Alo!

Hey people... FYI, I just guest blogged for Daphne, hence I will say no more here for the day, if you are interested in knowing what retardedness I poured into her blog, just go HERE. Have a blessed day and hugs!

I got a love letter...

I GOT A LOVE LETTER TODAY!!!
*Screams with enthusiasm (gosh, I can't even remember how to spell that - betul?)!
LOL!
Yes... Today, "I've got mail".....
I saw a little envelope sitting on the marble table this afternoon and immediatly knew it was for me (Ididn't know what was in it then). How? It's just a girl thing...or maybe the writing is just too familiar to ignore. LOL. At first, the handwritting looked like one of my friend, Chloe's. But after I opened... it was someone else.

The Envelope...

This is the Oh-so-sweet-and-pink-flowery Card!

Inside, it wrote....

With the card, it came with a letter as well...a lovely sweet letter....

If you managed to read it (click to enlarge la) then you would know.... IT IS NOT SENT BY A GUY!!! LOL!

Yes, it is from my "lesbo girlfriend" (super lol), Daphne Lee Jia Ee (correct ar?)! LOL! Thank you honey for your sweet effort and words. I am so "the terharu la".... muacks lots to you.

You are just so sweet and lovely. I am honoured to be loved so deeply by you.

Just want to dedicate this to you for all that you are:

To a sweet and dear friend, loving sister in Christ and lovely future eulogist for me....*hehe.
Huggies! :)

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Today... I had an unexpected SURPRISE....from none other than Jason Shee AGAIN....Mr... you very free la, lol. He dropped by suddenly without consulting me this afternoon (as always), I guess he knew then I can not shoo him away lo...LOL! It was very sweet of him to do so... he thought I was home alone (but turned out no la) so came by to check on me. Bought along lunch too, it was MCD!!! Despite me halfway having my "pan mee"....hmmm... So aniway, of course I chose to makan the MCD lo...hehe. Chatted here and there before the both of us end up watching TV for sometime. We watched Disney channel! LOL, for those who know Jason, you must be thinking "Jason watch cartoons???" The answer is yes... only in my account, lol. We tuned in to Aladdin and Totally Spies...haha. After that, he balik la....haha.

Here I have a youtube video by Shannon (His cousin's wedding performance) - very "Hot"....hehe... so I am helping him to promote it. Enjoy...
p/s: the guy in black is Shannon... he can really move - and the girl isn't really a girl, lol.

NOW....

That pretty sums up what I have to say now or should I say do now...

A lot of people have trouble doing it... And it is normal.... Sometimes it happends to me too, but for now, I am way ahead.

Since this is my blog...I wanna say something I don't usually say:

I'M A TOUGH COOKIE!!! I CAN TAHAN WAY MORE THAN THE MOST OF YOU!!!!
SO BRING IT ON!!!

If you wanna steal a car, don't steal a Kancil, steal a Ferrari.
So if you wanna hurt me, might as well just try to kill me!
I would be much happier, thank you.
While you are at it, please try your hardest.
Cause I wanna see who wins the game in the end for real.
I might lose, but not without a fight.
If I fall, I am gonna make sure I pull you down with me.
Either I die or you perish or we both face abomination.

*~ EGO MOMENT END~*

Note to public: I don't have enemies.... It is just my own personal ramblings. I don't hate, I just get upset with "low-EQ-mutated-mortals" in my life. Pardon my resentment, I am facing a restless period in which I myself am confused. Should I wave the white flag and submit? Or just fight till the death?

Freaky and Scary dream!

I had this ultra-freaky dream today! And it sure was freaky....Bbbrrr*... I am still "shivering" from the freakiness!

Here is how it was:
I was forced to marry one of my friends (guy la) in my dream who happened to be "gaga" over me (but not mutual la). I don't know how it happened but before I know it... my family was pushing me into the wedding with him and eventually we got married suddenly! 0_o"
Since it was a dream, funny things took place. Like there was not actual wedding ceremony. No church, no congreation, no registration, not even Chinese custom stuff. It all just happened on a lunch thing. Something like a lunch wedding, thats all.
I was fairly concious in the dream, so of course I rebel la... kahwin with someone I dont love. But somehow couldnt la. I remember having this fight with my mum in the dream during the "wedding lunch". I was telling her off bout the wedding when she suddenly RAISED her voice aloud and said NO! (meaning I have to kahwin la)
Than this guy friend of mine (who I was "marrying" - gulp) was just so happy there and I ACTUALLY FELT BAD FOR NOT WANTING TO MARRY HIM! I was trying to let him down by being mean, but my natural nature-of-being-a-nice-girl (yeah right!) made my guilt bladder to start working furiously. Which ends up making me feel very much guilty in my entire dream!
So then...don't-know-what-happened-la, but I end up marrying him (not on my free will) in a weird way. LOL!!!!
Then there was the wedding night....(NOTE: Nothing bad happened!!!).
The bridal room was my grandmother's room! LOL!!! But it was slightly different as the end of the room was placed with this really big red curtain that kind of makes it look like a castle room - except the interior was my granny's room...again, lol.
So anyway, I got paranoid la... Then I went to MY OWN ROOM in which just miraculously happened to be NEXT DOOR to get three of my bolster to put inbetween us! LOL. So yea... then after that.. I cant remember d.... I think I woke up. In which I was pretty freaked out wit the dream.
I left out many details cause its just too long and freaky (again, nothing bad happened la). But bottomline is.. I don't think I can look at this friend of mine the same way again...lol. At least after some time of cooling it off!
So this is a small preview of how it feels to have to marry a friend who is 'gaga" over you but you don't feel the same. Just freaky!!! A mix of disgust (that I was put in such position) and guilt (cause I still care for that person).... terrible la. LOL!

Anyway, I am glad it is only a dream...hehe.

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I miss a good old friend so much!
I miss your roar of laughter, your stupid and lame jokes, your company and your smiles.
I miss your "gentle touch" when you grab my hand and make fun of me.
I miss you driving me around in your cute car and "marahing" people on the road.
I miss your calls in where we just talk nonsense and gossip about boys.
I miss your "rudeness" when you disagree with me.
I miss our lesbian jokes and how sometimes you made it seem real.
I miss the hang out times at each other's homes.
I just miss you...Caroline.... *sniff sniff*
I hope South America is treating you right....

~*Emotional Moment Over*~

And yes, Daph if you are reading this...hehe.. I MISS YOU TOO! Won't leave you out wan...hehe. *Muackz and hugz*

Actually this holidays has made me a little emo over missing some friends and people. There is this nostalgic feeling around. Must keep in touch more d....hm...

Tu me manques beaucoup...