Saturday, August 23, 2008

For whom does the wind cry for?




A little depressed....

.... just a little.


No cookies in my jar...



So much for PMS on my headache... Mum thinks it's over heaty... Panadols and Aspirins did not work and hence the doc issued Paracetamols instead. Yes, I had to see a doc, and apparently according to her, the cause was due to pressure (????) which no one in my family agress to it. Hahaha.... maklum la, the sleeping pig of the house mana la boleh pressure. Not that I'm that mellow but hey, I have my share of carefree moments. But anyway, I didn't merely visit the doc for my jelly-like head problem. It was because I woke up this morning with conjunctivitis and sore throat which then lead to a minor fever. And all my mum said was "YIT HEI" which means internal body heaty-ness and in this case, too heaty sampai kena jumpa doctor. Me mum blames it on the mamak sup kambing I had the night before.... but well... it was worth it...hahaha! The down part of it is that I am missing the barbeque that's happening right this moment downstairs. My bro and his friends are having a blast "burning sausages in the front porch and I can't touch the food due to my 'heaty-ness'. And here I am blogging because I am freaking bored stuck in my room with bread and soup. And because PMS is around the corner, my tummy has begun to ache a little... I wonder if I should wipe down some Panadols for it while I'm heavy on Paracetamols and other medications??? p/s: 5 pills... okay and 3 of it aregigantic... I almost choked!

Anyway... do leave a little footprint at the (new) CBOX and tell me if the colour is too over or not. As a 'colourful' person, sometimes I cant tell if it's just too much....teheee.

Okay, can't blog for long... vision lacking already.

Have a nice weekend and day God bless!



Friday, August 22, 2008

Blur Sotongs In My Tank!





Argh!!!


I hate headaches!!!


I hate PMS!!!


Bohohohohohooo...!!!


I've had, am having and will be having one sucky day!


I can't do anything right or for long.


My headache is bugging me like red ants to a rambutan tree!


I can't watch TV for long nor even go online for more than half an hour. I can't even read a decent chapter of online manga without smoothering myself to my bolster for mental comfort.


OMGosh... it feels terrible.


I didn't even go for "Vibe" tonight because of my headache! :P


Is it really PMS??? Or am I just plain sick? Me mum and aunt said I felt hot (like fever) but I feel fine, I think. Sometimes I feel kinda nauseous and my back neck aches too.


I took a Panadol yesterday and a Bayer Aspirin today... still no effect. :(


Okay, I gotta stop now... headache taking its toll...


A 'bugger' told me that maybe there's a midget in my head bugging me...



O the Strawberry-ness of Me!



Currently Listening to: Let Me Lie by Hayley Westenra.

The Potato seems rather reluctant to start blogging and posting pictures of her 5th day in Cambodia. Perhaps, it's her laziness to edit the sizes of the photos? The nonchalant manner in trying to upload them? The divided views in whether to put them in parts? The little dizziness that has lingered in her left temple since yesterday? Or just PMS???

Don't mess with the 'kitty'!

I know PMS is a very common trade among girls and women and expecially me as it never seem to ever leave me alone every month. Emo-ness, cramps, back aches, lethargicness...etc. It seems to be a bl**dy annoying cycle.... wait, it's more than a cycle! It's an evolving cycle that gets worst. I recall the first PMS I had to go through when I first started to "age biologically".

First was cramps... VERY BAD cramps, in my early teens. Then 'heaviness' (lack of energy) came in... making me feel like a slug in school then whenever 'strawberry' came. In mid teen, emotions ran wild and that's when life is suddenly a big soap opera. And before I knew it... after the teen phrase (when the big 2-0 age comes to the picture), back aches start to attack as if osteoperosis jacked my spine. And now... in this very month, I've just discovered a new symptom...a very annoying one at that... headaches!!! Plus them altogether and you'll get a circus of disasters ni ya!

I never knew that headaches were a form of PMS cause I never had it nor knew anyone who did. Most girls I know commonly and usually only have cramps and emo-ess but on my case... it just keeps piling up. I have an annoying case of dizziness and head roller-coaster yesteryday noon and thought that maybe it was due to my contact lenses of something else. The fact that it was PMS never crossed my mind till Mdm Yiang told me. Hmmm.... I couldn't think about it much then for as I returned home, I immediatly dropped 'dead' on the bed and zero-ed out for the next 5 hours. Actually, it didn't really zzzz for real but just half concious lying on the bed as the headache did not permit me to doze off. It was wrecky!

And today... my head is giving me the same knocking on my temples. So get it all straight, I went online to search for the answers. And guess what, it is a PMS symptom. And I learned more... that PMS does 'evolve' and adds on more symptoms in life as you grow/age. Which freaking explains, why each phase of my life seems to be getting worse during 'strawberry'. So much for cramps, emo-ness, back aches, and a sluggy body... now I have to as headaches to the list!!! Darn! But at least I'm not that bad.... errr.. am I? I found out there are a lot more PMS symptoms and thankfully I'm not having them (YET????)... but as it states, it does pile up as you age. A few of them are acne (walau), bloating and tender breasts... which errr.. I don't think I have (nor want to have - sekarang also pening d every month).

Girl's rules and rocks but it isn't easy being one...


For reference and more:

http://health.yahoo.com/women-overview/premenstrual-syndrome-pms-topic-overview/healthwise--hw139442.html