Break Me Into Pieces....

Currently Listening to: I Think I Love You

(OST: Full House)

Life can be a turbulent ride even when all seems fine.

Ain't it peculiar?

How a normal boring and mundane day can churn so many things inside you?

How those many things can affect you ever so heavily eventhough it may be small in measurements?

Maybe it's because you're free and somewhat empty inside that even a drop of pin is audible?

Is this all just a plain.... *can't find the right word for this feeling*?

*BREATHES IN AND OUT!!!!*

I don't like it. I don't like this sucky feeling. This "argh" motion in me.



Maybe some things are just catching up.... Don't you hate it when you're not perfect?

I need my Saviour...!!!!

Droplets of Kisses!

Currently Listening to: 'Gan Yang' by Vincy Chan

I have an ultimately enormous girly crush on Ryamond Lam Wai Man (Errr... I think that's his full name :P), a Hong Kong drama star... who happends to just look so hot to me! Tehee...

I've always known he was alive and somewhere acting in Chinese dramas but I have never took much interest till I started watching 'Lethal Weapons of Passion and Love' (2006) on TV2 lately. And darling... he looks good. At the very least to me.... especially in old costumes and long hair... Tehee... as said, this is a girly celebrity crush. So just let me 'angau' a little.

***GRINS***

A Pocket Full Of Sunshine

Currently Listening to:

I Won't Say (I'm In Love)

by

The Cheetah Girls

(OST: Hercules)

Drinking: Boh's instant green tea with lime...

Watching: Alias on AXN....

Ate: Half of a self-made tuna sandwich and several tea spoons of baked beans....

Facial Expression: Grinning like a lunatic....

Mood: Lazy yet dreamily 'angau'.....

Contemplating: If I should be rajin and do some house chores (or simply leave it for tomorrow).... :P

Thinking: Of some surreally stupid yet blissful nonsense....

Hoping: For more smiles in my life!

What I need: A little sunshine in YOUR life!

(When you have sunshine, I have brightness. So shine away!)

What I want: World Peace and World SMILES!!! :D

Where I wanna be: In cuddly wuddly arms... *pictures future boyfriend*

Adores: My darling bunnies! I just wanna smoother them with my kisses!!

Crushing: On my 'hubby' o-so-smelly-but-adoring-bolster! I am so attached to it! :P

Crazy: About retardedness.... @$#%?$&*/!

Wishing: For ever ever after....!!

Loves: SMILES!!!! :D

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Have a beautiful day!

God bless!

Hugs!

Love ya!

Sweet Carnations On My Doorstep....

Currently Listening to:

How Can I Not Love You

by

Joy Enriquez

(OST: Anna and the King)

&

When You Say You Love Me

by

Josh Groban

I tried blogging in BM but alas, my vocabulary of thoughts in the usage of the language is deteriorating as well as my comprehending skills in translating it. And I used to take pride in my verbal communication skills and 'authentic slang' of my national language. I guess not having many people to communicate or practise the language (after school) has made me a wossy. The only people I talk to in BM is Mdm Yiang, my youngest aunt (dad's side) and cousin Michelle chea2 (mum's side). Not forgetting also, the 'abang or akak' vendor who sells lekor (I love kerepok lekor!!!), or whatever Malay food I adore (yes, I love em!). I guess I should try to speak it more or read some Malay novels. The BM literature textbook in high school used to be interesting, too bad I gave them away. :(

Anyway, let's blog a little on current events:

- I am now back to playing Neopets. Yes, super childish but hey, I'm on hols, bored and in need of some cute little gamey entertainment. So hence, I am mostly gaming away in neopets. They have nice, simple, easy and cute games so might as well keep my brain alive by playing. :)

- God is gracious. He is so amazing and I am ever blessed and loved to be in His arms. Everyday I am reminded of His glory, power, grace, love and promises. He is just so awesome! :D

- Eating healthy? That's what's happening lately. Suddenly...it's all down to rice and veggie all the way. Heck, I even only ate half an orange just for lunch today (without breakfast)! Maybe cause there is nothing to eat at home? Or just me being all 'sad'? LOL!

- I need to be bolder! If I were a guy, I'll say: "I need bigger balls (LOL)!!!" More aggressive? But hopefully maintain a nice girly image? LOL! I want to be able to speak out loud and stand firm in crowds. Maybe I need to believe in myself more.

- Cut my hair???????????????????????? *Still in deep pondering*

- New addition of pets in my house.... I already have Smoochiepup and Coriander (bunnies) and now I have 6 fighting fishes (named strawerry, watermelon, banana, papaya, durian and ciku), a giant beetle (named 'taipo') and a grasshopper (named 'mantau')! :D

I love you people!!!

God bless!