A fraction of me?

The PJ's You Are Most Like: Underwear

You enjoy the simple things in life and aren't hard to please You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love And you're confident enough to pull it off - without being overbearing

What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

True, sleeping in underwear is very comfy - minus the bra, lol.

You Are 66% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word. You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

Betul ke? More like a child artist....kekeke.... I am all about colours!

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth. You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around. You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

Need I say more? I LOVE COOKIE MONSTER!!!

You Should Wear an Orange Bikini

You're the kind of girl who usually likes to leave more to the imagination... a bikini isn't really your style. However, once in a while you find a bikini so unique and stylish that you just have to wear it!

What Color Bikini Should You Wear?

But my bikini is pink and white la(my fav colours).... white with pink polka dots....hehehe....

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

What Should You Major In?

I agree with the majors but deep thinking? Analyzing? LOL!

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows. You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love. For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding. You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run. Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

What Is Your Love Based On?

Too much of something isn't that good? LOL! One of the reasons why I am single, tehee. Guys are never that commited....

You Belong in 1956

You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

What Year Do You Belong In?

Okay... Marlon Brando era, me like!

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Hear that? I am a rare creature, lol. Explains the freakiness.

You Will Be a Modern Bride!

While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding traditions, you want a wedding with a twist You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception... Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalized vows, whatever suites you!!!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

Errrmmm... I think so?

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

I get the dreaming there, lol.

Your Scent is Pumpkin Pie

Warm, comforting, and a bit old fashioned You've got what men want - believe it or not!

What's Your Girl Smell?

I get the caption and like it! But pumpkin??? LOL.

You Are Ready to Get Married

You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down.

Are You Ready To Be A Wife?

I have to settle for it *winks* Talk about "han ka", lol!

You Are Basic Panties

You are a laid back chick with a real natural beauty. You can make unwashed hair and minimal make-up super sexy. Men tend to notice you show the "real you" - and they appreciate it. And while basic makes boring for some, it looks classic on you.

What Kind of Panties Are You?

Hmm.... ok la, but I am not sure. Most of my panties ain't like that, lol!

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Doesn't look hidden to me? I got that 5/5 for my practical training evaluation.

Your Love Song Is

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson "Maybe you've been through this before But it's my first time so please ignore The next few lines cause they're directed at you I can't always be waiting, waiting on you I can't always be playing, playing your fool" You've been waiting for love, and you're not going to wait any longer!

What Love Song Are You?

A little skeptical here....

You Are 80% Weird

You're more than quirky, you're downright strange. But you're also strangely compelling, like a cult leader.

How Weird Are You?

LOL! Need I say more???

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Awwww, I like Wolverine more....

You Should Own a Husky

Athletic, free-spirited, and perfect for cuddling

What Kind of Dog Should You Have?

I love huskies....!

You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"We saved the world. I say we have to party."

What Superheroine Are You?

Betul ke???? -_-"

You Are a Hot Fudge Sundae

Classic, simple, and divine. Why mess with perfection?

What Kind of Sundae Are You?

I LIKE!!!

You Are a Coy Flirt!

You're not so much a flirt as the type of girl who draws flirts in While you look like you're just relaxing, secretly you've got your game on A little look here, a little wink there... you give men the encouragement they crave And in return, they flirt up a storm with you - while you just sit and smile

What Kind of Flirty Girl Are You?

O_0" ?

You Are 84% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human. Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How Pure Are You?

*Grins*.... betul ke? Muahahah (FYI: I was honest in the test ok?)

Your Vibe Is Secretly Sexy

Sexy isn't exactly a word you'd use to describe yourself But you have a quite allure that certain men feel appealing You don't need to flaunt your stuff to be sexier A little more confidence in yourself, and you'll really light up a room!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Vibe Do You Have?

OOoookay???

Yes, I am a little bored to be taking all these test. Assignment 1a for Communication Research is done and submitted, so I am a little mellow before I start assignment 1b.

Going for rock climbing tomorrow!!! Hopefully I am not so "taufu" anymore and do better then my previous record!

Have a nice day and God bless

*Huggies and smooches*

Dance in the rain.... and dont get striked by lightning.

It's been sometime since I sit in the college computer lab so early in the morning. And I kind of miss the feeling. The feeling of doing whatever I want alone in a huge room full of people I dont know. :)

But this doesn't happen often, for since all of my classes are in the afternoon, this is as good as it gets. It is refreshing here, listening to my MP3, with Pearl Harbour's OST ringing in my ear, giving me the soothness of soul in "Tennesse".

There is so much to be said, so much to be heard and so much to "suck" in....

It is as if my life is blowing up with so many miniature matters that just clustters my head upside down. And I just don't know where to begin...

For starters, I had one of the most horrible dream I had since I was a little girl, I freaked out big time. But I am not going to state what happened, just glad it was a dream.. more like a nightmare!

College is sitll very much hectic. It is only the second week and I am sorta struggling to keep on and understand stuff. My first assignment is a totaly blur, and I might just get zero for it :P But it is only 2.5%..... still, eventhough every mark counts, I just can't seem to bother. I am just so restless and tired inside.

Sometimes I feel like this:

Like just siting in a little cup fit for me....

Just hiding in there and keeping the O-so-cluttered-world away from me.

Maybe I just some sayang la...

I had a refreshing conversation with Jon the other day and some words just struck me, hard. And it was so true, as if everything he said was implemented for me. I cant quote him exactly, but a sentence got me here: "When you kill something in you, a part of your soul dies" (something like that, concept la). And that "something" isnt anything bad la, just not meant to be there at the moment (but essential to us at the same time).

And it got me there, right then. It was a phrase that describe what I was feeling inside.

Since everything.... I just start killing "it" all in me.... sometimes forcefully, bluntly and even reluctantly. All for the sake to be "right in life". And sometimes I feel that if I keep doing that, I am not going to get it back in the near future when it is time for me to embrace it permanantly.

Bottomline, sometimes I refuse to "Kill" it all because I am afraid I would lose the spark in me..... And that spark is the thing that keeps me going most of the time...

Dont get it, nvm. Its personal anyway....

And it is so hard to kill.... would you kill the kitty?

Or maybe give it away???

I guess it ain't my kitty to keep....

"Parting is such sweet sorrow...."

But I suppose it is the Lord's will and everything will fall into place in the right time.

"Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all else shall be added unto you." (Matthew 6:33)

"Ther right thing in the wrong time is a wrong thing" -Joshua Harris; I kissed dating goodbye

(not direct quote)

I have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back, no turning back....!

Wake up Philee Tan!!! The race has already begun!

Get out spiders! I know spiderman!

Hello !!!!

You must be wondering what's with all the "spiderwebs" in my blog, heheh. Well, my laptop punya connection has decided to "miraculously" die on me permanantly I think. So I have been having difficulties going online in my room and taking my own sweet time to blog. Hence I can only sometimes use my koko's laptop when he isn't using it - hence (again) limiting my time and leisure to post something up.

FYI, (updates)
- Degree baru start (moi no like - first day dah stress), assignments on first day - and tak tahu do also, lol.
- Metabolism turun suddenly (?)
- Bonding with cousin bro from Belgium more (long story to it).
- A little addicted to American "Gimrummy" (however you spell it :P)
- Found a lot of new cute and catchy icons but can't upload cause they are in my laptop and I am using my koko's one now. :(
- Getting lazy when college start - break too lama d. Procastinating like a lembu~ :P
- Thanks banyak-banyak to Yiang for being my college driver (lol) and in return as usual me as her personal college secretary (lol).
- I haven't watched Simpsons yet!
- Going for ROCK CLIMBING soon (yeah baby!)
- McD got nuggets mania!!! Long live McD~ LOL!
- Actually a lot of HAPPENING stuff happened lately (birthdays, gatherings, friends, activities, dinner, lunches, cool stuff, etc) but it would be too much to blog all at once. Stupid laptop! Tambahan I have lots of PICS but the camera cable is still dead!
- Will try to "clean" my blog more and not let the "spiders" nest here, lol.
- Trying to be a good person (konon :P) and let go everything that hits my nerves - let the "greenary" begin! I am all for world peace - beginning in me!
- I miss a friend so so much... It's been twenty days since I last heard your voice - but it seems so much longer.... :(

Okay la, I gtg.... hope info for this entry is enough la. Hopefully the next time I balik to "clean" my blog is soon and with more "detergent", hehe.

Should I blog in pure and good English (to improve my standards - since we don't take English lessons in college - and I am too lazt to read!) or is it better to mix it up with Malay - be a typical Malaysian girl (maklum la, 50 independance day - should be more patriotic :P)

Hm... see la....hehe. Whatever suits my mood~

Cheerios and happy day to you folks!

Have a blessed day and may God smile sweetly upon you.

Lotsa huggies and smooches!

Something....

FUNNY TO TELL YOU!!! :P

LOL!

It all started....

Today Uncle Alain, Aunty Nancie, Gary, Mei Yee and I visited Batu Caves!

It was really nice.... too bad, due to the camera cable, I am still unable to upload pics!

But that is not the point here, what happened today was we climbed up 272 stairs to the top!

But that's still not the main point. :P

But what was really FUNNY was...... I ALMOST LITERALLY PASSED OUT AT THE TOP!!!

LOL!

For real! Actually.... I really almost lost conciousness and everything!

Of course it was very tiring to climb all the way up, but it wasn't that bad. So everything seemed fine untill after I reached the top. Then, suddenly, my heart was pounding harder than ever and my vision was getting really blur!

I quickly searched for the nearest chair and found a bench at the side. Without much hesitation, I just sat there and tried to breathe and calm down (before I get into a panic attack with my condition then).

But it got worse and worse than ever....

My heart begin to pound EVEN harder and it actually HURT like having a cardiac arrest! Not that I would know how it would feel, but it was BAD! Real BAD and I am trying not to exaggerate. I have never felt that way before!

My vision was blurer than ever, from terumbang-ambing to white light and then suddenly everything went red (like I was wearing red glasses or covered with blood) and I blacked out there on the bench - with God's grace, my aunt was there to hold me on.

I lied down on the bench with my head on my aunt's lap the whole time while the others went into the cave. Everything felt better then but it got bad whenever I tried to wake up and sit straight.

So yeah.... it is pretty funny and embarrassing....LOL! People were staring at me the whole time, hahaa. But I couldn't care less then and besides my aunt insisted that I wore her huge sun glasses for safety reasons. LOL!

Of course then the whole modly family just had to come up with their own conclusion on my condition concerning the event.

My aunt said I did not have enough good food/breakfast (I only ate one "yar chau kwai")

My another aunt said I didn't rest enough in between the long steps and strained myself.

My cousin said lack of exercise (and goes on bout this gym theory) . ;)

My dad said not enough vitamins? And that I should have taken more sugar...etc :P

My mum THINKS I HAVE INTERNAL (HEART?) PROBLEMS! (LOL)

My bro thinks I am lembik.

And I think everyone might just be right!!

LOL!

It happened to me before but never this BAD. But the previous times was because I didn't eat and played games during Sunday School Camp. And another time I was under the sun too long at the beach? Something like that, but this is just so bad I actually panicked - especially when you are so high up there with no canggih support. I was praying inside the whole time to the Lord. And through it all, He answered me (thank you Lord). After resting for quite some time, I managed to pick up my feet and quickly got down the 272 stairs at Batu Caves.

Boy, it was a... errr... unique experience! LOL! Especially the heart thing. It was beating so hard that it ached so hard that I could barely breathe. LOL!

I am telling you, it was really scary.... :P

Even when I came back home after it, my chest did not sit well with me. It felt really heavy and..erm... not comfortable (even now). But let's hope it will be ok soon. :)

Hypothesis: Maybe I am "taufu" la... :P

After that, we went to Ulu Yam to watch some scenery and to have lunch. The whole way there, I felt like I was having a fever. The wheather was so hot and the car wasn't really roomy then. So I was like "tahan-ing" the whole way.

The scenery was really green and nice but nothing beats lunch!

We has brinjal cooked with chilli (real nice :P), 1kg tom yam (best) prawn in a coconut, special friend frog legs (O_o" yes) and sweet and sour pork.

Every was great! And after the meal, I felt much better!

Later this evening, we all went out for Pulau Ketam steamboat (near my place) which was quite nice la to celebrate my aunt's birthday tomorrow.

There was good and bad experience today but in the end, I am smiling here while blogging bout today. So I am fine - eventhough I SOo would not want to to go through the heart thingie this morning. :P

Yeap, thats all. Have a nice, pleasant and blessed day O-lovely-people.

May God bless you and lotsa huggies and smiles!

P/S: Daphne dear, sorry I can't do your tag (I know it is really LATE d), love to but cant seem to. Reason is because the copy and paste thing just doesn't seem to work (some kind of format error la).