Tuesday, October 30, 2007

The sound of raindrops on a silk umbrella


Éste es yo. Qué deseo hacer y decir

Monday, October 29, 2007

Let's chase the moon


Jello people...errr.. I got tagged by a pretty friend from high school, Michelle. Interesting, since lama didn't get tagged d.... So I've decided to tag along lo...hehe :D

Rules: Repeat subject header “I’M TAGGED, THEREFORE…” Copy + paste these rules in your entry. Complete these 15 totally useless statements & questions. Mention who you were tagged by, followed by 8 people whom you’ll be tagging.

I'm tagged, therefore "smile and wave, kick and shave" - lamely random... :P

1. If I was the opposite gender, what would my party clothes be like?
- Anakin Skywalker!!!

2. At 10am this morning, I was...
- Zzzzing... stilll..... college did not start still 2pm :P

3. At 10pm tonight, I will be…
- (already passed 10pm) I was reading online manga, blogs and checking emails. (I got one from my dad in US! Miss him!)

4. Who should be the next Malaysian Prime Minister?
- Someone who genuinely loves this country...

5. If my spouse told me to do without sex for a year, I would…
- ask him why???!!!!!

6. If I was a piece of a car, I would be the…
- a cute baby pink Volkswagen Beatle and alive (like Herbie :D).

7. If I was told one day that I would have to give up either
1) anything chocolate OR
2) ever seeing the beach again,
for the rest of my life,which one will I give up?
- probaly chocolates? I'm not crazy of the beach, but not gazing upon it would be an "eye error for beauty". I can always just subsitute candy for chocolate even though I LOVE CHOCOLATES! Funny right? :P

8. Singapore is good for…
- clean freaks

9. If I could only say 3 words before I die, what would those last words be?
- I love you???

10. Who would I like to be left on a deserted island with?
- Caroline :D

11. Die by drowning or by fire?
- Ouch... I am terrified to be drowned - almost did once, bad experience. But I am also afraid of pain... so definitely not by fire... erm.. can't I just die of old age? :P

12. What is one single thing would you buy with your last RM9.95?
- mcdonalds? lol. But Michelle has a point, give it to the Lord and He shall provide... Amen!

13. If I opened a night club, what would I call it?
- This is random: "Peanut Butter & Jelly: - Yeah baby! LOL, I also want to name my future pet octopus that! :D - For real!

14. Don’t cheat: what’s “bulbous”?
- I don't know really....

15. I think my ass is…
- uurrr??? "ass" means donkey...right? I don't own a donkey (but would love to) but if I do, I think it is pretty!!! :)

The 8 sweet and crazy people that I shall bestow this tag upon are:
- Tan Meng Kheng, the upcoming spectacular actor! (gives thunderous claps and ovation) :P
- Yiang, "Spider" girl the cousin of "Cicakman"... :P
- Rachel Wan, loving girlfriend and dearly missed peer!
- Daphne Lee, hot rocka chick - who needs to remember me more than her boyfriend! :P
- Jonathan Lai, the snappy cow!
- Ashivini Subramaniam, the oldest friend and awesome doctor to be!
- Charles Choy, the unforgotten and ever most loving "uncle"!
- Cheong Chao Yi, the similar honest me in so many ways!


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I got some quotes from Michelle and at thevery moment I read them, a smile adorned my heart. They were just what I needed to hear and enforce in...

"Never let the odds keep you from doing what you know in your heart you were meant to do."

"Trust your own instinct. Your mistakes might as well be your own, instead of someone else's"

"Forget about all the reasons why something may not work. You only need to find one good reason why it will."

" Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor, catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. "~ Mark Twain

"Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do."

And I got this quote from the movie Cutting Edge 2 (a figure skating movie) which I just watched... this sentences caught me right on the spot. (Not exact words - remembered through ear)

"If it is meant to be, it wouldn't be so hard." - Jackie

but...

"It is only worth the win if you fight for it." - Jackie's dad
I leave it up to you on how you view it...

Another quote from my all time favourite movie "Ice Princess":

"And if I lose, I lose! Not because I didn't have the guts to do it but because I wasn't good enough!" - Cassie

If you have a dream, go for it, even if life and times may be hard on it. Others may fail you(but it is not your blame), but you can never fail yourself no matter the outcome. Unless you hold back... (and that will be your only blame).

If you really want something and you fight for it against the odds, then even if the battle did not turn out to be of what you wanted, you'll never regret it. For you already "won the war".

"A soldier may die fighting, but whether the fight was won or lost, he or she has already behold victory. For the passion and commitment in his or her heart to draw arms in the midst of fear, doubt, malice and death was conquered!" - P (self quote)

Saturday, October 27, 2007

The voice of a distant star


Yes, may not understand you,

But that is why I want to know more about you.

I want to understand you,

And let you suffer alone no more....

Friday, October 26, 2007

The wind in me


First and foremost, THANKS, GLORY AND PRAISE BE GIVEN TO THE LORD ALMIGHTY CHRIST JESUS!!!

For He is worthy and so much more!

The worse of the week is over! Communication Research assignment 3 and Screen Text assignment is done, submitted and OVER! Yeah baby!

I have never spend the whole day literally in my room just doing my assignments! It only required me to write a MERE sum of 5000 words! (Yes, "very little la I know!") But I managed to finish it in 8 hours...which was okay right? Since I have myself a 12 hour quota.

Hello, not easy k? Reading a 15 page long question/article and all, plus needs reference from text book, theories, bla bla bla....

One straight random shout out from me: Degree sucks!!! I can't believe we are paying so much money for the university to torture us!

But "word crapping" prevails still... hence, habis pun! Again, YEAH!!!

But then again... with all words summed up, I was not where near the targeted amount of words, but fear NOT! For it was already (in my opinion) sufficient (kot?)!

So I have the weekend to relax and be lazy Philee till I have the courage to "wake up" and start my 2 o-so-freaking-long-and-complicated-which-I-don't-know-how-to-start journals for Screen Text and Public Relations!

Not to mention another 3000 words for another on-coming campaign management PR assignment!

BLUEK!!!

Have I shouted out I NO LIKE DEGREE?! (Yes the grammer error was purposeful!)

Anyway... college is over for the week so I shall not whine on it....


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Let's talk about violin class today!!

Not bad, didn't get much errr... bad comments as last week. Hehehe.... was ok, played some nice tunes today with new songs. :D

And as usual, my left fingers are rather sore today... but no biggie, it is worth it. :)

By the way, I have two very interesting and amusing (at least to me) quotes today from my violin Teacher Miss Chuang:
"You are there, just not there yet!"

(LOL)

"Don't play like pasar malam pyjamas!"

(Double LOL).

Reason to that second quote is because I played a new song today that was suppose to be a seductive song called "Sweet Loraine" (cant remember by whom). And Ms Chuang vividly, in a amusing manner demonstrated how the song should be played in a dramatic style. LOL.

She said and acted: "Imagine late night in the pub, sexy lady lying on the piano wearing black stockings and heels along with a black dress singing...bla bla bla..... " - LOL

"This is how the song is, don't play like pasar malam pyjamas."

Get the point?

The song is suppose to be played in a seductive way (sexy black clothes) and I was told don't be a robot...hahaha (pasar malam pyjamas).

*Compare both "garments"*

Then soon later, I played this another song "Rumba" in which again my delighting violin teacher again took the sweet effort in dramatising it out (to let me get the "feel" of the song) before "performing it together".

Hence, we "danced" in class a little....LOL!

For real, she grabbed me and did a Tango before getting into a Waltz and finally down to the Rumba (in a funny and messy way of course).

And the song played later turned out pretty well! I got the beat and "zam-ed" it (if I do say so myself).... :D (cheers to both me and Ms. Chuang)


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I miss my dad :(

He is in San Fransisco, USA now for work for weeks to come. And before that he was in Netherlands, Holland before coming back for a few days in which he had to go to Ipoh. And now after US, when he returns home, he will soon depart to Singapore pula....

Holland-Ipoh-USA-Singapore (continuously)

But after all the travelling and work, he will have a month of leave in which he will get to spend it with me, yeah! We are gonna do adventure stuffs together again!!

But for now... I miss my dad.... and his big teddy bear hugs!!

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I feel like (currently):

- dancing around (like an idiot as usual) with my "invisible" someone....hahaha... pretending la... (yes, lame I know) - which I have been for the past hours in my room here.... nice to dream a little. But it is possible to do the Waltz "alone" and hit the cupboard.... :P
- Speak Shakespeare!!! - Inspired from Casanova (movie) kot.... I seem to be a little delirious mood - "talking" to myself and riddles and in words that I usually read from my poetry and Jane Austen books.

"Oh how I wish to converse in such a manner with a gentleman after my own heart, who is worthy of my lips and sweetest from the start ." - P

*Whao... that was super random wei....hahaha - totally on the spot! I am so self quoting that!!!!
Now I am a bit "angau"...lol!

O such a beauty, the splendour of love.
Give me thy heart and I shall bear my future.
Carress me with thy warmth,
And let me linger.
Show me the star of thy affection,
And let me twinkle.

O my... that was SUPER RANDOM TOO..... tetiba aje... too "angau d"! I must be. I am a poet again... tra la la la la....! :P


Okay I got to go before I get more mushy here... :D
Do have a pleasent day and God bless!!
*HUGGIES*