Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Plastic Flowers in My Garden....


Currently Listening to:
A Love Before Time
by Coco Lee
(OST: Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon)


My heart is fluttering, racing and beating like a time bomb. Ticking ever so fast and abruptly that it frightens me to think that it may just burst. My mind is all dizzy as I try to grasp for air. Yes, I find it ever so hard to breathe. It's as if I'm running a mile and my heart is about to give out. My palms get all sweaty and jiggly. My nerves are stretching and contracting in everyway, giving me jiggles all over. And no, I am not exaggerating....

For a moment there, I thought I sick or at least I wished I was...

I can't remember when was the last time I felt like this.... It wasn't long ago but certainly not lately.

....and no, I am not having a crush.

I hate this feeling.... now I'm all messed up again.... (just when I thought it was all cool)




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