Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Dancing dragon lilies...

Firstly,


GLORY AND PRAISE TO GOD ! ~ Assignment 2C has been completed!


One nightmare down.... SEVERAL more to go!


*Mentally slaps self* - I can do it right?!


Gambate~!

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Okay....


Update:

~ Granny admitted to HUKM for a week due to heart complications. Praise be to God she is recovering!

~ PMS ALERT!


~ Hari Raya Puasa coming.... ?!


~ More assignments!!!


~ SE level decreased rapidly!


~ Need to get a better and healthier life! EXERCISE! And eat right!!!

Note to self: It is okay jumping around in the house and acting like a real retard - no more maid to laugh at me.


~ Btw, those who don't know.... my maid balik Jakartha d... and not coming back, so house chores here I come!


~ My dinosaur laptop is DEAD! ~ Usinng koko's one now... :(


~ Mood swings.... like a typhoon! :P


~ Needs to do something constructive and stick to it!

~ Depend on God more!!!


~ I need a break, not just staying at home but go out and do something crazy or fun!


~ I desperately wanna scream and shout out loud! So many things hidden inside and no one to hear them. I need to go to a remote cliff and just let it all out!

~ I want to post something up, something very personal but emotional. It was inspired by something, something beautiful. At the moment, I could just "see it all". But for now... I shall leave it be till the right time. :)


~ Emo la.... :P
I love you.... I love you alll!!! *Sniff* Sob sob.... bohahahaha! :P

Okay... I don't know what more to update unless I get a little more personal and emotional. So I shalll cease here and bid you *sweet huggies* :D God bless!


"If you wanna be somebody, if you wanna go somewhere, you better wake up and pay attention!"



Sunday, October 7, 2007

Beautiful....




I had a BIG-smiley-fantastic-sweet and lovely dream today....
One of the best.... errr... lets just consider it the best! :)
It seemed so real, so vivid. It even tasted real :D
It was beautiful, so beautiful...
It gave made my day from the moment I opened my eyes this morning.


"A dream is a wish your heart makes...."


The smile of an angel never fades away...


"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.True love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye. Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself." - Whoever la...

Thursday, October 4, 2007

The weight of half a step

And I mean it from my heart....

I just blogged, but I didnt have enough guts to publish it (with what I wrote at the end) - as always. So instead I drafted it again.

So much to say but so little to be heard...

Life's been tough - and it can get tougher. So toughen up!


You can never wish hard enough...

And I am sorry I never really tried stopping....