Thoughts of Yesterday....

I got tagged again... courtesy of Daphne. :D

Name: Philee.

Sisters : Jenny.

Brothers: Phileo

Shoe size: 3-4

Height: 5 feet 2?

Where do you live: Kota Damansara

Favourite drinks: Lemon juice

Favourite breakfast: Bacon!



Have you ever been on a plane: Yup, lotsa times and more to come!! I love travelling!

Swam in the ocean: Yup...errr.. more like play with sea water...haha.

Fallen asleep in school: Once or twice in high school.... :P

Broken someone's heart: Nope (Philee's definition of breaking a heart: you can only do so IF you accept it and then break it. Rejection does not count, hence no).

Fell off your chair: Stupidly, yes. lol!

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: LOL... ain't that ironic!

What is your room like: Like a kindy kid's room... no joke!

What's right beside you: Lotsa things! Stickers, water botel, stationary, plastica, tissue, books, glue and a lot la....small details etc.



What is the last thing you ate: Ikea curry puff

Ever had chicken pox: Yup....

Sore throat: Yes... it's a killa!

Stitches: Thank God, no! :)

Broken nose: Nope.

Do you believe in love at first sight: No comment.

Like picnics: Yeah. But not with this weather!

Who was the last person you danced with: :) my hubby bubby bolster :P lol

Who made you smile: Manga... :P

You last yelled at: Someone in my heart.



Today did you talk to someone you like: Nope... talked to my dad but I love him, oh and bro too!

Kiss anyone: Daddy!

Get sick: Nope....

Talk to an ex: NO EX!

Miss someone: very much... YES!

Best feeling in the world: To love.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes... my birthday babies!

Who do you really hate: Can't hate.

What time is it now: 1:45pm

Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yeah. My imaginary friend... :P



Do you have any siblings: Yeah. 1 only... (:

Do you want children: Definitely.

Do you smile often: Yup! Hahaha....

Do you like your hand-writing: :D What't not to like?

Are your toenails painted: Nope.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Caroline's. She has the most comfy bed!

What colour shirt are you wearing: White

What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Manga!!!

I can't wait till: I am me...

When did you cry last: Yesterday

Are you a friendly person: Yes... I think... :P



Do you have any pets: My darling Smoochiepup and Coriander!

Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Somewhere on this earth? O gosh, I really hope so!

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: ...yeah. I love my parents! Tehee...

Do you sleep with the TV on: Nope.

What are you doing right now: This survey, music and manga.

Have you ever crawled through a window: Yes...hehe.

Can you handle the truth: We have to...

Are you closer to your mother or father: Both (:

Who was the last person you cried in front of: Daddy.

How many people can you say you've really loved: Daddy, mummy, koko, mama, gong gong... and the list goes on and on. Want me to cover on friends too??? Oh, or is this question targetted to "the one"? LOL!



Do you eat healthy: I wish, or at least mum wishes. :P

Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: No ex, so no picture.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yes, I believe we all have.

How often do you go to church: Twice a week! :D

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: God...

Are you loud or quiet most of the time: Both...

Are you confident: I wish...



5 things I was doing 10 years ago..(1998)

- Choir Competition

- First started tuition

- Became a school librarian

- Obsessed with Sailormoon

- Had a big crush on this guy called Chuck Wye :P

5 things on my to-do list today:

- clean bunnies cages

- try to start on 1 assignment (i dont even know how many we have).

- watch tv

- try to be happy... even for a split moment

- make contact with friends.

5 snacks I enjoy:

- seaweed snacks (jap, korean, thai)

- bacon sticks (thai) :D

- Mamee

- Twister

- Cheesels

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

- be a philanthropist, big time

- travel, travel, travel

- get a volkswagen beetle

- own my own zoo, library and museum

- invest in God's glory!!!!

5 of my bad habits:

- suka angau and day dream

- ignorant

- sleep like a pig

- lazy

- dependant

5 jobs I’ve had: (I only had 2)

- intern in a pr firm

- assistant teacher in a taska

5 people I tag:

- yiang

- meng

- rachel

- chao yi

- jon



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Have a nice day people and God bless! HUGS! :D

Sweet Apples on My Tree

Got tagged... lama tak kena d. Must give credit to Yiang. Thanks :)

A. Ashvini
1) Do you love this person?
As a very good friend :)
2) Is this person your enemy?
never!
3) Would you kiss this person?
Eerrr... nope. Unless it's a "ang moh lang" greeting peck.

B. Bevelyn
1) What do you really think of this person?
Old friend, more like kakak who took care of me in 9th Mile Lutheran Church. Manja's me to the max!
2) What’s her favourite colour?
Presuming black since all her pics say so.
3) Ever danced with them?
Nope.

C. Carissa
1) Do you have a crush on this person?
Nope. Bur she is a sweet girl
2) Have you ever had a crush on them?
Errr.. no again...
3) How old is she?
19???

D. Daphne
1) How long have you known him/her?
9 years?
2) Biggest regret?
Not able to be a better friend
3) Do you hate this person?
Nope.. loving her.

E. Elaine
1) Have you met his/her parents?
Yup...
2) Worst thing about this person?
Nothing. She's plain sweet...
3) Best thing about this person?
She's sweet la! :D

F. Fish
1) Have you ever dated this person?
NO!! She's just a friend..
2) When is the next time you will see him/her?
Probly very soon in church :)
3) Do you go to school with them?
Yes, but different department.

G. Giorgina
1) Is he/she a good listener?
not sure....
2) Have you ever lied to make this person feel better?
nope...
3) Is this person good looking?
sweet and thin

H. Hannah
1) What grade are they in?
She's only 7 months old... :D
2) Is he/she your friend?
Yes, on facebook (yup, the baby has a facebook account!)
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
Nope....

I. Indrani
1) What is this person’s favourite food?
I'm not sure...
2) How did you meet this person?
Church (HLLC)
3) Do you trust him/her?
Definitely... she's a sweetheart.

J. Jennifer
1) Do they have any siblings?
Yep, 2 bros.
2) Do you know their favourite song?
When you look me in the eye by jonas brothers.
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you?
be happy cause i like her too... love u jen! hahaha!

K. Kelvin
1) How old were you when you first met?
We were babies
2) How did you meet?
family
3) Ever danced with this person?
nope, but got kejar2

L. Lavaniah
1) What would you do if you had a crush on this person?
it will never happen... :P
2) Do you like him/her as a friend?
not really... but a tough colleague and senior
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person?
nope...haha.

M. Maggie
1) Is this person older than you?
Same age..
2) Is this person single?
not sure.
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week?
have not kept in touch lately.

N. Nai Lin
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend?
nope, but a good friend
2) Have you seen this person cry?
nope
3) Do you know this person’s middle name?
no middle name.

O. Oprah
1) Are you related?
i wish, but nope...tehee...
2) Could you live with this person?
nope... but would love to
3) What school do they go to?
no idea...

P. Peter
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
Nope
2) How about a sleepover with them?
Nope
3) Does this person have a job?
A good one I reckon

Q. queen elizabeth
1) Does this person drink alcohol?
u tell me
2) Have you seen this person dance?
would love too :P
3) Who does he/she " like''?
her late husband?

R. Rachel
1) Have you heard this person sing?
nope...
2) Do you think this person will repost this?
i hope so!!!
3) When does this person look best?
when she is herself as always:)

S. Sarah
1) Is this person taller than you?
almost the same
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her?
havent done so in a long time, but i presume it would be nice :)
3) Do they live close to you?
far away...

T. Triona
1) Would you do anything for him/her?
if can help, y not?
2) Have you been to his/her house?
nope
3) Where does he/she live?
not sure

U. Uncle thean
1) Is this person in a relationship?
yes
2) When is the last time you saw him/her?
last week
3) What colour hair does this person have?
black

V. Victor
1) Does he have a crush on you?
Nolah.. cannot happen!
2) Would you hug this person?
no reason to
3) Is this person your friend?
very old classmate

W. Wei yung
1) Is this person loud or quiet?
quiet??
2) Describe this person:
very putih...haha
3) What colour eyes does this person have?
Black la kot..

X. Xydra
1) Why are you friends with him/her?
Because she is a sweetheart, a dear and caring friend. oh and i love her wackiness!
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them?
yup... after school last time :)
3) What is one thing you would change about them?
nothing...

Y. Yiang
1) Does this person wear make-up?
Nope.. its a once a year thing..
2) Does this person play any instruments?
Yep.. the Euphonium..
3) What is their favourite sport?
Badminton, swimming...

Z. Zoe
1) Does this person have MSN?
yup
2) Have you ever made out with this person?
Gila ke pe... she's a women!
3) When will you see this person next?
Maybe next year...


I tag:

-Ashvini
-Chao Yi
-Daphne
-Jacq
-Meng
-Michelle
-Rachel
-Randy (chee wai)

Touch Me With A Secret

I got tagged twice (Ash & Brenda) :)



First Tag (Ash):



A． People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B． These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. Ash tagged me. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

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1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Seriously, I don't even want to think of it, I think I would be really devastated!


2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
Try not to give false hope, avoid nicely, make things clear? ignore? give big hints that Im not available...etc

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Big cathedral in Italy with a big long gown (think Princess Diana's wedding with Prince Charles, but in a modern elegant way), a dozen flower girls/bridesmaids, a limo, all my friends and family (fly them all there :P) and of course with the dream guy! :D *fantasy over*

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yes, I am after all a blur sotong...

5. What’s your ideal lover like?
Someone who doesnt exist: protective, obsessive (to me), possesive (to me), strong, funny, caring, kind, independant, smart, witty, responsible, handsome, amazing smile, crazy about me, loves me to the max, pervy (but only to me), persistant, knows me well, generous, tall, dark, secure, rich (???), looks into my soul, nurturing, admirable, ammiable, sexy, build, cute, talented, know what he's doing, gentleman, chilvary, loyal, steadfast, righteous, loving, thoughtful, creative, sensible ETC.... ok la... I am drooling d.... note the "ideal lover" ok! It's not real, just a fantasy...hehe! Read too much shoujo manga d!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Loving someone - you'll know the real value of love... and thats the ultimate blessing! :)

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
Eeerrrr....hahahahahah!!!! Can I???? LOL....


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
. If theTry to move on??????


9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Yep, knowing how lazy I am procastinating with 3 assignments due soon.

10. What do you want most in life?
Fall in love, be loved, get married, have kids and live happily ever after! :D

11. Is being tagged fun?
I don't know, yes? I am just bored and its been sometime la.

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Walau! That would be the ultimate blow of devastation!

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
family


14. What kind of person do you think I am?
Ash: the longest friend I have, smart, beautiful, talented, honest, a darling, a sweetheart, lovable, a treasure... :)


15. What is the most unforgettable thing/event in your life?
*smiles* its my secret...


16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognise you, what would you do/how would you react?
*smiles* just keep breathing...

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Is there anymore to do? :)

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
You can't fall in love with two people... thats not love.... like can la... never happened to me before so I don't know. But if it happends, (liking both) I'll just see who likes me back :)


19. What type of friends do you like?
My friends lo... they are the type I like :)

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?

Laugh???? Apologise then... :P



I tag:



- Yiang

- Meng

- Daphne

- Shennie

- Brenda

- Jackie

- Michelle

- Jon

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Second Tag (Brenda):



Instructions: remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.



1. who is your all-time inspiration?

Barbara Streisand... and my dad :)



2. have you given your first kiss away?

Truthfully, we all have! :)



3. if you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? why?

blog ar? hmmm.... ash, chao yi and sarah.... good people, can bond, can yakk together, responsible and i know they wont kill each other... (cari kawan must also see if they are compatible together)....



4. where is the place that you want to go the most?

egypt... :)



5. if you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

*smiles* thats for me to know and for u to find out and grant it to me... :P



6. what do you like in your other half?

the essence that he is...



7. what are you afraid to lose the most now?

my loved ones!



8. if you win $1 million, what would you do?

lotsa things la... responsible things....hahaha... then later on travel the world!



9. if you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Nope!!! Never putting myself out there anymore!



10. list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

Brenda: Pretty, Sweet, Friendly...



11. what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

Some one who loves me 150% and whom I can love 120%



12. which type of person do you hate the most?

dishonest bitchy people!



13. what is your ambition?

be happy!



14. if you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

i only want to know if ure doing it with a sincere and caring heart and only is I approve you to do so... :P



15. what do you think is the most important thing in your life?

God, family, love, friends, bunnies...



16. what's your secret?

its a secret so i can't tell you... :)



17. state one of your desire.

*smiles* thats my secret :D



18. if you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

my temper.... very angry lately...



19. whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?

i just found out myself that philee tan can be a bitch and it scares me!



20. what do you wish to have now?

something i can type out here and not just "smile" it away...



I'm gonna tag:



- Ash

- Chao Yi

- Yiang

- Meng

- Elaine

- Michelle

- Daphne

- Jackie

Let's chase the moon

Jello people...errr.. I got tagged by a pretty friend from high school, Michelle. Interesting, since lama didn't get tagged d.... So I've decided to tag along lo...hehe :D

Rules: Repeat subject header “I’M TAGGED, THEREFORE…” Copy + paste these rules in your entry. Complete these 15 totally useless statements & questions. Mention who you were tagged by, followed by 8 people whom you’ll be tagging.

I'm tagged, therefore "smile and wave, kick and shave" - lamely random... :P

1. If I was the opposite gender, what would my party clothes be like?

- Anakin Skywalker!!!

2. At 10am this morning, I was...

- Zzzzing... stilll..... college did not start still 2pm :P

3. At 10pm tonight, I will be…

- (already passed 10pm) I was reading online manga, blogs and checking emails. (I got one from my dad in US! Miss him!)

4. Who should be the next Malaysian Prime Minister?

- Someone who genuinely loves this country...

5. If my spouse told me to do without sex for a year, I would…

- ask him why???!!!!!

6. If I was a piece of a car, I would be the…

- a cute baby pink Volkswagen Beatle and alive (like Herbie :D).

7. If I was told one day that I would have to give up either

1) anything chocolate OR

2) ever seeing the beach again,

for the rest of my life,which one will I give up?

- probaly chocolates? I'm not crazy of the beach, but not gazing upon it would be an "eye error for beauty". I can always just subsitute candy for chocolate even though I LOVE CHOCOLATES! Funny right? :P

8. Singapore is good for…

- clean freaks

9. If I could only say 3 words before I die, what would those last words be?

- I love you???

10. Who would I like to be left on a deserted island with?

- Caroline :D

11. Die by drowning or by fire?

- Ouch... I am terrified to be drowned - almost did once, bad experience. But I am also afraid of pain... so definitely not by fire... erm.. can't I just die of old age? :P

12. What is one single thing would you buy with your last RM9.95?

- mcdonalds? lol. But Michelle has a point, give it to the Lord and He shall provide... Amen!

13. If I opened a night club, what would I call it?

- This is random: "Peanut Butter & Jelly: - Yeah baby! LOL, I also want to name my future pet octopus that! :D - For real!

14. Don’t cheat: what’s “bulbous”?

- I don't know really....

15. I think my ass is…

- uurrr??? "ass" means donkey...right? I don't own a donkey (but would love to) but if I do, I think it is pretty!!! :)

The 8 sweet and crazy people that I shall bestow this tag upon are:

- Tan Meng Kheng, the upcoming spectacular actor! (gives thunderous claps and ovation) :P

- Yiang, "Spider" girl the cousin of "Cicakman"... :P

- Rachel Wan, loving girlfriend and dearly missed peer!

- Daphne Lee, hot rocka chick - who needs to remember me more than her boyfriend! :P

- Jonathan Lai, the snappy cow!

- Ashivini Subramaniam, the oldest friend and awesome doctor to be!

- Charles Choy, the unforgotten and ever most loving "uncle"!

- Cheong Chao Yi, the similar honest me in so many ways!

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I got some quotes from Michelle and at thevery moment I read them, a smile adorned my heart. They were just what I needed to hear and enforce in...

"Never let the odds keep you from doing what you know in your heart you were meant to do."

"Trust your own instinct. Your mistakes might as well be your own, instead of someone else's"

"Forget about all the reasons why something may not work. You only need to find one good reason why it will."

" Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor, catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. "~ Mark Twain

"Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do."

And I got this quote from the movie Cutting Edge 2 (a figure skating movie) which I just watched... this sentences caught me right on the spot. (Not exact words - remembered through ear)

"If it is meant to be, it wouldn't be so hard." - Jackie

but...

"It is only worth the win if you fight for it." - Jackie's dad

I leave it up to you on how you view it...

Another quote from my all time favourite movie "Ice Princess":

"And if I lose, I lose! Not because I didn't have the guts to do it but because I wasn't good enough!" - Cassie

If you have a dream, go for it, even if life and times may be hard on it. Others may fail you(but it is not your blame), but you can never fail yourself no matter the outcome. Unless you hold back... (and that will be your only blame).

If you really want something and you fight for it against the odds, then even if the battle did not turn out to be of what you wanted, you'll never regret it. For you already "won the war".

"A soldier may die fighting, but whether the fight was won or lost, he or she has already behold victory. For the passion and commitment in his or her heart to draw arms in the midst of fear, doubt, malice and death was conquered!" - P (self quote)

I got tagged! :)

I got tagged by Mr. EmKay and had no idea all this time....hahaha.
So ermmm.... since I am a little bored here, I shall do the tag.... :P

a) YELLOW are the statements that are true to you.
b) GREEN the statements that you WISH are true.
Then, tag 5 people to do the same test...

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse.
10) I’m totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I’m paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I’m always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I don’t hate anyone.
35) I’m a pretty good dancer.
36) I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I’ve rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
46) I’m not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past.
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I’m obsessed with girls.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal & dream.
69) I’m proficient in an musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I can’t live without black eyeliner.
79) I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.

85) I still have every journal I’ve written in.

86) I can’t stick to a diet. But who needs diets?
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. Can't even lift myself up.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions. Maybe 1 or none.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I’m an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.

I tag:

* Daphne
* Yiang
* Jacq
* Rachel
* YOU (points at the person looking at this now!) :P