At the end of my rainbow....

Currently Listening:

Through the Rain

by

Mariah Carey

Today, someone told me that I was positive!

I know that some of my previous post might contest that (emo times - pms la), but if you know me, I am naturaly a cherry bubble who likes to smile and talk rainbows all the time.

But sometimes I tend to 'forget' that... (especially when I'm emotional or stressed - busy week la)

But when someone commented about a moment of my so-called character today, I was reminded of who I truly was. Someone I've forgotten lately and it hit me that I was once the girl who still smiled when her tears knew no end.

So I'm gonna hold my head up high and brace through whatever it may come with a smile and a cherry thought. :)

"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort."

~ Herm Albright~

Have a blessed and wonderful day people! :D

Blooming Jasmines

Currently Listening to:

Reach

by

Caleigh Peters

(OST: Ice Princess)

Sometimes when life jumbles you up and you're not sure how to pick your feet or see the street....

....just WALK.

Walk with FAITH.

Cause no one leads better than Him.

Dust and Me

Currently Listening to:

How Can You Mend A Broken Heart

by

Micheal Buble

Have you ever felt like days are just crumbling altogether on you and you're just so heavy and layden with mental anguish that breathing has just become a constant struggle? Where emotions can't be delivered coherently and you wonder if your own sanity is stalking you?

Well, sometimes I feel like that....

Non-existant matters start to jab me from every angle and I just can't seem to tell what's going on with myself. I'm not sure of my own character and nonchalant feelings are only an illusion to what my reluctant inner self tries to conceal. But what does it really harbour???

Let me tell you this, I don't really know myself nor do I really want to know.

I'm afraid to open a door and find that petty dust are all that adorns the wailing walls of it. Dust of memories, crumbling dust of thoughts, fine dust of hearty feelings and whimpering dust tears.

And I'm allergic to dust BIG TIME!

Do you know what I need? I need some quiet time - alone? I need to feel the wind on my face, the cool breeze to calm my soul and wintry scent to hide my aches. I need to cuddle with my bolsters and pretend that they were hugging me back. I need.... a hug.... :(

A big and long teddy-wuddy-grizzly-warm huggily cuddle. Preferbly from some bigger size (i need some security)-warm-comfortable-loving-caring human being.

*Self Aawwww....*

Where's my imaginary Mr.Tookie-tookie when I need him?

SMILE PEOPLE! JUST SMILE!

SMILE!!!!

Cause I need it.

Bittersweet Symphony

Currently Listening to:

I Still...

by

Backstreet Boys.

It's okay... It will be okay.

I promise...?