I have A LOT of of pictures to upload and blog about. But currently I am in no mood to do so.
So, the apologies goes out if words are a bore to you, but words are the only thing I am capable of producing right now.
Maybe PMS is smearing its way in. Or maybe due to some unstate-able reasons I am just feeling rather emotional and in a sullen contemplative state.
Most of these days, I just sit here. Here, on my red study chair gazing upon the laptop with an online manga page opened. Various emotions rise to the ocassion. Some due to the moments fashed by the mangas and some by my own lonesome thoughts.
Perhaps some may be tingled by the very serenade of music. I have been constantly enveloping myself with the sountrack of the Disney movie Enchanted. It is addictive and I must confess I have taken a very deep sense of fondness for the song So Close by Jon Mcloughlin.
And there I was as always, acting like a dreamy fool, dancing around my pink floral coloured room pretending I was waltzing with a "prince" who was more than ready to sweep me off my feet to Neverland. But then again, a dream is a wish your heart makes. And my heart just needed some "company" even if it was just an imaginary "prince".
I just want to dance with you...
You’re in my arms And all the world is calm The music playing on for only two So close together And when I’m with you So close to feeling alive A life goes by Romantic dreams will stop So I bid mine goodbye and never knew So close was waiting, waiting here with you And now forever I know All that I wanted to hold you So close So close to reaching that famous happy end Almost believing this was not pretend And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come So far we are so close How could I face the faceless days If I should lose you now? We’re so close To reaching that famous happy end And almost believing this was not pretend Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are So close So close And still so far
Hola with all the gondolas! (Okay, that was random)
(Currently listening to: Enchanted OST)
Had a fairly pleasant day today. Went to 1 Utama with dad and mum for Christmas shopping. Managed to get Christmas pressies for all beloved family members and a few close friends.
Later on in the evening, Jenny came over (she is going to stay for the weekend, YAY!) and we head out to Curve + Ikea/Ikano + Cineleisure (Yes, AGAIN!) for an evening of sisterhood bonding :D. We shopped and I am happy to say we got quite a bit for some random outing. I got a new pink bag :D for a good price at the stree market. Jen got plenting of flowery hair clips and two T-shirts.
Here are some pictures (dad's new camera is so awesome, a little addicted with snapping, hehe) with randomness, jinjangness and love. (No pics during shopping of the items though, but will snap a shot of my new bag soon and show off soon? lol) :P
It was snowing on "The Street", Curve! Hahaha... it was a very nice, interesting and pretty idea. Everyone was so excited!!! Me too, muahaha. Jinjang la tu.
Kids were dazzling as they stood under the "snow"...hehehe. It was... just whao la. :D
People were all gathering, it was packed. So much for wanting to jump around pretending it was real snow. :P
You can see people "shooting" the cotton or whitish thing from the bridge....
Cute idea huh? :D
The main deco at the centre court....Nice warm Christmas "house".
Looks like a ginger bread house :P .
Random pretty Christmas treee...
Random pic of a small trio performance @ Curve.
My darling Jenny! We then went to Paddington House of Pancakes for supper!!! Yum!
I had Camomile tea...
Jenny had ice lemon tea.
Posing a cute pout...
Part of Paddington, was facing this...
Next to me was this "romantic" arch thingie. Too bad we couldnt sit in it. :(
Back part, near the entrance... (random shot)
The glass next to me...random again :P
YUM YUM!!! I had beef bacon, mash potatoes, buckwheat pancakes with melted cheese and chicken ham on it. Along with mushroom omelette and black pepper souce.
Yes, fattening. But who cares!
Jenny had American pancakes with chocolate ice cream and bananas along with honey and blueberry toppings. There is no actual picture cause hers arrive much earlier than mine and we forgot to snap a shot of it then. This is an almost finishing pic, lol. :P
Jen habis... me... nope...hahaha... too much and too full!
Then after, balik la...hehe.
Random... :P
Hehehehe.... :P
Jen's car ornaments. I have taken the liberty in naming them :P
The black one is called Polier and the white one is called Dynamo.
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MAYBE I am pmsing. But I feel really depressed now. Sure I had a nice day with my beloved family. But I guess today just had its blues for me. I have a feeling this is the first or the beginning of so much more. More of this feeling. I so hope not. But sometimes, you just have that feeling. I guess the reason is unstate-able.
Lord I pray everything will be ok. I put it all in Your hands. Whatever may come to past, please guide and protect me. Let Your will be done.
Okay, I gtg. Jen is already zzzing on my bed. I should too.
Currently listening to: I Still Believe by Hayden Panettiere.OST of Cinderella III: A Twist in Time (currently the main song in my Friendster profile).
Let's start with the GOOD news....hehehehe... :D
I have just purchased my NEW PINK NOTEBOOK/LAPTOP (Dell)!!!!
Yeah....!!! *pops sparkling juice*
Yiang, if you are reading this, I know you are most probaly thinking... "Finally!" Hahaha!
It is a Dell Inspiron (TM) 1420 Notebook. It comes in various colours and among it is PINK, to be exact, its called Flamingo pink. :D
Nothing really canggih la...hahaha. It is just a normal lappie with some nice features. According to my bro, this particular lappie is already sufficient for my kind of usage. Besides, I am not a tech person, hence I am pretty happy with it (especially it being PINK!). Apparently, the more canggih it is, the less colour option there is... so I am glad I am not canggih, haha.
Of course the Sony Viao pink (metalic baby pink kay!) was way nicer, but the price of that baby was more than the colours worth. Besides, I don't need such a nigh tech one, I am no gamer. :P
Just to kill the suspense....
I am not using it right now to blog cause it is not here yet!!!!
Yes, I ordered it online with my mum's credit card. LOL. I hope it will be delivered soon. I think it takes a week?!
Why online?
Apparently it is cheaper because you don't go through a middle person. On the other hand, I got really fortunate cause it turns out that from this day on till the 10th of December, happens to be the PIKOM PC Fair! Hahaha, and apparently, if you purchase online, you would also get some discounts and benefits. So it the notebook/laptop cost less, plus free delivery, free lappie bag and RM100 cash something la.... So I save (or my mum saved) a few hundred bucks...haha! :P
So say goodbye soon to my dinosaur laptop :) And roll out the pink carpet for Princess Coconut! Yes, that will be the name of my new and soon to be pink notebook/laptop! I'm thinking of my favourite stickers all over it - name tags, Precious Moments pelekats, colourful hearties...
0_o"
Yes, I know, crazy right? Naming a laptop and sticking stickers on it, especially when it is brand new. But hey, no one said it has to be a normal laptop just because it is. "Inside" can't be change but outside certainly can. :D
It is mine after all!!!!
Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, I am currently using my dad's new notebook/laptop. Yes, he has a new one too just today (from his company). It is also Dell, but more canggih than mine la (work ma) hence why it is black. So I will be using it till my Princess Coconut arrives (cause daddy is not working this month after all the travelling, so I can dominate it, muahaha). Due to that, I may not sign in MSN so often (dad's lappie no msn and I lazy to install la) and no, I will not use my dinosaur lappie just to MSN, lambat gila!
So yes, that is the good news. Just spreading the joy and happiness... *grins*
When it really has arrive, I shall announce again, muahahaha and snap a pic for view la. (Cheh wa. prasan gila!) With new lappie and camera, I am sure there will be more pictures and colours to come.
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I had an appointment with Dr. Harnam today (my ENT doc) because my mum just had to be so motherly and have my nose checked. Everything was okay la. Of course the main problem for my everyday running nose was due to allergy (no help) and since I had ceased to continue my immunotheraphy, there couldnt be much to stop it. Besides, I am too old for the treatment too and dust mites are everywhere to begin with. Later I had an X-Ray and the doc said the lump on my right nostril was growing (O_0"). He gave me 2 kinds of pills (lots of them) and a nasal spray (as always) and if it doesnt go down, quote: "Laser is the best choice."
-_-"
I already had surgery in the oast years, no way am I going for more. Let's hope the medi works then. Now I am back to a "junkie", taking pills everyday again. And boy here comes the ever nagging lecture from the mother on it. What can I say? I was never a good patient. :P
Wanna know something interesting???
My dad and I have been to Ikea & Ikano + Curve for 4 days straight!!!
And I have had Ikea hotdog, ice cream, curry puff and soft drink for every visit there. Yes, that has been my main diet for the past 4 days. Hahaha... thats a record.
The first day: Went there for dinner with dad and mum (we actually just had hotdogs and currypuffs for dinner there).
Second day: Dad and I spend the whole afternoon at Borders reading free books. Muahaha, save money ma! Dad read some thick "interesting" book and I of course sacked the mangas la. Do I even have to mention we had Ikea food for teatime? LOL.
Third day: Same thing as day two. :D What can I say? Save a lot of money k. The books were far from cheap.
Fourth day (today): Went to try out a new steamboat shop in Ikano with dad, mum and aunt (it is quite nice, next time go again). We end up having extra munches of hotdogs and currypuffs at IKEA after shopping there. :D
Hebat right???? :P
LOL
Okay la, enough of blabbering... spat more next time. Till then, please havea blessed day. Hug and be hugged~! Lotsa love and God bless!
When you come to think of it, there is nothing more viciously soothing than to just sit in a tea cup and be yourself! Yes, that is my philosophy of the moment. Random and odd but yet right in every retarded way. What can I say? sometimes I just find weird ways of putting my words and emotions. :D
I'm not exactly an odd ball of a person or a spastic wannabe but sometimes I find myself to be a little "off" than usual. None the less I am perfectly normal with every imperfections you can see.
As a matter of fact, we are all just normal, specially normal. Just in our own unique way. :)
I have this cute little joke/quote that "hit" me with a grin and I just have to share it. It started with our stay in Ipoh for Michelle chea2's wedding. In the hotel room (where we were staying) before the wedding dinner (afternoon) before I got my o-so-long curls, I disturbed my dad who was trying to get some sleep (was tired, just came back from Singapore then straight to Ipoh). I pestered and nudged him with my baby bolsters (yes, I am not ashamed and yes I brought them to Ipoh too :P) cause I was bored then. Then I made a random and stupid comment which surprisingly my dad had a very good come back that shut me up from budging him no more. :P
Me: Daddy, I think I need to see a shrink, I'm talking to my bolsters! (Nudging my bolster to his face when he was trying to nap - yes I am a spoiled daddy's girl, lol)
Dad: I think it is your bolsters that need to see a shrink... (Turns away to the other side of the bed nonchantly and zzzz, leaving me.... o_O")
SUPER LOL!!! (Seriously, you had to be there to catch the moment, lol)
So anyway, concerning the wedding pics, I think I shall not post em up till I get the nice, profesional ones from my chea2. On the other hand, I just put up some random pics taken from my dad's new camera in Friendster. By the way I noticed in some of the wedding pics that my eyes were red and watery, giving me a cacat look! LOL, yes, if you've read my previous posts, you would know that during the wedding, I was down with conjuntivitis - hence why people keep asking if I was crying because my chea2 was getting married, lol.
Let's face it, Im not exactly a stick! But I am not fat either (at least I think). But lately I think that I've added tweeny little extra pounds here and there. Yes, it is a terrible and harden confession for a girl to make. I am not the kind to starve just to look pretty nor will I stick to a diet or a celery stick (I love to eat, typical Malaysian) but I guess being a normal girl, you do perhaps hope you have at least a "nice" size. I am not exactly vain to the stomach but lately I noticed I have less choice and selection of clothes to wear.
According to my mother, I HAVE A LOT OF CLOTHES and she always have to say that we will not buy anymore till Christmas (or the next!), yada yada... And the truth is, I DO have quite a sum of clothes. And I just happen to wear only 20% of it most of the time. Yes, it is a poor and scary truth (for those who tak cukup, maaf la). My previous maid always blabbered that I waste just by hanging them in the cupboard to no reason, she always say "Bagi saya la!" (lol).
And the real melancholy reality is not that I don't fit them anymore but it just doesn't compliment my figure the way it used to be. I even have brand new blouses that I hardly touch cause....uhhh... tahu la... -_-"
And let's say la.... (Note on the "let's say" - meaning "if") if I were to be well... "nice" in figure, I think I would actually be a fashion freak. Or even wear real nice and stylish clothes most of the time. The truth is, my mum and AUNTS (mostly) love to buy me clothes (and believe it of not, they have better fashion sense than me) but it always so happen that they always seem to buy a size smaller! Or is it just me?
So currently I am stuck with big t-shirts and long pants most of the time. Can you spell:
P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C?
That is so terrible... Ok, just for the visual record, it is not as bad as it seems la... I am not FAT literally, just slighly more PUDGY, ok?! Must be the holidays.... yes. I must change for real. Make this holidays a time to tone up and lose some extra pounds and be able to wear complimetary, sweet and ?sexy? outfits!
FYI, for once this "fat talk" has nothing to do with my aunt. If she were to read this, I shall not hear the end of it nor will she taunt me enough. It's hard enough having her "comment" 24/7 on my ermm... size (which I still think it ain't that bad), I don't want her involved this time. :P
So yes... ermmm... I am gonna "move" a little bit or more to "smallen" up. Not mainly for the sake of vanity but for the sake of not wasting all the pretty dresses in my cupboard (dont want to break mummy's heart :P).
I SO feel like kissing you now :P (random)
Current craving: BISHOUNENS -Got bishies? :P (I am desperate for one, lol)
~Have a "bishoulicious" day and God bless! Muacks and huggies! ~
I had Camomile tea...
