In a tea cup! :D
When you come to think of it, there is nothing more viciously soothing than to just sit in a tea cup and be yourself! Yes, that is my philosophy of the moment. Random and odd but yet right in every retarded way. What can I say? sometimes I just find weird ways of putting my words and emotions. :D
I'm not exactly an odd ball of a person or a spastic wannabe but sometimes I find myself to be a little "off" than usual. None the less I am perfectly normal with every imperfections you can see.
As a matter of fact, we are all just normal, specially normal. Just in our own unique way. :)
I have this cute little joke/quote that "hit" me with a grin and I just have to share it. It started with our stay in Ipoh for Michelle chea2's wedding. In the hotel room (where we were staying) before the wedding dinner (afternoon) before I got my o-so-long curls, I disturbed my dad who was trying to get some sleep (was tired, just came back from Singapore then straight to Ipoh). I pestered and nudged him with my baby bolsters (yes, I am not ashamed and yes I brought them to Ipoh too :P) cause I was bored then. Then I made a random and stupid comment which surprisingly my dad had a very good come back that shut me up from budging him no more. :P
Me: Daddy, I think I need to see a shrink, I'm talking to my bolsters!
(Nudging my bolster to his face when he was trying to nap - yes I am a spoiled daddy's girl, lol)
Dad: I think it is your bolsters that need to see a shrink...
(Turns away to the other side of the bed nonchantly and zzzz, leaving me.... o_O")
SUPER LOL!!!
(Seriously, you had to be there to catch the moment, lol)
So anyway, concerning the wedding pics, I think I shall not post em up till I get the nice, profesional ones from my chea2. On the other hand, I just put up some random pics taken from my dad's new camera in Friendster. By the way I noticed in some of the wedding pics that my eyes were red and watery, giving me a cacat look! LOL, yes, if you've read my previous posts, you would know that during the wedding, I was down with conjuntivitis - hence why people keep asking if I was crying because my chea2 was getting married, lol.
Let's face it, Im not exactly a stick! But I am not fat either (at least I think). But lately I think that I've added tweeny little extra pounds here and there. Yes, it is a terrible and harden confession for a girl to make. I am not the kind to starve just to look pretty nor will I stick to a diet or a celery stick (I love to eat, typical Malaysian) but I guess being a normal girl, you do perhaps hope you have at least a "nice" size. I am not exactly vain to the stomach but lately I noticed I have less choice and selection of clothes to wear.
According to my mother, I HAVE A LOT OF CLOTHES and she always have to say that we will not buy anymore till Christmas (or the next!), yada yada... And the truth is, I DO have quite a sum of clothes. And I just happen to wear only 20% of it most of the time. Yes, it is a poor and scary truth (for those who tak cukup, maaf la). My previous maid always blabbered that I waste just by hanging them in the cupboard to no reason, she always say "Bagi saya la!" (lol).
And the real melancholy reality is not that I don't fit them anymore but it just doesn't compliment my figure the way it used to be. I even have brand new blouses that I hardly touch cause....uhhh... tahu la... -_-"
And let's say la.... (Note on the "let's say" - meaning "if") if I were to be well... "nice" in figure, I think I would actually be a fashion freak. Or even wear real nice and stylish clothes most of the time. The truth is, my mum and AUNTS (mostly) love to buy me clothes (and believe it of not, they have better fashion sense than me) but it always so happen that they always seem to buy a size smaller! Or is it just me?
So currently I am stuck with big t-shirts and long pants most of the time. Can you spell:
P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C?
That is so terrible... Ok, just for the visual record, it is not as bad as it seems la... I am not FAT literally, just slighly more PUDGY, ok?! Must be the holidays.... yes. I must change for real. Make this holidays a time to tone up and lose some extra pounds and be able to wear complimetary, sweet and ?sexy? outfits!
FYI, for once this "fat talk" has nothing to do with my aunt. If she were to read this, I shall not hear the end of it nor will she taunt me enough. It's hard enough having her "comment" 24/7 on my ermm... size (which I still think it ain't that bad), I don't want her involved this time. :P
So yes... ermmm... I am gonna "move" a little bit or more to "smallen" up. Not mainly for the sake of vanity but for the sake of not wasting all the pretty dresses in my cupboard (dont want to break mummy's heart :P).
I SO feel like kissing you now :P (random)
Current craving: BISHOUNENS - Got bishies? :P (I am desperate for one, lol)
~Have a "bishoulicious" day and God bless! Muacks and huggies! ~
