Wednesday, April 9, 2008

The Breath of Sunshine on My Window...






I hope it's PMS. I think it's PMS. I need it to be PMS.



Cause it sucks to the max and I feel all wobbly and heavy.



"I just wanna cuddle wuddle with a polar bear in the remotes of Antarctica and just hibernate there till the world reaches an apocalypse."



-_-"

Needless to say, I am spiked with everyone and everything.... And I think I am spiking them too!

"Touchy!~"

I wish I was some cute cuddly 3 year old who gets to scream like mad and gets scooped up and dunked in lotsa love and huggies till I feel satisfied.



And since I am *ahem* far from being 3 again, I kept thinking how nice if there would be if I could get some some cute cuddly, fat, chubby and cute toddler/baby to be smoothered in my arms and I get to give it lotsa kisses and just "Eeeeeeee....!!!!!~squeeze???" (Geram aku, haha!)

Or maybe a kitty. A big, fat, and bushy kitty... Actually I was thinking more of a baby kitten but then again, I might crush it if I squeeze too hard. LOL!

Eeeeee......!!!!! Gelora -lah aku!

Masa ni lah aku perlukan boyfriend aku untuk mengenangkan aku, peluk aku, sayang aku and everything will be alright again....

Eh! Tapi aku takde boyfriend la!!! :P

Too bad!! Hence aku tenangkan diri aku sendiri la...

Wait a minute, why am I speaking BM and Eng together?

Must be the influence of watching Gol and Gincu while blogging, tehee...

Lately I have been too critical on almost everything, especially myself and how I see others. It's like I am made out of a lighting rod in the midst of a storm. Things that annoy me, sadden me and things that tick me off just suddenly got more persistent. And I know it's no one's fault but mine. Actually, I like to blame it on PMS~!




Or maybe cause kebelakangan ini aku dah gemuk ke??? -_-"

Or the last two weeks of assignments, presentations and mid-term exams have finally got to me?



Or I am just touchy!?

Or I am hug deprieved?

Or aku rindukan orang ke?

Or aku dissapointed ke?

Or I am lazy?

Or I need exercise?

Or emo?

Or PMS je la!

*Merajuk dan manja* (tu la kemahiran aku!)

Baby la aku ini! PMS je aku dah rasa nak nangis and break out!



Hahaha! At least I let it out in the blog. I hope I didn't get too *ahem* else where. I think I did pretty good in college - was normal (I hope!) despite recent exams and assignments going on.

At home pulak I sulk a lot kat bunnies I. Bully la tu. Yes, I am mean but I sayang you baru mean tau? Hahahaha....

Just a cranky kid la... sabar kejap ya. Lepas "Miss Strawberry" datang and hilang then I'll be ok. :D

"Iiiissshh.... manja la! Oh mr. polar bear, where art thou??!!"



Currently Listening to: Bagaikan Sakti by Siti Nurhaliza and M. Nasir (OST of Puteri Gunung Ledang).







Thought out Loud:

"Despite everything, you hold a special place in my heart. Aku sayangkan kau and will always care. My mr. googly polar bear!"

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Hati Bagaikan Bunga Yang Mekar / The Heart Is Like A Blooming Flower


Currently Listening to:







Hati Merindu...

Kau tahu tak apa maknanya?



Hati Terkilan...

Kau faham tak apa lambangnya?



Hati Terguris...

Kau curiga tak apa sebabnya?



Hati Terluka...

Kau peduli tak apa ceritanya?



~P~




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Sunday, April 6, 2008

A Scented Embrace



"Look at me! Look at me... and love me."
"Just love me..."



Currently listening to: I want to spend my lifetime loving you by Marc Anthony and Tina Arena (OST of Zorro).

A Philharmonic of Dreams



Someone asked me, "What is it that you want?"


I said, "I want the impossible."


She heard me. And smiled.


And something inside me churned.




Currently Listening to: 'Only Love' by Jane Zhang (OST of The Banquet) and 'Eternal Vow' by Tan Dun (OST of Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon).