Blooming Lilies and Sweet Honey in My Mornings

Currently Listening to: Adilkah Ini Untukku (Kris Dayanti and more) - courtesy of Yiang! Thanks so much, the lagu sedap la.. makin dengar makin suka (can relate sikit). :D

It's been sometime since I last felt this carefree feeling. After 2 hectic weeks of assignments, presentations and midterms, I can finally take a breather and laze around (before the next 'storm' hits).

After college matters, the week is pretty much good.

Lotsa nice stuffs with the weekend like steamboat buffet, yamcha sessions, chor tai ti rounds, tea moments, college friends, Starbucks, Midvalley, Nandos, Planet Shakers concert, "thriller car ride of the century", PC fair, new friends, old friends, banana leaf rice, Ikea Swedish meatballs, MCDs, hang outs and just "something" la.

But of course with each happiness, blessings and joys there is always a little down ride somewhere. It maybe the PMS or emoness or just the "bad-ness of me". But Kekadang, I senang terasa and it makes me super sensitive. And when I am sensitive, I can get offended easily or think serong often. I am not kecil hati or what la, I am just a little bengkok inside lo. I blame no one but myself, no I hold no grudges to anyone but myself. So this is a personal matter, my problem not yours.

But along with that, it kinda diminishes my SE and when that happends, it feels really sucky. Kekadang I just wanna wrap myself up in a cacoon and overslept there. Cause everything just seems so pricky. But on the other hand, I love everything around me, my friends (they just make my day - and sometimes they mean more to me than they'll ever know), family, college, life, food, activities etc. But I guess treasuring and cherishing so much makes it even harder to let go or lose. And I guess it scares me a lot. Not only family but also friends. Along in life, you'll notice friends play a more important role in your life. And everyone just seemed more precious than ever.

And yes, I love you guys. Kawan-kawan aku, be it if you're reading this blog or not, aku sayang kau orang! Betul-betul sayang and biarpun kau orang tak sayang me, aku tetap menghargaimu.

I hope for all the best in all of you! Lotsa Huggies and Love! God Bless!