Whispering voices in my head!

I am an idiot!!!

I am so not okay!

Naughty as a Fruitcake! :P

Currently Listening to: "She" by Elvis Costello. OST of Notting Hill. (Beautiful song :D)




Although there is less than 6 days to go, I am still kinda freaked out with the upcoming "deadline" of my 3 assignments. 6 days is sufficient but somehow I am kind of worried as I feel really lazy. Not to mention my procastinating bones have started to ache. Besides, I am still unsure of what to do exactly. -_-


Media Audience and the Public: A major case study review on Dove Beauty Campaign. Originally I was quite confident on this assignment as I was quite familiar with the Dove Beauty Campaign - due to previous study in Diploma. But now I am not sure of it at all. Firstly, I have yet to remember if I still kept the previous Diploma assignment in question and where I phantomly placed it. On the other hand, after viewing the assesment document on the assignment, my confidence level dropped to negative one. Reason being so was because I fail to comprehend the points to make let alone apply in class theories. Heck, I barely print out notes for lectures!


Documentary: It is just a 1000 word essay (yes, to us its actually little d - general one usually consist of 2000-3000 words) but consist of 25%! Now when you are in degree and every mark counts, 25% for a 1000 word assignment is critical.... meaning in just 1000 words, all essential points, theories and whatever the heck you dont know needs to be in it. In conclusion, NO CRAPPING LA! And guess what? I can actually crap for a 3000 word theory assginment (PR - last sem) and pass (hard but I managed - surprisingly) but now I feel fainty for this. And I actually thought Documentary was easy. I am suppose to start now but heck, here I am blogging my mind out!


Documentary Presentation: Awwww man... btw.. Yiang, Meng and Shennie... do u guys know where to get the study guide? Hahaha... cause we need that before anythig else. I think the presentation should be ok - group. But somehow tak tenang la....hahaha.


Did I mention all this three assignments deadline drops on the same day? On Friday!


And now... hati aku takde kat mana mana.... asyik tengok katil aje...
-_-


Let me tell you, crapping is easy, but sprouting thousands of words you're not sure of is the kill deal! Well, actually I am not entirely unsure of them. But somehow my SE level forbids me to think positively. However, the worrying and negative feedback my mind emmits does not help me in being more hardworking... So like what my bro said, worrying about something aint gonna help you solve it especially when it doesnt motivate you for sh*t! So either do or stop worrying... And I think subconciously I just picked "stop worrying".... cause my cracky head just managed to convinced me that because its a Sunday, I should just rest! :P


BTW,

Happy and a very Blessed Birthday to (Auntie) Wong Yee Li!

Miss you lots and lotsa love to ya!



*Hugs*

Touch Me With A Secret

I got tagged twice (Ash & Brenda) :)



First Tag (Ash):



A． People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B． These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. Ash tagged me. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

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1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Seriously, I don't even want to think of it, I think I would be really devastated!


2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
Try not to give false hope, avoid nicely, make things clear? ignore? give big hints that Im not available...etc

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Big cathedral in Italy with a big long gown (think Princess Diana's wedding with Prince Charles, but in a modern elegant way), a dozen flower girls/bridesmaids, a limo, all my friends and family (fly them all there :P) and of course with the dream guy! :D *fantasy over*

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yes, I am after all a blur sotong...

5. What’s your ideal lover like?
Someone who doesnt exist: protective, obsessive (to me), possesive (to me), strong, funny, caring, kind, independant, smart, witty, responsible, handsome, amazing smile, crazy about me, loves me to the max, pervy (but only to me), persistant, knows me well, generous, tall, dark, secure, rich (???), looks into my soul, nurturing, admirable, ammiable, sexy, build, cute, talented, know what he's doing, gentleman, chilvary, loyal, steadfast, righteous, loving, thoughtful, creative, sensible ETC.... ok la... I am drooling d.... note the "ideal lover" ok! It's not real, just a fantasy...hehe! Read too much shoujo manga d!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Loving someone - you'll know the real value of love... and thats the ultimate blessing! :)

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
Eeerrrr....hahahahahah!!!! Can I???? LOL....


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
. If theTry to move on??????


9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Yep, knowing how lazy I am procastinating with 3 assignments due soon.

10. What do you want most in life?
Fall in love, be loved, get married, have kids and live happily ever after! :D

11. Is being tagged fun?
I don't know, yes? I am just bored and its been sometime la.

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Walau! That would be the ultimate blow of devastation!

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
family


14. What kind of person do you think I am?
Ash: the longest friend I have, smart, beautiful, talented, honest, a darling, a sweetheart, lovable, a treasure... :)


15. What is the most unforgettable thing/event in your life?
*smiles* its my secret...


16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognise you, what would you do/how would you react?
*smiles* just keep breathing...

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Is there anymore to do? :)

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
You can't fall in love with two people... thats not love.... like can la... never happened to me before so I don't know. But if it happends, (liking both) I'll just see who likes me back :)


19. What type of friends do you like?
My friends lo... they are the type I like :)

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?

Laugh???? Apologise then... :P



I tag:



- Yiang

- Meng

- Daphne

- Shennie

- Brenda

- Jackie

- Michelle

- Jon

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Second Tag (Brenda):



Instructions: remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.



1. who is your all-time inspiration?

Barbara Streisand... and my dad :)



2. have you given your first kiss away?

Truthfully, we all have! :)



3. if you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? why?

blog ar? hmmm.... ash, chao yi and sarah.... good people, can bond, can yakk together, responsible and i know they wont kill each other... (cari kawan must also see if they are compatible together)....



4. where is the place that you want to go the most?

egypt... :)



5. if you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

*smiles* thats for me to know and for u to find out and grant it to me... :P



6. what do you like in your other half?

the essence that he is...



7. what are you afraid to lose the most now?

my loved ones!



8. if you win $1 million, what would you do?

lotsa things la... responsible things....hahaha... then later on travel the world!



9. if you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Nope!!! Never putting myself out there anymore!



10. list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

Brenda: Pretty, Sweet, Friendly...



11. what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

Some one who loves me 150% and whom I can love 120%



12. which type of person do you hate the most?

dishonest bitchy people!



13. what is your ambition?

be happy!



14. if you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

i only want to know if ure doing it with a sincere and caring heart and only is I approve you to do so... :P



15. what do you think is the most important thing in your life?

God, family, love, friends, bunnies...



16. what's your secret?

its a secret so i can't tell you... :)



17. state one of your desire.

*smiles* thats my secret :D



18. if you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

my temper.... very angry lately...



19. whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?

i just found out myself that philee tan can be a bitch and it scares me!



20. what do you wish to have now?

something i can type out here and not just "smile" it away...



I'm gonna tag:



- Ash

- Chao Yi

- Yiang

- Meng

- Elaine

- Michelle

- Daphne

- Jackie

A Rainbow of Smiles

Okay, birthday pictures are coming up. It's a fraction of what I have cause since there was too many, I've decided to just randomly upload some with a few nice ones. :) Just a little recap on what happened, on the eve of my brithday, had a big family dinner with my dad's side of the family. On the audacious day itself, out with college buddies to Tony Romas for a long and nice lunch in Cineleisure which later on carried to a 3 game bowling time. Another nice dinner with mum's side of the family later and voila the day is over! Nothing too much just simple meals with people who matter to me. :) Not many pressies (no party) but the existing ones are still really sweet and nice. More big ang paus instead this year (21 mar...) :)

Wanna thank those sweet and lovable people who remembered my birthday with wishes, smses, MSN-IMs, messages, comments, calls and greetings. You know who you are.... And most of them were unexpected but still glad to receive them none the less. :D

Okay, enough octoping. Here are some pics, no order in particular, no captions, no words, just "us".

I love you all!

God bless and huggies!