: Cinderella)

Worries of the week:

- Response for assignment 6 postings in the forum (Professional Communication).

- Resubmission of Discussion/Analysis for Case Study - Dove Campaign for Real Beauty (Media Audiences and the Public).

- Meet up discussion for Media Audiences Presentation next week!

- Documentary assignment no. 2! I still have no idea! (have to do an early start - Fraser's Hill on Fri!)

All should be done by Wednesday next week! Then Fraser's Hill here I come!

Despite all worries, I must still give praise and thanks to the Lord for being faithful and abunding in grace. Without Him, I am nothing and through Him, I can do more. Praise to Him with all glory!

Sometimes, I notice the little things in life can just make your day. It does! Try experiencing it more and you'll be more grateful in life. On the other hand, sometimes you can actually feel the 'little things" talking back to you. Telling you little stories or so.

I know it seems crazy... but I guess you need to feel it to know.

"Sometimes a certain presence or gesture makes a difference. A simple smile can stir a heart and a small gentle act of kindness can calm even the furiest of fires. Rainbows aren't that far away... you just need to notice the dainty dews around before witnessing it's little miracles. Behind every drop is a spectrum of wonders waiting to be grasp." ~ P

Angry Little Girl Comic Strip of the Day:

Okay, this is a short entry brought to you by Miss Potato. Have a pleasant day people and God bless! Hug and be hugged. Be a blessing and be blessed! No harm in smiling today! You can make a difference.

"Life's a candy and the sun's a ball of butter!"

~Barbara Streisand~

The Droplets of Summer Rain on My Window....

Currently Listening to:

Melancholy Interlude by Hayley Westenra (Album: Treasure)

Current Craze and Obsession:

Angry Little Girls (comic/cartoon) by Lela Lee

Current Thought Out Loud:

"I LOVE YOU GOOGLY BEAR!!!"

Angry Little Girls Comic Strip of the Day: