Empty Buttons on my Shirt...

Currently Listening to:

O Praise Him (All This For A King)

by

David Crowder (Band)


I am PROCASTINATING like a SLUG.....

(O how I detest assignments - and my laziness....)

I am super lazy and I admit it. But admitting is not helping me.

'Gua' tak boleh gerak la... releks semacam je....
(Inner Philee speaking)

O the teruk-ness of me!

Maybe it's because I am still a pretty last minute person despite trying not to. I can't seem to do it till it's late (and then I get more worried) and the adrenalin starts kicking me to do it. The assignment is due next Wed (orang dah mula tapi senangnya aku - ada hati nak blog lagi) but it comes in many sections (if I dont complete 1, I can't do 2), hence more to do. Since it's only Thursday... I still have less than 6 days to do. And for the normal Philee... masa ni, aku masih lagi 'on vacation' (usually start 2 days before dateline). But this time it is a little different since there are a few parts of assignments to do and my weekend schedule is full. I thought that if I didn't start now, then I can gonna have some major worries by Monday. But still despite my own reasoning to tell myself to start now, I can't seem to "bother" to do so!

"No Panic, no work!" (new quote from philee)
LOL!

Still, I wanna thank Neik Xiang Yu for being such a sweet friend. Your email of info is such a nice help (though I belum guna). Your kind action and concern is deeply appreciated. Thank you.

Enemies to defeat by next Wednesday...
New Media Tech Assignment 1:
a) 7 day Internet diary
b) LMS summary posting (and response??)
c) 1000 word essay of both.

P/S: I don't think I'll start tonight la... -_-" (lol)

O the Darling-ness of Me!

"Yellow me away...."

I need my RUBBER DUCKIE!

The Nightingale Sang...

Currently Listening to:

The serenading OST of Memoirs of a Geisha

And I was wondering... just wondering.

.... just ever wondering.

A Spring of Waterlilies

Currently Listening to: Pudar by Rossa.

I always told myself that whenever I blog a new entry or post, I would upload pictures, lots of pictures (mounting up in my folders!!!). Real pictures. In case you've not noticed... it's been sometime since there was a "real" picture posted here by me or on me. Most of the "pics" you usually see are just 'pretty' pics I find in the internet that best describes my feelings then. Reason... cause they look real nice (maklumlah, my photo skills are horrible) and it's something lovely to view with my random words. And plus, being a lazy bunny... I've stopped carrying a camera anymore (too heavy) nor have the initiative or heart to bother taking them. I guess the food-taking, event-documenting and photo-blogging phase are over and now I just like to express with random and self explanitory words.

Maybe I'm just not vain enough to document my life in every event be it big or small for the world. Don't get me wrong... I admire people who do it... carrying their cameras around... taking pictures of everything they encounter (restaurants, food, people, friends, things, outing, events.etc.), they really have the consistency for it (and I must confess, I enjoy reading and viewing it in their blogs). I used to be like that but only for a minute or two?! LOL! Let's say... I just don't have the heart of effort for it anymore... If I were to document every event or outing or moment in my life... I'll be spending the rest of my time stuck to my chair blogging and I just don't have the "stamina" (okay, maybe not that bad... I'm not they 'busy', lol). It's a phase, a pretty fast phase for me. Now, I just like to enjoy things and keep it in my memories, unless it is really prominent till I have to post it up or when I'm just freaking free and my heart is just at the right place for this blog. :)

I've been promising Mdm Yiang I'll post up my Fraser's Hill pics since....???? Hahaha and I can't remember when was it... (too long d). And there's so many other pics after that.... and there could be more (If I actually bothered snapping pictures, lol). Mmmm.... I'll just TRY to post up pics NEXT TIME k? Hahaha..... nvm.

Anyway... just a little info:

- Daddy's day was nice... we had a nice family dinner in TGIF, Curve. It's been sometime since we last had a nice dinner with just the 4 of us! Things were great.

- I'm on a crazy phase whereby I'm super into steamboats...! My current fave is the one in Ikano(tak jelat langsung) with the individual pots...hehehe. And I miss Yuen buffet steamboat in Sunway...

- I went to the Harnam Singh ENT Hospital today... bout time! I got lots of brand new medications... (saved!!!) just in time when my condition got a little bad this afternoon. I got issued a Seretide Accuhaler, Nasonex Aqueous Nasal Spray, Cloderm Cream, Aerius Anti-Histemins and yellow oval looking tablets for my nose allergy (only one without a proper box).

God bless!

The Breath of Sunshine on My Window...

I hope it's PMS. I think it's PMS. I need it to be PMS.



Cause it sucks to the max and I feel all wobbly and heavy.

"I just wanna cuddle wuddle with a polar bear in the remotes of Antarctica and just hibernate there till the world reaches an apocalypse."

-_-"

Needless to say, I am spiked with everyone and everything.... And I think I am spiking them too!

"Touchy!~"

I wish I was some cute cuddly 3 year old who gets to scream like mad and gets scooped up and dunked in lotsa love and huggies till I feel satisfied.



And since I am *ahem* far from being 3 again, I kept thinking how nice if there would be if I could get some some cute cuddly, fat, chubby and cute toddler/baby to be smoothered in my arms and I get to give it lotsa kisses and just "Eeeeeeee....!!!!!~squeeze???" (Geram aku, haha!)

Or maybe a kitty. A big, fat, and bushy kitty... Actually I was thinking more of a baby kitten but then again, I might crush it if I squeeze too hard. LOL!

Eeeeee......!!!!! Gelora -lah aku!

Masa ni lah aku perlukan boyfriend aku untuk mengenangkan aku, peluk aku, sayang aku and everything will be alright again....

Eh! Tapi aku takde boyfriend la!!! :P

Too bad!! Hence aku tenangkan diri aku sendiri la...

Wait a minute, why am I speaking BM and Eng together?

Must be the influence of watching Gol and Gincu while blogging, tehee...

Lately I have been too critical on almost everything, especially myself and how I see others. It's like I am made out of a lighting rod in the midst of a storm. Things that annoy me, sadden me and things that tick me off just suddenly got more persistent. And I know it's no one's fault but mine. Actually, I like to blame it on PMS~!




Or maybe cause kebelakangan ini aku dah gemuk ke??? -_-"

Or the last two weeks of assignments, presentations and mid-term exams have finally got to me?



Or I am just touchy!?

Or I am hug deprieved?

Or aku rindukan orang ke?

Or aku dissapointed ke?

Or I am lazy?

Or I need exercise?

Or emo?

Or PMS je la!

*Merajuk dan manja* (tu la kemahiran aku!)

Baby la aku ini! PMS je aku dah rasa nak nangis and break out!



Hahaha! At least I let it out in the blog. I hope I didn't get too *ahem* else where. I think I did pretty good in college - was normal (I hope!) despite recent exams and assignments going on.

At home pulak I sulk a lot kat bunnies I. Bully la tu. Yes, I am mean but I sayang you baru mean tau? Hahahaha....

Just a cranky kid la... sabar kejap ya. Lepas "Miss Strawberry" datang and hilang then I'll be ok. :D

"Iiiissshh.... manja la! Oh mr. polar bear, where art thou??!!"



Currently Listening to: Bagaikan Sakti by Siti Nurhaliza and M. Nasir (OST of Puteri Gunung Ledang).

Thought out Loud:

"Despite everything, you hold a special place in my heart. Aku sayangkan kau and will always care. My mr. googly polar bear!"

Wriggling caterpillar

Which Extremity of the World Are You?
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Haaahh...! (breathes out)

I have quite somethings to blog about, lots of pictures to upload (some of my handmade stuff, new bag, jenny over and Andri's bday party pics) and I have numerous features and stuff I wanna add to my new blog. However, I am slightly lazy and more than a little restless. So I shall be a little random now and just put what I have to say and think.

Random....

- I like Bethany Joy Lenz's Let me fall. But evertime I try to get it from imeem, its either not complete or has background sounds like it was recorded from the episode (like not the clear studio recording). Haihs...
- Im really restless this few days and really emo too (but its not PMS).
- I worry too much over small things and it just upsets me that I get ticked off just like that.
- I want to do a lot of things during my holidays but it seems like my small boxed mind is keeping me from it. I know mind over matter but it seems like I am being a total retard!
-Is there some kind of sugar that is not fattening? Cause I wanna be hyper and "exercise" but I don't wanna get fat or have diabetes in the process. LOL
- Maybe I should starve myself. It is said that being hungry clears your head. Hm.... (thats why we fast?)
- I need to focus my relationship with God.

I miss my friends. It seems when I am having holidays they are all so busy! I thought I was going to be busy during these holidays too but suddenly things start to cancel on me and the days just seem to be longer and more than I thought.

But holidays does have its goodness....for me to be bump! LOL.

OKay, Im crapping too much, maybe I should go and sleep... my contacts are killing me now.

Whoever who happens to ever read this.... just wanna say "I love you with the love of the Lord".
That was random, but I meant it.

Have a blessed day and hugs !