Dear friend....

The truth is....

That's true... you do. And it is not your "fault" :P You just have this thing on me....

There was this Sunday morning not too long ago (and not too present) where I walked into church and people started asking me what was it with my goofy and big grin I had on my face. The truth is, I didn't I didn't know that I was acting so for no reason.

Untill I found out that the reason for it was you....

And you're not really that funny of a person to me. :P

I guess we all have certain sunshines in our life, I guess you were one of it. :)

But I guess you can't control "ever" can you?

But thank you being there in my life.....

I guess I lost a lot of 60 seconds of happiness. But I guess I gotta start to try to change it....

So I try....

And I never regretted may things in the past, actions, words and meanings.
I only regret not being able to talk to you for one last time, to "close" it and to tell you everything I had stored up in my heart.
I regret all the unspoken words that means so much to me.
But I guess it ain't meant to be said?
That's the regret I have.
That I couldn't tell you what mattered to me most and just let let you walk so far away....

And I never regretted having you in my life.... :)

You have always brightened my days :) But I guess I have to learn and try to do it on my own now. I hope your days will be very much brightened by God's grace and blessings from now on. I pray you will have many sunshines in your life ahead...

The truth is:

P/S: Everyone who is raising an eyebrow here, thinking what-I-know-you-are-thinking, judging, sighing, thinking-what-should-I-do and think-you-know-everything.....
BUZZ OFF PLEASE!!!

This is my blog and I will do as I please, I appreciate everything done by you people - for the goodness of "someone" else. But I am going through a tough time myself and trying to cope in an understanding way, so don't judge me when you don't know me at all. I agreed to go along with "it" and back off (and it will be done), but that doesn't mean I have to do everything you say from then on. I live my own life and I will do what is necessery in my own way and in my own time. And I WILL be fine, THANK YOU for "caring".
I am NOT a robot!